hail to the bitch

Evelyn/ 30/ New York about my art me personal pictures

[screamydreamy]

[achillesinhighheels]

Sleeping Muse

By Misha Frid

[baby-birch]

literally every single doctor I go to who has great reviews for being so kind and understanding and who has great bedside manner is always so mean to me with the worst bedside manner and flat affect and they lowkey bully me like I literally just think they’re biased against weird women like do they detect my autism or something idk I bet the women they’re nice to are the kind that have never gotten bullied in school before like how the fuck are they giving these doctors 5 stars

[baby-birch]

also I’m going to write a complaint about my doctor who said I need to shave my armpits “or at least trim them” as she gave me a breast exam ❤️

[baby-birch]

I have a mammogram and ultrasound tomorrow. pray 4 me. Im literally about to put in my 2 weeks notice at my job and start a new job right when im finding out if i have cancer or not. and i wont have health insurance for 90 days. FML

[baby-birch]

why do doctors suck so bad esp for women’s health literally my doctor acts like im crazy not even gonna get into that but then she says in the most judgmental tone “ummmm you have a mass in your breast 🙄🙄” and as she’s prodding my boob more and more she’s like “you need to shave your armpits.” I was like why. She’s like hair makes them irritated. I was like no it doesn’t. She was like “have you tried waxing? At least trim.” Like wtf. And yeah now I have to get screened for cancer while I’m literally about to start a new job. making me feel like it’s my fault for having a lump and then bullying me for armpit hair for no reason. yesterday my gynecologist got mad at me for not making eye contact while speaking to me right after she was up In my vagina like leave me alone

[baby-birch]

went to gynecologist just trying to find a nice gynecologist who is normal and I told her I have long cycles (like 35-40 something days) but I have a normal period very month and yeah I suspect pcos could be like maybe I have lean pcos but I have literally no other symptoms except maybe some signs of insulin resistance but haven’t gotten any updated bloodwork yet for this year and I was expecting her to maybe recommend further testing but she was immediately like you have pcos ur prediabetic already and u have very high chance of uterine cancer u have to get on birth control now!!!!! and literally made me cry. anyway idk what to do. I want to seek second opinions but also I literally just got a job offer so I won’t have insurance soon (3 month period before benefits) and I can’t be excited because I’m like oh my uterus is ticking time bomb apparently and all the doctors make me feel dumb for asking questions. Sob sob

[zmpl]

[i-love-this-art]

Firmin Baes / “The Young Girl and the Cabbage” / 1903 / Hermitage Foundation, Lausanne

[preraphaelitepaintings]

Four Corners to my Bed

Artist: Isobel Lilian Gloag (English, 1865–1917)

Date: c. 1901

Medium: Oil on canvas

Collection: Private Collection

Description

Allegorical work highlighting the beauty and innocence of a newborn baby, serenaded by three angels with instruments while a fourth prays beside the bed.

‘Four corners to my bed Four angels round my head Matthew, Mark, Luke & John Bless the bed that I lie on’

[northirish]

They beat me to death with hammers but I'm fine, just another Monday

[beingharsh]

it's been one of those of weeks... park that car drop that phone sleep on the floor dream about me!

[baby-birch]

when my apartment looks nice I’m gonna go a apartment tour for my followers #myapartmentismyfriend

[baby-birch]

[baby-birch]

there’s a guy wiht a giant sign that says SOME TATTOOS ATTRACT DEMONS and the other side says GOOGLE IT

[baby-birch]

lying during job interview about how much I love community building and public facing things and being outward and helpful but I convince them too much because then they’re like “are you comfortable with the more behind the scenes work this role entails?” And they seem unsure about me now. Uh oh I’m Too social! Can’t win!

[mccleans]

for example nothing