Apr 12
my biggest fear
i fear that the happiness is only temporary, that i’ll go back to square one despite what i know
i fear that if i was to get everything i want in life, i still wouldn’t be happy
my fear that i am so full of anxiety and stress, that ill never truly fully heal
i fear that despite learning and growing, i’ll never be able to change, that it’ll never be enough to be loved and accepted, that i’ll never be enough
i fear that i will never enjoy my own company, my fear is that that’s why no one enjoys my company
i fear that if i were to disappear, no one would care
my biggest fear is that this life just isn’t for me
