The Great Pretender

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rest in peace, @pilosopogyno.

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oh my god i just saw my tumblr drafts hahahahaha ang daming laman. diyan na lang kayo forever!

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what the fuck! i found it lmao sobrang cringey ng posts hahahaha hay i was sooo young back then, ang aga kumirengkeng!

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i'm trying to recall this other tumblr blog that i made a few years ago cause i want to delete the entries or maybe put it on private but i really can't remember the url hahahaha anyway, that's all. bye!

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hi?

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I only open my tumblr whenever I am sad.

Today is a sad day. I woke up early to watch The Grammys. While scrolling through twitter trends, I saw a lot hashtags relating to Kobe. I was so confused. I didn't know what was happening. Then, I checked on the news. I was so shocked. I couldn't believe that he's dead. And his daughter too.

I'm not a huge fan of basketball. I don't know much about it. But I enjoy watching the games. I can still remember that back in highschool, I would watch NBA and support him and his team, Lakers. I even made typographies during Lakers & Celtics games. I also have a pillow with Lakers logo on it. Then, I just stopped watching nba. But when Kobe was about to retire, I remember streaming his last game while I'm at school.

Now, I still can't believe that he's gone. I may not know much about him but in the time I spent watching his games, I became a fan. It's just really sad. But I believe that his legacy will continue to be an inspiration to others. RIP, Kobe. RIP, Gianna.

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I’ll always be that kid

With the rolled up socks

Garbage can in the corner

:05 seconds on the clock

Ball in my hands.

5 … 4 … 3 … 2 … 1

Rest in Peace Kobe Bean Bryant

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Legends never die.

                                                                                      Kobe Bryant 1978 ∞ 2020

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why do i always end up crying

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“imagine the trauma..”

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Eat. Pray. Love. 03/20/18 2:23 am

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To the thing I missed the most. Last year, I was deprived of drinking beer. So last night, I went too far. Went home drunk and had a really bad hangover this morning. Lesson learned. Drink Responsibly. But I must say that I missed the bitterness. This kind of bitterness.

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Isang litrong alak para sa isang taon.

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Ayoko na mag-trial and error.

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Sana masaya ka.

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I was feeling anxious the whole day. Then, I found myself running to the restroom just to puke. I guess it is too much. What I am feeling is too much. What is happening is too much because I am starting to care less about myself. Sad and depressing. November 8, 2017 1:00 am