“I'VE TOLD ABOUT 50 LIES ALREADY AND I’M JUST GETTING STARTED.” (CHRIS) BBR WEEK #1 DIARY ROOMS
Omg. This is so exciting!! It’s not the real thing, of course, but this BBR game is honestly just as thrilling. I’m just really excited to get the chance to play but also very nervous about how well I’m going to perform in this game. Already I’m super overwhelmed by the amount of moving parts this first night has. I’m trying to talk to people, and the twist was just announced, and HOH is soon and I’m trying to strategize about whether it’s worth winning HOH week 1 or not. Usually, I’d say no. But this whole scorned players thing is terrifying.
So I’m trying to talk to everyone and feel out the other HGs for the moment because I know the first HOH is coming up soon and the last thing I want is to end up on the block because I didn’t talk to someone and it hurt their feelings. I love the social aspect of this game and just enjoy chatting with people but I also want to talk a little game. There are 8 returnees in this house and that scares the shit out of me. But I cant come off too strong on night one or that could sink my game, and no one wants to be the first one out the door. So far I really like Amir. We’ve been talking since we got in the house and I just really think that that’s something worth cultivating, if for nothing else than just to have a friend in the house.
Okay first day/night gone past. It’s only been nearly 7hrs so far. I’ve talked to a few people, just usual small talk. Finding things to talk about with randoms is so hard tbh, especially when you have to act like a super friendly person when you’re not really. :/
I think Shareef and Amir have been the easiest to talk to so far, mostly cos they’re quite entertaining themselves. I had a decent conversation with Alyssa and Brittany too, and for a short while Luke. Talking with Shelby was a bit awks considering she was my host in the first game I played and idk I feel like she has insight to how I play the game so it’s a bit weird. I think I briefly talked to another 1 or 2 people but must’ve been boring cos I don’t recall. I haven’t had a convo with Ally yet but we got along really well in the last game I played and would’ve definitely worked together if I had stayed so I think we might be able to easily do that this time!
So far I’ve sort of proclaimed that I trust Shareef + Amir since they’ve said so first, you can’t really brush that off without a reply cos then they’ll just distrust you. I don’t think I trust them that much though, I can definitely see them saying the same to any other houseguest tbqh, they give me flaky shady vibes, especially Amir. Regardless I realise they’re noobs so maybe I should take initiative to make an alliance cos I have a feeling some people might already be aligning themselves and I’m being naive in thinking they’re not which was an issue for me in the last game I played.
I just discovered who my partner for the game is: Laure. I haven’t talked to her at all but this could be interesting. I gave her wiki profile a look and idk she doesn’t seem very promising as a useful ally but tbh I guess the same could be said about mine lol. I’ll have to see how people respond to her in the game to fully decide if I want to work with her for real or not.
But yeah the house seems friendly as can be rn, can’t wait for the drama. Although I’m worried about nomination scrambling. The aim is to be HOH of course, or at least have someone I’m currently talking to be HOH. I’m going to strike a convo with everyone before the HOH comp though so at least I’m not a fake when I’m begging for safety :p
P.S. Expect long essay DRs like this continuously lmao
https://youtu.be/LH_5LrZBPrU
I see the audio post and I can already tell that this HOH is going to be ridiculously hard for me. I have shit hearing and I know that I’m probably not going to hear a bunch of the songs in this mash-up, let alone be able to name them and identify their artist. At first I was on the fence about whether I should try to win this week or if I should just throw it. Now, I know I’m going to be struggling just to put up a good time so that I don’t come off as weak to the other houseguests. Thanks a lot Pow-Pow. I’m in the middle of this HOH and I’m doing better than I expected, but I’m still not confident that my score is going to be good enough to win. At this point I’m just hoping my score is good enough to land me somewhere in the middle of the board so that I’m not seen as a weakling or as a threat. Best case scenario would be if Brittany or Amir won this week; I feel good about those two and am working on building a level of trust with them so I think they would keep me safe. I’d also be all right if Lase or Shareef won because of deals I’ve made with this this week. If anyone else wins then I know I’ve got some ass to kiss.
