batty

2001 - they/them - cancer

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im such a fucking dropkick

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i feel like i going fucking crazy

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why is cis peoples response to a confusing gender presentation assault

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my friends boss said he wanted to sexually assault my friend to find out what gender they are

i fucking hate it here

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my mothers always said the best thing her mother ever did for her was die, so it is very different to see her so genuinely upset at her fathers death

i think my dad thinks im upset too, but i really just have too much empathy in my body and cry when she cries

im getting ready to pick a fight at the funeral, just in case. i wont let her brother treat her like shit if hes there

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god im so hungry im sick of it

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i be a good boy and eat a plate of veggies for dinner and my body punishes me for it. what the heck man i thought we were in this together

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when the hunger gets unbearable its time to sleep

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yeah turns out i didnt recover from arfid. i got better, as in i eat more varied foods now. but i still very much have it

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*sees someone else ate the rest of the white bread*

heh, now this is what they call a “pro gamer move”

*bursts into tears*

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found out i had ARFID as a kid. i somehow kind of got out of it myself?? somehow?? apparently thats really rare so theres no info on people who are like already half way out the door. what do i do if i no longer have such a restricted diet and fear of new foods but my eatings still disordered?

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so the person who did some not great stuff to me that i figured was a result of how young and stupid we were at the time and so he didnt know any better, actually did even worse stuff to other people in high school. so. i feel like shit

all of a sudden an understandable mistake feels like a targeted assault

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sugar soap where art thou

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call me lucy westenra the way im having the life sucked out of me

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sometimes you just gotta lick your own tiddy on this bitch of an earth

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commute time

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hello I’ve been thinking about this a lot lately. The anonymity of tumblr means that I associate my idea/image of you with your icon and sometimes I look at people’s icons and I’m like ‘hmmm….what is that and why?’ 

so pls reblog this and comment in the tags the meaning behind your icon and why you chose it. this is a social experiment. do it for science pls.