with the context of Jax being canonically transfem the visit to the digital lake hits different.
miserable, sitting off to the side instead of getting a Marketable Summer Outfit™ from Caine's changing booth and joining in on the fun. the argument with Pomni at the end of the gun episode is probably still on her mind, but as a trans woman, i can attest to how even the idea of going to the beach can evoke dysphoria.
also telling that this is where we get this line from Jax:












