The trauma comes in waves and I never know which emotion it’s gonna be. I never know how hard it’s really gonna hit. I never know when it’s gonna happen or what exactly is gonna trigger it.
I do know i will feel it though. I will feel every ounce of it. I will feel it with every fiber of my being. But I will not let it control me. I will not let you take that from me. YOU will never take my strength. I have survived this long, through everything else I have been through until now. And I will get through this also.
I have the power, not you. ha.













