Monogamous and taken in a yan4yan relationship, do not pursure me .. ! I will be posting about my lover on here
❛❛Come to me ready ❜❜
Asks are welcome & I'd love to make some friends
Detailed info below !
More information . .
ʚɞ femme lesbian, aroacespec, and in a queer platonic relationship with my beloved . .
ʚɞ yan types are ── obsession, stalker, dependance, self-harm,worship, bizzare seeking
ʚɞ I enjoy writing , journaling , collecting things such as stickers and plushies , creepypasta, fanfic, makeup.. I love both horror and cartoons ! My special interests are the saw movies and sanrio
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Before you interact . .
ʚɞ my lover is my muse, my treasure, my religion, the air that my lungs need to breathe ── I am hopelessly devoted to them. Do not flirt with me.
ʚɞ ⚠ extremely mentally ill . meaning,, yes, I do condone some of the stuff I post about. Iwc. I am also schizophrenic, bpd + npd traits, and have a severe lack of empathy and sympathy for others. This simply means I don't behave like others do and may not connect well.
ʚɞ I am also autistic and may need help with tone and picking up social cues at times
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Personal Tags . .
ᛝ Dear lover = posts abt my partner , ranting / gushing abt them or posting my poetry abt them
why do you still have in a relationship in your Intro if it’s clearly you guys broke up and are never getting back together again
Because this is my fucking account and I can cope with shit however tf I want to. God forbid the mentally ill teenager with a yandere blog hasn't immediately removed someone from their intro. Idc if this response is rude- I've literally been posting about being in and out of a psychotic epsiode and having suicidal thoughts since the abdomenent but you think its perfectly fine to bring up anyway. If you have a problem with it dm me.
I feel like I've been genuinely struggling with my mental health for so long and in ways that are scary for both me and everyone else. I struggle a lot with Limerence and erotomania. I get fixated in such intense ways and I can never control it. Abandonment hurts everyone but it seems like my feelings surrounding it are always too much. Its been over a month now and I still cry every single day and get sick to my stomach whenever I think about how they left me. I feel so extremely unloveable and forgettable. Nothing makes me happy anymore. I can't stop thinking about them. I hope that when I attempt, it actually works. I don't want to think about them anymore. I don't want to live with this pain and have to replay everything they said to me again and again. I can't get their voice out of my head. They told me I should put a gun to my head and end my life, maybe I'll do that. So at least I'll feel close to them one last time and feel like my decision will make them happy.. idk.
Maybe we've already bonded souls maybe we've always been connected maybe it was written in my blood the day I was born maybe it was written deep in my skin for you to find maybe you have to peel it back to find it find it find it please find it
• ➜ " "you attract what you fear" oh nooooooesss 👀👀👀👀👀 stalkers are so scarrryyyyy 👀👀👀👀👀 obsessive people are so creepy 👀👀👀👀👀👀 codependent relationships 👀👀👀👀👀👀 ahhh so scarryyyyyyy im so scarreeeedddddddd 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀 "