Where I am...( Abroad update)
Happy Lunar New Year! Chúc Mừng Năm Mới! :) Long time no talk Tumblr fam! I miss you all. I will posting here and on another blog for my family and friends. The posts are really the same, but if you would like to check out the blog. tbh, I have too many blogs..lol
I also added a function where you can comment on my text posts if you have any questions or comments about my experience in S. Korea! :D (YOU’LL HAVE TO CLICK ON THE POST TO THE LINK ON THE BLOG..)
I finally started packing today and it still feels so unreal that I am leaving this Saturday. Most people are already at their study abroad location, are blogging about their adventures, and are learning new things. While I am very excited to be doing the same thing in a couple of days, I am actually quite anxious. It's very funny you see, I react in two ways to anxiety. One, I would be sweating like crazy even if it's -10 degrees outside. Two, I would be very calm and collected, but then every burden, every worry build up in me. THEN, I will break out in sweats when this Saturday come as I panic for probably no reason besides nerves.
It's only going to be four months, but we Minnesotans like to say goodbye at least two months in advance. Therefore, I've been trying to squeeze in time to see as many friends as I can (mainly the seniors whose graduation I will miss T_T and they're going to go on with their lives doing wonderful things after college) , attend as many meetings as I can, and work, work, work. Many people told I'm crazy and you probably will too, but I miss school. I actually kind of miss reading, analyzing, thinking, and writing. I actually can't wait to get into academics when I'm abroad, but I also don't...because I want to enjoy my time abroad too..haha. One thing that I'm a bit more confident about than anything, is that I will hopefully be able to keep myself busy with schoolwork and fun exploring!
I honestly don't know why it's been so difficult for me to write this starter post. I have things to say, I have lots of things on my mind, but I can't seem to articulate them well enough. Maybe that's a side-effect of my anxious self, or maybe it's just still surreal that I'm leaving Saturday. The way I leave everything is very indicative of me as a person. I always have these internal thoughts about myself, about how I come quietly, and then leave in silence.
Well...this first post has been a mess because I don't even know what the hell I was talking about or what I was trying to say. To put it simply, I'm feeling quite mellow, a little bit regretful, very anxious, but also very excited to take on a new challenge. Anyways, these posts will be about me going to South Korea in very bad grammar. Hopefully the pictures will make up for it...if I'm not that lazy to upload them.
