I miss the days when I was clueless. When my only worry was what to make for dinner. I miss being able to rely on you. I miss holding your hand. The sitting around playing poker. The laughter we shared. It was so easy. Now i look back and realize all that I missed. It's gone forever just a memory held close to my heart. We have different lives now. Mere strangers. Perhaps more than that but nothing past it. My life feels empty at times. I keep pushing forward because i got myself into this. I accept my mistake and my flaws. So I smile and laugh and take a step forward knowing that one day I'll look back again. My eyes will get misty and I'll probably cry. But i know every step will lead me to where I'm supposed to be. Just know, together or apart you'll forever be in my heart.













