Postnatal Depression!
After weeks of wondering whether I should, I finally booked an appointment to see a doctor on Thursday to discuss my concerns over whether I may have PND or not. Right now I'm currently in one of my low moods. I have good days when I feel fine but I can't say I've been overly happy in weeks/months. I love my little boy so much and love spending all day with him but I find myself miserable when I'm not focusing everything I have on him. I'm currently dealing with so much though: Tom is still waiting on an appointment with the specialist about his stomach. He's had a ridiculous amount of time off work so we have no money this month. And you know, it's coming up to Christmas so everyone wants to go out for meals and planning big surprises for family members so I'm pretty stressed trying to afford it all, whilst maxing out my credit card. Last week my 17 year old sister was diagnosed with cervical cancer. Logically, I know it makes sense that I'm not feeling great but I thought I'd ask for help before it gets worse.
















