hi id like to address this
i have been fully guillty of shittalking and of character coaching. it was bad. it was the same person too. i really didnt like the person at the time i was just being really shitty. ill cover that in an apology but what i want to talk about these excerpts
[11/25/2015 10:27:07 PM] meat lord: ari sofstheshit said shes gonna apply
[11/25/2015 10:28:19 PM] meat lord: im … ssorry but if she joins i might
[11/25/2015 10:28:21 PM] meat lord: fade out
[11/25/2015 10:28:38 PM] meat lord: she wants to put sofie in as a hufflepuff
[11/25/2015 10:30:43 PM] meat lord: im sorry i am just
[11/25/2015 10:31:06 PM] meat lord: not overly comfortable with aris muses and im already feeling unsteady in here u kno
these are. really really old. months old. and genuinely expressing my discomfort with sofie (sofie specifically, ive never ever had a problem with ari shes only ever been anything but kind to me) and my opinion still hasnt changed i was really uncomfortable with sofie at that time because of a lot of recent events with garth and chansa but that really issnt something im goinng to get into here.
just as a side note id like 2 add that i have a screenshot of how mahina reacted to ari asking if she could add sofie to the timeline and it was literally just “PANIC(TM)”
[11/22/2015 9:35:15 PM] meat lord: harley asked me if she should apply again and i was like… h a ha… you should but man sorry the apps are closed…
what i would like to go into was that not letting harley into the timeline was a group decision. dont fucking pin this on me??? no one was willing to turn her down, so i volunteered because id been talking to her. i went about it wrong and should have just told her flat out but please dont make it look like i was just being an asshole for fun
[11/1/2015 11:14:42 PM] fuck clown: u might remember be from the debacle with the super hero timwline and possibly the incredible amount kf shit that harley talked about me
THIS was just in poor taste and i apologize for that too
“honestly the only reason this isn’t swimming in notes is because of the sheer amount of followers josh has somehow managed to amass through both guilt-tripping and manipulation”
ive amassed followers because ive been roleplaying here for like 2 1/2 years not because of any manipulation or guilt tripping bc trust me i remember having ACTUALLY tried to manipulate and guilt trip people a longass time ago and all it did was make enemies for me so please dont insult me on top of calling me out because ill fucking call myself out i know what i did and im entirely ready to admit to it.
this entire situation is most certainly not a fucking joke but hey curse me for not wanting to be reminded of all this 15 minutes before midnight on the night before my birthday.
ive never wanted a free pass. i STILL dont want a free pass. i want you guys to stop posting out of context quotes from me that make me look like a bad guy and accusing me of lying to people outright about my age, because ive already done enough shit that i still need to apologize publicly for without you tacking filler info onto it