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Thinking about him😞 He’s not that far but reality is

[bappei]

I’m tired of being tired man

[bappei]

I just realized I got no motivation for my study anymore🫩

Got no motivation to do anything for school and my intern job is just too much for me honestly😭

I’m studying to be daycare worker fyi

But I’m just 16 in college and I am not in the mood to start another study…

We got assignments that are vaguely explained and not properly mentioned online.

The assignments we have are honestly just bad bc wtf do I learn from this BULLSHIT!

My grades aren’t really it but it ain’t that bad but I just don’t see my motivation in the room.

My intern job I solicited for after school daycare but got 0-2 years old at a daycare… whatever didn’t want to too much work again since I had to find one last minute😭

And I honestly don’t rlly have friends in my class, I’m the only boy and the youngest and tallest, address me? I’m the elephant in the room yall!!!

I mean I only got girls as friends but these girls ain’t it…

I’m just tired of how fucking bad everything is organised!

And I also feel like there’s no support or stuff for me, I’m not neurodivergent but I just finished 3 fucking horrible years of highschool and I quit early seeing this as my opportunity to escape.. not! I’m just tired honestly it’s all so consuming yet I learn nothing and get earlier free from school, I mean yay but we have this almost daily atp…

Am I wrong for this?

I also don’t wanna switch study as I’m not in the mood for anything right now ffs

[bappei]

I feel like I’m going crazy, HOW IS EVERYONE SO OKAY WITH SLAVERY HAPPENING AND NOT CARONG EVERYTHING THEY BUY BEING MADE TROUGH MODERN SLAVERY?!

Just finished my identity crisis to😭

[bappei]

I feel like a stereotypical misunderstood 16 year old, maybe I am that

[bappei]

I do not support all rights, some of yall hoes are just annoying asf

[bappei]

I don’t think any social media platform is for me nor can handle my alter ego’s

[bappei]

I feel like Tumblr is capitalist, why am I getting 1 like every 3 posts yet one person gets to hoard all likes

[bappei]

Not to gentrify black music but I feel like it’s SO ignored somehow😞 there are so many gems that are being ignored.

Usually white people plunder African countries for their gems but not in music somehow?

I honestly have been listening to white artists less because I feel like there’s so much more diversiteit in black produced music in my opinion.

Might be me…

(I know Lola is white but I think 1/2 Jamaican is pretty black)

[bappei]

Do people actuallly function on less than 6 hours of sleep?

I usually get 8-7 hours of sleep, if i do get 6 hours I just feel so bleauughh🫠 i feel like it melting

Never went to school with less than 6 hours of school and actually did something

[bappei]

Is this lost media from Kelela?👀 this isn’t linked to her linkd in and everything.

There’s also some sims animations NOT SIMS4 atleast….

From 2017~ ish

[hananfamily]

Medical Emergency 🚨

A few days ago, I lost a large amount of blood due to a sudden and severe hemorrhage, and I fainted without feeling it. I was transferred to the hospital, and I did not wake up until the doctors had stopped the bleeding and provided me with blood units and the necessary treatment.

I spent a full week in the hospital receiving treatment under intensive medical care, after my condition and my fetus’s condition were extremely critical. 💔😥

I was discharged from the hospital, but I am barely able to move. I need someone to support me so I can walk. 😢

My fetus, now in the seventh month, is still in a difficult condition. The doctors did everything they could to save him; they gave me injections to stabilize the pregnancy and others to complete the lung development, in addition to many other medications.

All that has happened to me is a result of the harsh conditions we are living in Gaza. 💔😓

Exorbitant prices for providing food and water, and difficulty in obtaining medications and nutritional supplements, and the life of tents that no human can endure, especially with the bitter cold and the continuous rain.

Please… I need medical care, medications, and special nutrition, so that survival may be written for me and my fetus. and this cannot happen without you extending your hands to save us once again. 🙏🥹

Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #152 ) ✅

This campaign has also been verified by @90_ghost ✅

[bappei]

People who only care about Palestine and not other regions/countries PISS ME TF AUWGFFFF

[bappei]

Tomorrow the Netherlands is free from n4zi Germany for 81 years!

Don’t forget your freedom

[bappei]

Why have we demonised the rain? ☔️

[bappei]

Why am I sooooo fucking emotional lately yet I can barely shed a tear🫩

Yall don’t realize how lucky you are for being able to cry instead of it automatically being suppressed because now I’m walking this earth with tears stored in my body dragging me down

[bappei]

How do you get over the late realisation of infatuation?

I WAS IN LOVE I WAS IN LOVE I WAS IN LOVEEEE😭😭😭😭

No clue how I only realized after a year that it was love, we were never meant to be eitherway tho, he’s a straight 187 chiseled tan guy, I’m also a guy… just different and gay.

How do I deal with this I cannot let go now that I know this.

Mind you I realized this after I listened to infatuation(midnight) by SOPHIE

AND TEARS DID DROP!!!!😭😭😭

[bappei]

Omg I’m just sitting on the other of the house enjoying the rain and the natural yellow glow the earth has atm WICH IS RARE, then my dad comes intruding me…

I’m pissed