Its You 💫

تیرے خیال میں کچھ یوں گم رہا ہوں برسوں

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I need to learn how to ignore things and not let them get to me

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Kind of weird how people can’t see me happy. Or they’re teaming with someone who doesn’t even matter. Why are they doing it. Allah mian you know I had nothing to do with this.anyone who wants to sabotage me or my life please keep me away from them. I want a peaceful life without people sabotaging my life. After quite some time everything is gonna be fine actually more than fine. And there are people from my surrounding trying to sabotage it. What is this hatred.

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Therapy comes in different forms . It has different meanings , therapy doesn’t mean going to doctor and talking. Therapy means to be able express yourself, by whatever means you choose , writing is therapy , talking to a friend can be therapy , exercising in the gym can be therapeutic, art is form of therapy painting sketching colouring , whatever medium you choose be able to express yourself, that can help calm the storm inside you is therapy.

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When you feel better, you attract better. When you feel better, you raise your frequency. When you’re in a higher frequency, your entire reality improves. The blueprint for leaving the life of your dreams comes from within. Everything you need to succeed is already within you. The world of your thoughts and emotions shapes the reality around you.

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Do you know what I hate ?

I hate people talkimg to me on sc. I just hate it. Replying to snaps I get it .but please stop making it a first means of communication, why tf would you talk to me there. You mean the world to them lol cut it out. You talk to fucking every boy toy. Cheat on every damn soul you can and expect loyalty.im not judging or idk I am . Because you’re scared to be lonely. You’re scared to sit by yourself, for little attention you talking to every fucking being who don’t matter? Whyy ? I don’t get it . N then cry for someone you love

How is this love when you can’t stay loyal .

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Healing is layers. Healing is time. Healing is excruciating. Once you think it’s done, it’s not.

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Scare the world: Be exactly who you say you are and tell the truth.

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We all have slow days, off days, days we feel tired or uninspired, but they are nothing to concern yourself with. Like the ocean, the stillness is just another of our natural states. Soon, the winds will pick up, the waves will rise, and your imagination will flow again.

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Ever wonder how you could just block the voices inside your head. Just by focusing on them you realise you got lost and couldn’t keep track of what was going around you.and still there are things you just can’t seem to block out . Brain is such a complex part of our existence. That has so much power yet so powerless . You managed to block the environment n failed to block the thoughts that haunt you ?

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But the heart has its own memory and I have forgotten nothing.

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But what is memory if not the language of feeling, a dictionary of faces and days and smells which repeat themselves like the verbs and adjectives in a speech, sneaking in behind the thing itself,into the pure present, making us sad or teaching us vicariously.

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Happy 26th Baidar Bakht

As another birthday comes and goes, the excitement and joy of getting older seem to have faded away. Things that once brought happiness don't hold the same appeal anymore. It feels like life isn't what it used to be, and the feeling of emptiness is back, just like it was three years ago. But even in this tough time, there's a chance for things to get better. It's like finding a light in the darkness. We can rediscover ourselves and find happiness again, even in the midst of sadness. Life can be tough, but we can find strength in facing its challenges and keep moving forward. During these times, it's common to feel a sense of numbness, like we're just going through the motions without really feeling anything. It's as if we're stuck in a rut, unable to break free from the cycle of monotony and discontent.Life is full of ups and downs, and it's okay to feel lost or disillusioned from time to time. What's important is that we keep moving forward, even when the path ahead seems unclear. With each step we take, we come closer to finding meaning and fulfillment in our lives once again.

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I am finding my way back to myself again. slowly, patiently, intricately. I am finding roads in between my heart and my mind that connect. I am finding melodies that taste good on my soul. I stray and i take detours occasionally, but I am finding my way back to myself again.

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Our generation thinks it’s cool not to care. It’s not. Effort is cool. Caring is cool. Staying loyal is cool. Try it out.

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She didn’t need to be saved. She needed to be found and appreciated for exactly who she was.

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It’s not fair if he isn’t meant to be if he isn’t mine then why am I hurt. Why does it hurt . It’s not fair . Why am I obsessing over something that I’m not even sure is mine. I saw something that legit tore me apart. My heart is bursting. It seems like someone stabbed a knife not someone you did. Why ? It’s not fair. I don’t wanna feel this way . I read somewhere that I should recite astaghfaar if you feel sad and desperate and I’m doing it. Hope it makes me feel better. But I don’t wanna cry . I don’t wanna be in love with you anymore . I don’t wanna Love someone who doesn’t want me. Ya Rab it’s hurting and the pain isn’t going away. It’s not fair ya Rab help me . I don’t wanna cry . My tears are cutting my throat . Help me. Why ? Why ? Why do I have so much love for someone who I’m not even sure is mine. I don’t even wanna write anymore.