Picture this, all of your fears, your worries, coming together, every word, every letter, combinding with eachother forming into the biggest, darkest wave coming towrds you, ready to sweep you away with the blink of an eye, and your chest is pounding, pounding and pounding that’ll make the ground shake harder then a thousand soldiers marching to the battlefield, as my teeth clinch at its highest pressure as it feels like the edge of a mountain that wants to give up and crumble, as I tend breathe creating a pace that I myself can not even keep up with, as my stomache cramps and my body goes into shock as it feels like the world is spinning so fast that I am the only one that notice it, I would do anything to get off this ride, as I stand like a deer caught in headlights, as if I just got hit with a stun gun, feeling a thousand bolts rushing through my body as I feel like some one is squeezing the life out of my throat, that my mouth some what emulates this california drought, as my head is no longer in the right place, and everytime I try to speak out it feels like a summer time weekend where my body heats up and every time I try to say positive things about myself it feels like a have a mouth full of sand… the fact that my taste buds are actually use to this, is what scares me. - Dre














