My Love for Lucy

Lucy Anabelle was born asleep on November 28,2011 at 39 weeks. My rainbow baby, Emalina Lucy was born February 24,2014. The pain of not having my Lucy, the joys of having my Emy and everything in between.

[just-shower-thoughts]

People born in 2016 will probably be alive to see the year 3000

[borntooearlyborntoosmall]

[musicalsymphony]

I know I never (personally) post things like this but I saw this on the news and I really wanted to share it.

[musicalsymphony]

Guys the party happened yesterday - look how happy he is!

[thedionysia]

😢 so cute!!!!

[wonderlandfairytales]

yes yes yes! ☺️

[vacillavi-deactivated20231227]

TEARS 😭

[colortheclown]

There is still so much good in the world😊✨ I am so happy his spirits were rejuvenate!

[cassmarieex]

I will forever love this post I am crying goodbye I want to marry this man

[asdwinhfiwaod-deactivated201408]

Seeing someone slowly lose interest in you is probably one of the worst things ever 

[babylucy28]

I'm so happy I have people in my life that love Emy as much as I do. It's been a busy couple of days and not being around her for so long is just the worst. Cuddles all day from my little kitten is just what I needed. #cuddles #mybaby #busybusy #kitten #love #thatsmile #happyness #ibelieve #santa

[babylucy28]

Listen to Edelman #myfavorite #dna #itsme #science 🤗 #lab #imfloating #prettycool #gross #learnsomething #snapchat

[baetology]

Sometimes it blows my mind that there are people that don’t wear glasses/contacts. Like they can literally see with no aid. Like they wake up and just be out here seeing. What a wild concept.

[babylucy28]

I feel the same about asthma.. People just running around with so much freedom and I'm back here huffing and puffing trying not to die.

[babylucy28]

I actually thought I'd be fine...

I went out thinking I'd be fine. I thought I can come home, go to sleep and be fine to go to work at 11:30. I thought by keeping busy I would okay.

But I'm not. I'm not okay.

IM NOT OKAY!

I wish I could call somebody and just cry. I feel like I have no body but at the same time there are so many people willing to cheer me up.

I just want to disappear.

She would have been 4. I've missed out on so much. Emy is with her dad. All I want to do is hug her and I have to wait till I get out of work tomorrow 😞

[babylucy28]

Come and do some Black Thursday shopping at Tillys!!! 😍 #blackthursday #ETW #tillys #buyonegetone

[babylucy28]

This is what I'm grateful for 💕 #myeverything #turkeyday #mylove #hugsandkisses #emy #lucy

[babylucy28]

It's a good day 🦃 #thanksgivingselfie

[babylucy28]

Finally finished something 😊 #drawing #pencildrawing #art #pencil

[babylucy28]

I'm missing my baby so much, she's been with her dad since Friday!!! I can't help but just look at all the videos I have of her. ❤️ #missingmybaby #cuddlemonster #lolipop #mmm #latenightthoughts

[babylucy28]

My little kitten.. #thebeatles #socute #thesweetest #lucy

[adubrt-deactivated20170205]

Is it weird that I just want to get to know everyone that follows me??

Like what are your names and hobbies and what toppings do you put on your froyo?!?

[graceless-trash]

I’m starting a chain lol. I am Sam. I read books and daydream. And i put Reese’s bits anf whipped cream on my froyo. And i want to know about @adubrt, @bme-and-wttc, @mehimandbaby, annnnnd @raisingmadison.

[adubrt-deactivated20170205]

Oh I love this!!!! I’m Amanda. I love to run, snapchat, and shop. I usually put fruit, a little granola cause I love the crunch, andddd occasionally whipped cream! Where you at @thetaoofmike, @losemyfatazz @mini-merkavar @plussizeadventure @fatgirlgetsfitatlast @mandasmuffintop

[plussizeadventure]

Yay! My name is Taylor and I’m all about reading sci fi novels or binge watching TV! My favorite froyo toppings tend to be heath chunks or the crushed oreos. I want to know about… @tiny-tam, @peaceloveandflabbyness, and @theshrinkingnicole! :-D

[tiny-tam-deactivated20170830]

aww thanks!! I’m Tamara. I love anything that gets me outdoors. I have a passion for froyo topped with a shameful amount of rainbow sprinkles. on to @pinkpixiekitty kellythebearcat and madisonrobingetsfit

[pinkpixiekitty]

Awesome, thanks @tiny-tam! I’m Maribel. I love to read, take walks in nature, paint, bake, and swim. I…. don’t think I’ve ever had froyo. Ha! It never really called to me. I would like to pass this on to @toughenoughtiffany, @fightingtogetfitat45, and @big-to-beautiful.

