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a place to share art and to speak my mind once in a while || tw: mentions of ed, ocd, sh, religious themes

[barzakhsoil]

I am too sentimental for my own good. Holding onto things that hurt. Numbers that sting, reminding me of my mistakes. Unfinished gifts waiting to be picked back up. Pictures on my wall of what i desperately wanted to keep but allowed myself to break. When i catch a breath from work, the memories replay in my head, making me nauseous. But i let them. My heart just won't let me erase. I'd rather keep your image, even if i can't think of you without regret washing over me. In that way, my guilt can be sweet, just like the things i grieve.

[cykelops]

the platelets in my body when I rip off the fresh scab they just spent hours working on

[maladaptiveangelx]

I got attached like a stray cat you accidentally fed once.

[petaltexturedskies]

Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals

[nixscriptum]

[dumbdoegirl]

huh. i am both wound and blade. neat.

[caminodesatiago]

[scribeherself]

“give it to me.”

the grocery bag cutting into your fingers. the difficult jar. the story you have been carrying all day. the fear you cannot make sound reasonable.

“give it to me” can mean so many things in the mouth of someone who loves you. let me take what is awkward. let me make room for what hurts. let me hold this while you rest your hands. and perhaps you only loosen your grip enough for them to take one handle. still, the relief.

love does not always remove what is heavy. sometimes it simply refuses to let you carry it alone. ♡︎

[repulsive-doll-deactivated20221]

[retardgirlvomit]

[iwill-die-yourdaughter]

[bugsinpinkcum]

[miako120]

the photo in his pocket doesn't match the face in front of him

[non-medicated]

Touch yourself or cut yourself decisions decisions

[retardgirlvomit]

[nekovomiit]

[terriblyhumane]