Laura looked at me with her wild dangerous eyes. "I imagine you have questions?" She took a drink of her beer.
I laughed nervously. The self described sister of my twinflame... Who I had only met three days ago.
I wanted her to like me, I wanted to fit in, you understand. I didn't know what family or friends he had, she was the first I'd met, aside from Israel, but that was part of him really, though... I realized in that moment though... This was the same.
"I guess... As excited as I am... About all of this... I find myself with so many questions I'm not even certain where to begin." I confessed appologetically.
"I want to know about him... Where he's been all my life... And about Israel and..." I drew a sharp breath, a question suddenly struck me as so important I couldn't possibly go another moment without knowing.
I blurted it out instantly and regretted my complete lack of tact just as quickly. "Does he really love me? He... Said it so quickly. He just... Gave me his love like it was a hot coal he was desperate to let go of and... I need to know if he means it."
I felt my cheeks hot and knew I must have changed three shades of pink.
Laura smiled, I think she could tell I felt embarrassed but she was kind. I was trembling. "I'm terrified" another slip of my tongue.
"Relax, drink a beer. No need to panic" she chuckled. "He instinctually believes you to be his twin. He's very psychic, and you'll find he acts completely out of instinct rather often"
My heart was pounding at her words "He means it, he loves me?"
Laura raised an eyebrow as she stuffed some fries covered in stringy gooey cheese like a potato river raft into her mouth moaning happily. It was really good, I couldn't deny... And as much as I just wanted to shovel it all in my mouth I really just had to know. I needed something to put my mind at ease.
She was studying me, I could see it in her eyes. They were intense, like Jason's. She just gave you this look that burned into your soul. A wolf trait, I gathered.
Laura sighed. "Israel is sleeping in your bed every night, he's called for SilverClaws, that's, like wolf special forces... They're ancient, more powerful then the others, and transferred wolves from both the US and London into Ireland. Jason has cut ties with all of his little play things and he's turned all of his attention to you... He may not have a formal reason to love you in a human sense, but I can assure you he believes he is meant to be with you and he is acting on it"
Somewhere deep down inside for some reason... I felt... Incredibly relieved, as though all my distrust of men's hearts had been washed away by a monsoon, literally never to be found again, and simultaneously replaced by a whole new set of insecurities. My eyes watered and I laughed. I didn't even know what to say.
Laura nodded, as if I had just told her something. "He's not going to hurt you. He won't leave you crying on the floor... Afraid and.." she must of caught the look on my face, she didn't continue.
I blinked rapidly, remembering the darkest moments of my life. "W-what did you just say?" I stared at her, was she reading my mind? Could she see my memories? Could Jason? Israel?
"He loves you Sarah, and his is a deeper kind of love then you've ever known" she reached across the table for my hand.
"You're a beautiful girl, Sarah, you could have any guy you want, but I think you, like Jason have tired of the... Crap shoot of human relationships. It's terrible" Laura shook her head.
"It's quite shit, yeah" I az softly. I really did believe he and I were very much in the same boat there.
"I'd just want you to know he means what he says and he's going to act on it" Laura gave my hand a bit of a squeeze. I wanted to hug her so badly.
"Honestly I feel like he's the best thing that's ever happened to me" i laughed at myself.
Laura grinned, and I got the sense she really appreciated me saying that. "I'm sorry if I was standoffish when I met you... He's my best friend and I love him... You know like platonically" she pushed her hair back and finished her beer.
I nodded, I understood Completely. Well... To be completely honest a part of me was intimidated by her. She was really pretty... But as I looked at her i realized she looked a hell of a lot like me, but like, brunette, and darker skin tone. But body wise almost identical... Face definitely had similarities structurally. We had the same cheek bones and eyebrows. Same smile. It kind of struck me as odd, but she got up for more beer, disrupting my self conscious analysis.
"How long have you known him?" I asked as she walked away.
She pulled her loose hair back a d tugged at her ponytail. "Uhm... Like... Seven or eight years I guess?" She looked back at me momentarily before opening the fridge.
"What was he like back then?" I couldn't contain my curiosity.
She turned round smiling with a sigh, reflecting on her memories.
"Less out spoken, the strong silent type. A bit of an oddball... Content in dwelling in his own thoughts... He was studying quantum science and the paranormal... A wizard, well versed in demonology and developing a portfolio in quantum physics, a healer. He still is, just a bit more advanced" she shrugged as if she hadn't just described the most amazing human being to ever live.
I guess I was staring at her with my mouth open as she slid me a beer. She laughed.
"So you really like him?" She raised an eyebrow with a half cocked smile.
"I'm falling in love with him, are you kidding?!" I shook my head, my eyes watering. "God he seems so right for me, I can't even tell you"
Laura grinned and laughed. "I can tell you that he's very taken with you and, he seems really happy, and I'm grateful that you are enjoying each other's company"
I looked at her as I would my sister, and smiled, blushing
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