I’m not sure what to think at this point. I feel like the veterans are coming after the newbies. Whoever wins HOH I don’t know what I’d do. I don’t feel safe at all.
Well this is my first DR. Guess I should get started. I really hope I’m coming off rather dumb and/or non-threatening in the main chat. I’ve told about 50 lies already and I’m just getting started. Most of them are rather trivial, but are feelers to see who spreads what and what I can learn from those I tell them too. I feel as if I may be an early target though as this fake personality I’m putting on is somewhat annoying, but that may be just my intense sense of paranoia revolving around the fact that there is 100% an alliance of veterans. Not all of them are in it, but there is one, I just get the feel. Number one reason why I’m probably going to disregard my “secret partner” unless I actually need her for something. I fully expect that to bite me in the ass and bring me an early downfall, but so be it. I’m not really in this to win it, I just want to cause as much chaos and confusion as possible so an early boot wouldn’t lose me any sleep. I plan on lying and saying I’m some kind of special player a la Mike Boogie S7 if I’m ever in real trouble. That’s my hail Mary play though.
I should probably start off by saying that I wasn’t born in Tennessee, never been there, like I told everyone I was. I’m not a country boy, far from it. I’d consider myself to be a frat boy and probably the definition of a city slicker. I know who 5th Harmony is and the fact that this HOH is music related is killing me because I can identify at least 25 songs in this thing, but if I do I blow my cover. I make mash ups and mixes for my friends all the time. I can pick out a Lana instrumental or a Cudi track in a mashup like this from across the room. Music, reality TV competitions and sports are my passions. That’s gonna be my first large decision. I’ve told people I’ve watched from S14 on, but I’ve watched every season US+Canada. There’s a ton more, but I cant remember them.
As of right now the only real solid connection I have is with Amir. I trust 0 people though and they should definitely not trust me. He could be in his DR and be acting like he’s playing me. I know his secret partner is Shareef already, so I’ll use that eventually. We have plans to target vets if one of us takes this HOH, which I’m now thinking I probably should. I’ll be solidifying something with him after this HOH, but meh I’ll use him till I no longer need him.
I noticed Brittany talking in the main chat about how she was concerned her young age may be a factor, so I immediately jumped on that and messaged her to assure her that I would not exclude her. Plan on reigning her in even more once I put up an extremely high, unexpected, impossible to match score in this HOH. She would likely be my ideal F2, but it’s far too early to talk about that. Sweet girl, easy win.
Lastly I’ve been talking to TQ. He seems rather cautious of me, which would normally scare me, but it is very early game. I made the mistake of revealing to him that my secret partner was a vet and he told me his was a noob. I asked him if he had locked down anything solid so far and he started typing, but deleted it and then took a minute or two to compose his thoughts. That worries me. He also seems only interested in week by week safety deals. He is one of the only HGs that I have some connection with so I guess he’ll have to stay on my good list for now.
I tried to connect with Laure because 1. She’s a smokeshow and 2. I need an in with the vets (Will probably turn out to be Shelby hopefully). I tried talking a little Game of Thrones with her, but she didn’t seem to interested in me. This may be due to our large age gap of 7 years or the fact that my made up personality is rather annoying. I hope to try again maybe, who knows.
That ends this DR. If I sound a tad sociopathic, I apologize, but I thought I would spice this game up a bit ;)
Edit on the Laure comment:
Just realized that isn’t her in the picture on the site. She might still be a smokeshow, but I do not know this for a fact.
This will not affect my game. That is all.
Pretty sure she’ll be working with Shelby. I get that feel from the main chat.
To be honest, this whole HOH stressed me out, and I couldn’t decipher half the songs and I sat here in this hot as fuck room trying to get these songs right. But hey, I could’ve done better than everyone who knows.
Brief summary tbh, yeah I’m not working with Laure really. Idk I feel like no one’s feeling her in the house + she’s awks to converse with for me. But I can play nice with her and see what happens idk.
