I Write Down Good Reasons To Freeze To Death

[bangedandbitter]

Logged on for the first time in months and had a mild panic when I didn’t see @fat-pussy-crisis-hotline on the dash within the first several posts.

[bangedandbitter]

Today my friend told me that he used to put peanut butter in his ramen noodles “because then it’s like pad thai”

[obscurevideogames]

continue - Point Blank 3 (Namco - PSX - 2000)  

[bangedandbitter]

Point Blank is a motherfuckin all timer

[bangedandbitter]

Def did not have “global pandemic event conpletely eradicates all momentum in a budding relationship with a ton of potential” in my list of predictions for 2020 but we out here lol

[bangedandbitter]

I have nowhere else that feels like a comfortable place to vent this shit so I’m just gonna do it here since less than zero people look at this.

A while back Instarted hanging out with someone and we really hit it off and our friendship became so strong right away. We talked constantly every single day and hung out a bunch. Eventually I felt compelled to tell them that I have a big ass dumb ass crush on them and, in a high shock to me, they said that they also did. We talked about that, and how they weren’t ready to get involved with anyone just yet, and especially had some reservations about the fact that I had just gotten out of a relationship and didn’t want to be a rebound. So we decided to take some time and be really careful. Then all this lockdown shit happened, but we stayed talking all the time and we talked about feelings again and our feeling developed even further. It was really cool. But now a couple months later, during a period that I anticipated being even better because I moved out of the apartment I was living in with my ex and thought that would open us up to more like, FaceTime hang outs and shit like that, every day we talk less and less. And like, I get it. We are all living in a really emotionally overwhelming time. Every day that we have to stay isolated gets lonelier and lonelier, and that sadness is exhausting. On top of that, we both work in service and our industry has become so stressful. And then all the sociopolitical stuff happening, it’s just a lot to deal with. We are exhausted and are taking time to ourselves and that’s fine. But i just can’t help but feel like in the course of just a couple months, we went from having feelings for one another, to backing off and just being friends, to them having this feeling of general indifference toward me. And it’s like...as if I wasn’t lonely enough, now this, you know? It sucks.

[bangedandbitter]

I’m depressed as shit lol

[diarygirls]

everyone who writes their ‘7’s with a little dash through them had a conscious moment of truth where they actively chose to write ‘7’ in that way and never stopped doing it like if you can’t clearly recall that fateful decision wyd

i feel like this applies to a few things:

[minimuii]

[bangedandbitter]

That 2 is 100% just how I write 2s and was not an active choice but I started writing my 7s like that bc I wrote a fucked up looking 7 on a label at work and needed to distinguish it lmao

[bangedandbitter]

Bought a bunch of shirts

[bangedandbitter]

Good doom music sounds like a room full of people who have just been told their hearts will explode if their amplifiers stop making noise.

A good doom vocalist sounds like a person desperately trying to articulate what it feels like to die.

[bangedandbitter]

Going to turn this into a dump site for bad thoughts and niche takes that I want to articulate but don’t want any people I know in my daily life to see

[bangedandbitter]

Today I found out about Mizmor and I am no longer accepting any new music this is all the music I can handle now

[bangedandbitter]

Anyway here are some recent pics of ya boy

[airbornecourier]

Me: *is in the middle of really emotional dialogue in Fallout*

The radio:

[wayneradiotv]

i feed my boy so he will be nice and strong

[answersyahoo]

[powerfulwizard]

[itzbatz-deactivated20240722]

can you imagine if coronavirus happened in like 2013. this site would be like "ALRIGHT LISTEN UP MOTHERFUCKERS TODAY YOU ARE GOING TO DO A LEARN ABOUT ~SOCIAL DISTANCING~"

[kiddthemaniac]

LUCKILY FOR *YOU* HANDSOME BASTARDS, OUR LORD AND SAVIOR BENEDICT CUMBERBATCH IS E X A C T L Y SIX FEET TALL.

SO NEXT TIME YOU’RE CHILLING WITH YOUR MOIRAILS, IMAGINE A BEAUTIFUL BENDYPOO LYING ARSE NEKKID ON THE FLOOR BETWEEN YOU. CAN’T FIT A WHOLE SHERLOCK?

THEN YOU’RE T O O  F U C K I N G C L O S E GOD DAMN IT. 

[neon-nobody]