Memory Is The Key

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[arachnidfellow-archive-deactiva]

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[sushie-moved]

honestly i dont even play an active role in my life shit just happens and im like oh is this what we’re doing now ok

[teamsebstan]

‘the most adorable dork ever’

[striders]

reading my own writing: boy, you sure like your commas, don’t you,

[ballerina-dalek]

Jason in all arguments

Jason: But I died once.

[doll]

[poorbasil]

I’m not the same person I was before Star Trek Beyond

[fleursetandroides]

Damn it, I’m a doctor not a model!

[rdjsass]

remember when tony stark ate a donut in a donut because he was going through an existential crisis

[ballerina-dalek]

What she says: I'm fine

What she means: Gavin and Jack have a joke in Minecraft where they throw seeds at each other and it's always the most pure thing.

[fyeahb99]

No weapons.

[katmcnamara]

endless list of favorite female characters: [13/?] Amy Santiago (Brooklyn 99)

You think you can tempt me with a t150 button maker? Sir, you’ve gotta see this. It doesn’t even make mirror-backs. This is a joke.

[hexgirlsgroupie]

I 📢 have 📢 no 📢 motivation 📢 to 📢 do 📢 anything 📢

[skimysoul]

who needs sleep when u can listen to sad music and dissociate for 6 hours straight

[tony-starkesarchive]

I look around at us, you know what I see? Losers. I mean, like, folks who have lost stuff. And we have, man we have! All of us.

[stupidcoffeebaby]

yeah mom im ok i just dont want to be alive haha

[brolinjosh]

Transition from Bucky to the Winter Soldier:

01. longing: first word. trigger of the process. he screams, not from pain, but horror because he is still aware of what’s happening to him and knows what comes next. 

02. rusted: sense of hopelessness kicks in. realization that he cannot escape the chains, knowing he will turn into a puppet, a monster. 

03. seventeen:  tries to breathe, to stay focused, calm, to slow down the process, but knows it’s inevitable.

04. daybreak: first painful trigger. word that can be connected to the torture he is enduring or painful memory from the long lost past. tries with everything he has to hold onto his soul.

05. furnace: the winter soldier is trying to come to the surface, we see last real struggle of bucky barnes to stay himself.

06. nine: takes five words to delete bucky barnes from existence, but the process is not over just yet. pain is gone, and so are memories, heart, soul of someone who was not so long ago kind and loyal. the winter soldier hasn’t shown his face yet, this is in between phase, where shell of a human being is full of rage. wrath is first emotion that leads to the winter soldier.

07. benign: slowly becomes blank piece of paper that is ready for the last words before turning into a weapon. doesn’t struggle any longer, hands are not trying to break free, he is where he belongs.

08. homecoming: body is giving its all not to become the other, more vindictive, vicious, dangerous person. there is no bucky, just one last piece of conscious human mind trying not to give into torture. first sighting of the winter soldier. ultimate trigger that pushes him to the surface.

09. one: next to last stage. no conscious mind left. shaking and trembling have stopped. breathing slows down. machine is born.

10. freight car: words attached to his death, symbolize death of a human being, friend, brother, loved one, and birth of the weapon. every emotion, memory, sense of being self aware is buried deep down and it will take a long time before any of those resurface again. breathes in new air. eyes become dead. the winter soldier is ready for orders.