listen i know what it looks like i know about my history but iām a changed mouse now. you seriously gotta give me that cookie right now. itās not gonna be like those other times. i promise i wonāt ask for milk. i wonāt do any of that anymore. i was in a bad place back then. iāve done a lot of growing. iām breaking my old habits. i can control myself. that cookie looks really really yummy. i could seeeeriously use a treat. iāll be super normal about it, like remarkably normal. okay maybe i wonāt be normal but is that bad is it THAT bad yeahhh it probably is um. iām sorry. maybe i donāt deserve a cookie. iām a fucked up little rodent. iām sick in the head for even wanting it. iām sorry i always take too much from you no no no iām sorry for all the negative self talk i know this is just making us both uncomfortable. i donāt want to stress you out again over such a silly thing. iām okay, really, iām going to be okay. i donāt need the cookie. maybe i want it a little bit but thatās fine right? okay, actually, it looks yummy and chocolate chip is actually my favorite and i think i would extremely like to eat it. and it would be even more perfect with a glass of milk please and a straw so i can sip it and oh god iām sorry iām sorry
