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Late birthday post. ♥️

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I could need you in many ways yet I don't; I love you in many ways. It is peculiar. I need you only in the sense that you need yourself. I don't expect anything to be mutually intense among us. I somehow like the thought of being the one who is feeling already more than one should. But I need you to believe that you are distinctively refreshing. And uncommon. And intriguing. It is an extreme oddity of mine but I need you to believe that. Call it a form of paranoia; I know that I am feeding your ego right now. Call it self-defense; I am putting in words your uniqueness in an attempt to explain to my own self why is it that I adore you. The truth is: You shine out like the sun shines out and you melt away all my intentions of a fatal, whatsoever, description regarding what is it exactly that you do. There is no exactness. See, it takes suns and miraculous imagery to slightly sketch you in words whereas you probably are as complex as an impressionist painting of impeccable quality. You continually provoke my blatantly awful poetical instincts; that is for sure.

— Katherine Mansfield, Selected Letters

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if i had three chances, i will choose you thrice.

userengy

— Unknown

Turned 22 yesterday!!!!!

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Some Truths about Rejection

1. Rejection is simply the reaction or opinion of another person.

2. Rejection is powerless without your co-operation.

3. Rejection shows you others’ true colours, exposes all enemies, and closes every wrong door.

4. Rejection reveals those incapable of distinguishing your true worth.

5. Rejection is a guide, leading you away from deadened relationships while directing you towards healthy, positive relationships.

6. Rejection reveals who is intimidated by your potential.

7. Rejection reveals who or what doesn’t belong in your future.

8. Rejection is motivation to go in a new direction.

Tracey Mitchell (abridged)

Tama nga yung sabi nila. Di lahat ng nakikita mo sa socmed, eh totoo. Yung mga gusto lang nilang ipakita, yun ang makikita mo.

Pero yung hirap at sacrifice, hindi.

Nakita ko yung story nung kabatchmate ko nung college. Nasa singapore siya ngayon. It looks like she's really on track with her goals, living her best life, sobrang blessed sa career ganon.

Gusto ko yun. Bakit ako naiinggit?

Dapat talaga hindi ako nagpupuyat. Punyeta dumadami yung tigyawat ko

Alam mo yung feeling na wala kang gustong gawin? Ayaw mo makipag interact sa mga kaibigan mo. You just wanna be alone. Not sad. Just alone.