stupid sexy bpd

just me blogging about my bpd-related feelings and hopefully starting on the road to recovery.

[b0rderline-babe]

back on this trash website bc i can’t get better

[love-personal]

[angst420]

psychiatrists: *diagnoses almost everyone who has depression as a symptom with mdd because it’s easy*

psychiatrists: *immediately prescribes ssris regardless of the fact that they can be extremely dangerous to people with other illnesses*

anti self-dxers: you need to see a psychiatrist because misdiagnosing yourself is The Most Dangerous Thing and also is single handedly responsible for the stigma around mental illness

[templefusions-deactivated201508]

psa

neurodivergent = neurodevelopmentally disordered (autism, adhd, motor disorders, etc.) neuroatypical = mentally ill (depression, anxiety, personality disorders, psychotic disorders, etc.) neurotypical = non-mentally ill and non-neurodevelopmentally disordered

[theanti90smovement]

I thought people just moved from using neuroatypical to neurodivergent because neuroatypical was only one letter away for neurotypical and that was confusing for some people? I mean I get what you’re saying but honestly both words mean virtually the same thing?

[backtotheedwad2-deactivated2020]

Also wasnt neurotypical invented by autistic people to describe people who werent autistic

[b0rderline-babe]

i also thought the person who coined neurodivergent intended for it to be used to describe anyone whose mental processes differ from "normal"? curious abt this because i am allistic and dont want to appropriate a term used exclusively by ppl on the autism spectrum, and ive always felt comfort in the word neurodivergent so i wanna set shit straight

[diabolicalbehavioraltherapy]

People with bpd are the purest people in the world

[meyong]

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[killstar]

[nautulus-deactivated20170619]

i, personally would love to not be mentally ill, and yet

[b0rderline-babe]

Zoloft was the worst med I've ever taken. If you want me to be honest I'd never had more suicidal thoughts than when I was on Zoloft. I've taken Xanax before as well and it really helped me not be so stupid.

oh shit thank u for the heads up :( ive taken xanax before and it really calmed me down when i was having rlly intense panic attacks / mood swings / felt like i couldn’t control myself so i just wanna take it in emergency situations

[b0rderline-babe]

you'll get there you're a good pal you'll make your life feel awesome

wow anon this made me really happy thank you so much

[b0rderline-babe]

person: i'm hanging out with my friends

me: WHAT ARE THOOOOOOSE

[communistbakery-deactivated2017]

bf: *nuts* me: thatll be $15 bf: wtf i thought u were my gf me: “if you’re good at something never do it for free” — heath ledger

[b0rderline-babe]

me: im so bored

me: i have nothing to do

me: i wish i had something to do

basic responsibilities: yo

me: not u

me: anyway

me: im so bored

me: i have nothing to do

[pleatedjeans]

[b0rderline-babe]

still trying. got prescribed sertraline and alprazolam today, though i was v hesitant to reveal too much to a primary care doctor so he made that prescription decision based on my history of emergency room visits for panic attacks and self-reported depression and anxiety ???

do any other ppl w bpd have experience with xanax / zoloft / both together?

[b0rderline-babe]

thank you thank you thank you to everyone who has been reblogging that post about the violent thoughts... it’s given me a lot to think about n work on