I know sorry will mean nothing to you as I feel you’ve heard it many times before.
But from the bottom of my heart and my whole existence I’ve never felt so bad for hurting someone the way I have you.
I’ve never felt this dark whole so deep inside me that makes me feel so hollow, since we’ve gone our separate ways.
I’m insecure and I kept Daniel and Callan on the back burner with the thought of sex, so when I was lonely I knew someone out there wanted me, as much as I just longed for you’re right attention and love.
I’m not sorry that you found that stuff or that it came out, as I am you drew some truth out of me and made me face a dark dirty demon of a reflection of myself and what I had been doing, you were right again I do deserve what has been dished up to me because I’ve never once been real with myself and just let go in my fear of being alone unwanted and unloved.
But it that heart wrenching gut twisting moment when god said to me right before my eyes I was gifted with you and I swear on Oscar and every bone in my body I’ve never met a man like you and you changed my life, he tempted me with how easy love was and how I could have it so easy but I fucked it up maybe my one true chance of ultimate blissful easy love because I was selfish and holding on to my past. I’m sorry my actions bought us here I wish I could have my chance to do it all over again I know what I would do now.
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