Me and my brain

19, Female, United Kingdom. Posts will be scattered and depend entirely on my mood during that time. Won't always be sugar and spice. Thanks for following, kiddo.

[bakdbeanz]

Can't bare to be in my own skin

I can't I can't I can't

[bakdbeanz]

What

My anxiety is so bad I can't sleep but I don't want to be awaKE

[foggysuggestion]

me??? upset???? yes constantly

[thexfiles]

Anxiety: look out me: for what Anxiety: look out

[onlytwitterpics]

[sunflowerstar]

I am a professional at misreading tone and overreacting to problems that most likely don’t even exist

[uglyslut1-deactivated20211120]

but its funny how we hate ourselves but then we see other people hating themselves and we’re like nO NO DONT DO THAT NO

[panerasexual-deactivated2017100]

why get a job when you can get hit by cars and sue the drivers 

[shinyuanbudo-deactivated2014100]

And then you get injured and possibility die? I don’t think so.

[panerasexual-deactivated2017100]

get rich or die tryin dont you know the fuckin motto

[bakdbeanz]

me: *encounters something slightly difficult*

brain: you have to cry

me: why

brain: you gotta

[bakdbeanz]

I feel so fucking awful

I'm so upset I feel nauseous. I've got so much worry it's eating me up and making me so exhausted. I can't sleep. I feel so anxious about everything - I can hardly get out of bed.

[bakdbeanz]

Literally

I cannot even bare to be in my own skin right now. I hate it.

[bakdbeanz]

My anxiety has been getting the better of me

It makes me feel sick and it's really been eating me up inside today. The smallest things. I don't feel good. I don't feel myself.

[bakdbeanz]

Don't forget this. If you get through the damn day, regardless of how many times you've melted down in tears or smoked your 15th cigarette, if you get through the damn day you did a fucking good job. You don't need to explore the corners of the world every day. You don't need to take up a new hobby. If you want to lie in your bed and binge watch your favourite TV show, that's ok too.

[bakdbeanz]

[bakdbeanz]

Never test a bitch that's been wearing 6 inch heels all day.

[bakdbeanz]

[bakdbeanz]