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if ur a friend or mutual please get on outta here!! vent blog.

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ahaha... whay if i broke down in the middle of an episode of lost and shut myself in my room and had a 24 hr breakdown... .ahaha jkjkjk... unless,?

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i cant stop fucking shaking

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>be me >get hurt, countless times >no longer have faith in yourself physically or mentally >want attention but don’t know how to ask for it without sounding desperate >but im very desperate >please give me attention

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me? jealous? yes, all the time

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turns out lads being called lazy and useless and stupid for not being able to stand for a long time without breaking? not very fun and comes hand in hand with some lifelong mental illnesses!

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terfs, truscum, and kink blogs do not interact.

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[it-was-real-for-me]

honestly? always being the one who loves more is so exhausting and heart breaking why cant i just be good enough for once

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maybe its time i cut out the bad people in my life

[wishbzne-deactivated20210526]

notes from underground, fyodor dostoevsky

[teenscoolest]

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[poisonedbaby]

i still have nightmares about you every night.

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im going crazy in this fucking town and i don’t know when i’m going to get out of it which is why i keep wishing i could leave. its so fucking boring! 

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im going to kill god for making me feel annoying and annoyed

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i hate my dad i hate him i hate him i hate him i fucking hate him so much why does he have the right to yell at me why do i take the blame every fucking time