[meghanbeinghappy]

Thanks @pinkpixiekitty! I’m Meghan. I love reading and writing and Doctor Who and Batman. I love strawberry banana froyo and I never put any toppings on top! I want to know more about @becausefuckingbooty and @fatnerdychick!

[fatnerdychick-deactivated201604]

Thanks @big-to-beautiful! I’m Carrie! I’m into books, anime, and just about any kind of music. I’m also into crafting and Renaissance faires. Aaand…I’ve never had froyo.

I’ll pass this along to @nightshiftrunner, @misskitkatcupcake, @learningtorunoff150pds, & @booksandbellies!

[runder-woman]

I’m Becky–I like running, long walks, time with friends, and my dog.  I also like to write and draw a bit, when I’m in the mood.  I like putting cookies and fruit in my froyo.

@spacebraincase, @firstsubtwo

[firstsubtwo]

I’m John. I like being outdoors, wine tasting, and grilling. I stick to the fresh fruit and nuts on my froyo but I love those little juice poppers and always sneak a brownie bite in. My bill always comes up to about $7.50 :( @gabriela-la @abeburman @bananasandkale @cuntwarrior @deus-ex-malachi @engineeringmyself @fatmaninalittlesuit @happylife-healthywife @indomitabiliity @jonsjourneytohappiness @keepgoinggreen @lift-like-a-lady @mynewnormaluc @oregonrunner @paddlebunny @ropeandcoffee @steveinaspeedo @thehealthjourney @ultrasvibrams @versafit @wiserstrongerbetter

[keepgoinggreen-deactivated20210]

I’m Rich.  I like drawing, illustrating and being creative.  I also like swimming, music and my dog.  On my froyo (which I only get maybe once or twice a year at most) I always get those little cold chocolate caramels (sometimes they are shaped like little turtles) on my froyo and I will drizzle some warm caramel over the top.  I tag @destroyingthedarkness, @livelaughlovearedhead, @i-l0st-my-sh0e and @trekrider83

[tinamarie52-deactivated20221106]

Thanks @keepgoinggreen – my name is Tina and I like way too much tv, reading and, believe it or not, my job. My froyo, no matter what flavor, was topped with the little cheesecake bites and always coconut. Would love to hear from @failedjazzvocalist @bumblebj @whitebrowndad @nowforthefunpart @aliceinadexterdsworld

@findinglainey

[failedjazzvocalist-deactivated2]

Thanks @i-l0st-my-sh0e - My name is Sonny. I am 41yo, a hubby, a daddy, a Navy Reservist (corpsman/medical specialist), practitioner of eastern medicine, student of taoism, and failed jazz vocalist. I am many things but none define me. I love Nutella and still live in the 90’s. I love cartoons. Oh, and froyo gives me the runs.

Your turn, @tsaphanbabe @jennywilbury @libsterism @staff @support and whoever else wants to play jajaja

[libsterism-deactivated20171120]

Shout out to Sonny @failedjazzvocalist for this! Thanks cousin! Hehehehehe! Name is Liberty (yes, it’s my government name), I looooove prime time TV, cooking Asian eats, & make-up. But most of all, being a mom full-time! My dream is to turn a hobby into a career, I just need a hobby. lol I like almonds, bananas, mochi bites, rainbow sprinkles, and a little bit of dark chocolate on froyos! I tag: @littlemrsmeow @sammiesamsamm @youngparenthood @first-time-mama

[littlemrsmeow]

My name is Jeannette 😊 I like to binge watch Netflix lol and I occasionally sew. I like learning weird facts about everything and I like calligraphy even though I’m not good at it but I just bought a calligraphy pen so I can practice and I like drawings but I can’t draw lol! And I also enjoy reading comic books! I need a hobby I can turn into a career too lol! Well I don’t often get froyo but when I do I usually just put chocolate candies like butterfingers and snickers and gummy bears and and lots of almonds. I’m not too crazy about toppings since most of the time I can’t ever finish the froyo itself! I tag @samanthapeach @pinkbowsnbutterflies @babylucy28 😛

[babylucy28]

Hiiiii, my name is Michelle. I'm not to sure what froyo is... Yogurt? Well,I like pizza and my favorite toppings is pepperoni and lots of bacon. To relieve stress I like to draw or go out and dance the night away. I'm a single momma of a one year old and she's the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. 😊 @baby-blueeyes @momma-taye @mamaandherbabybyrd @gotbabyfever

[babylucy28]

So last night I decided to be brave. 😊 I felt naked lol

[babylucy28]

#nothanks #imgood #maybewhenim40 #babiesaregross #jk Emys not gross lol