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I don't even remember how much qtips cost, that's how long it's been since I've had to buy them.

qtips is one of those of those things u don't think abt buying until u run out. It's always there. It's not like toilet paper or toothpaste where u kno u have a finite supply. You think that box of qtips will last u forever and tbh it should.

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I stg, at nearly every job I've had, there's always been that one coworker who hates my guts for no reason. While I don't take it personally these days, it's still kind of annoying. And unprofessional!! smdh my damn head 🙄

#mine #this particular coworker is in Jehovah's witness which makes me care even less abt what she thinks of me #like lady I'm just here doing my job idc if u think I'm a dumb kid #I have bills n shit to worry about

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Toki is so presh I wanna hold him. 🥹♥️♥️♥️

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I've finally watched army of the doomstar. Man do I have some feelings.

#mine #metalocalypse #this show was such an integral part of my childhood #glad I finally found something to take my mind off of life when I'm not at work

I need 2 hire a drill sergeant to yell at me

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I think the best thing to do right now is work on getting my driver's license, so I can get out of the city. I don't hate it here, it's just so fucking expensive.

#mine #main reason why I moved here is bc there's decent public transportation #idk where I'm gonna move or if I'm gonna stay within Lancaster #will probably move away #who knows

I know I mainly feel like shit bc my birthday is coming up, and I once again have not made much progress in my life. I'm tired of lying to everyone abt how well things are going bc I'm afraid of being shamed if I told them the truth. It's exhausting. It's why I don't bother having birthday parties anymore.

#mine #my dad is the one exception bc he doesn't judge #I'm excited to see him again but he said he wants to come to my place next time we see each other #but I have soo much to do around my place to make it presentable it's stressing me out lol #I have a little over a month to get shit done we'll see how it goes

I know I've already lamented over my loss of artistic drive and how it's made me feel empty, but I can't stress how much worse it's gotten since I stopped drawing. Addiction, depression, binge eating, loss of confidence, not caring as much as I should. Sure, I'm working and paying my bills (barely), but I'm not living. Sure, I've had some good days where I actually get to do something fun w my friends, or go to a concert/rave, but my day-to-day life is just. Bleak. My job is typically the highlight of my day, and I don't think it's supposed to be like that. I don't know to get out of this rut. It's just been years of suffering in silence, because who is going to help me? The only person I can rely on is me and I suck lol

#mine #I've somehow managed to stay mostly positive but I can't go on like this forever

Metalocalypse might actually break me out of this nearly 3-year art block. I finally feel something.

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Can't stop thinking abt the customer I rung up yesterday who was desperately trying to not pay with his card, but ended up being a nickel short, and the absolute joy he expressed when I happened to find a nickel in my apron. A triumphant moment for both of us. 🙌🏻

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