So I’m apparently in two alliances atm, Fembots with Amir and The Minority Report with Shareef. Amir is still shady af but I think Shareef genuinely trusts me since we’ve revealed our secret partners to each other lol.
Done the HOH, I dont feel confident I’m gonna win but I’m defo not going to be a huge flop I think. Either way I just want to be safe this week. Which reminds me TQ made a dea with me to have each others’ back this week, he made the same deal with Shareef and tbh I wont be surprised if he’s doing it with everybody. I think Shareef trusts him and wants to work with him, I won’t mind cos he seems alright but he also seems like he could play a really good social game and try to play everyone in the house, but hey I’m jumpng the gun here.
My true alliance? None. I don’t know who’s really useful yet, and who isn’t it’s too early for that. I’m having nice convos with people so far but it’s mostly small talk and tiptoeing round things it’ll be interesting to see how dynamics change.
So much for a brief summary lmao.
Well. That HOH didn’t go as planned. Probably should have worked that whole secret partner thing a little more before hand. Worse comes to worse I make up some lie that I know which noobs are targeting vets.
Here goes nothing.
Hurr hurr you cant get rid of me, looks like a DR day after day from me so far lmao.
IM ACTUALLY GOING TO TRY AND MAKE THIS A SUMMARY (lbr this is probably a lie)
LAURE IS A FLOP. EITHER SHE’S A RIDICULOUS FLOP OR SHE’S WORKING WITH SHELBY AND TRYING TO PSYCH ME OUT WHICH I HONESTLY BELIEVE, EITHER WAY IDGAF SHE’S KINDA JUST ANNOYING AND IT’S CLEAR OUR PARTNERSHIP IS A HUGE HOLE NOIR. IF SHE WANTS TO SEE ME TRASH SHELBY IT’S NOT GOING TO HAPPEN COS SHE’S SKETCHY AF NOW.
anyways, i’m apparently in an alliance with alyssa + amir now, we kinda let alyssa think she came up with the idea and brought us together but yh she’s an extra number. not sure she trusts me nearly as much as she trusts amir so i’m probably fucked later on down the line and at the bottom of the totem pole. i mean i guess amir and i are working together over all as fembots but i have no trouble believing that he’s probably working with alyssa as a 2 too. he seems to be good with everyone, alyssa, shareef, shelby and more i’m sure. he seems to have his fingers dipped in a lot of people and i should probably pull some weight so i dont seem useless in comparison. hes admitted his secret partner too but i already know that so not even useful. the minority report is still going okay, i get so peeved thinking of how shareef could easily have made hoh and i’d have guaranteed safety tbh. but at least i know he’s not hopeless at comps!
i think i’m safe this week, at least from what shelby’s said a million times to me and others. but who knows. i defo dont feel too safe with her but i think for this week i will be, we’ll see.
im tired im out gnight.
Right, so like day 4? Its all social at the moment and im so glad im not hoh cause i wanna continue building relationships. Im talking to TQ, Amir and Lase a lot, so im thinking of working with them. Shelbys plan I’m really not sure about, its a really hard week to be hoh, but Im defintiely gonna try and be social and just try and skate through this week, while trying to find out all the pairs by doing that :)
https://youtu.be/GFlc1SJRhvI
So I did worse in the HOH competition than expected, but Shelby was named the new HOH. I wasn’t sure how to feel about it at first because even though we’d talked before, I felt like she was avoiding talking game with me. But now she’s discussing her nom options with Amir and I and I’m hoping this can be the start of something great because she had a really great showing in that first comp and I know she’s played this game before. Maybe Amir and I can just stick to social play and let her pull out the big wins for us? I’ll admit, I’ll be really upset if I end up on the block now. Not because I expect Shelby to keep me safe, but because I would have fooled myself into thinking I was safe.
So there’s this whisper comp that either me or Amir have to win. Together, he and I have already figure out half of the secret pairs in this house. I speculate that the winner of this comp will receive some sort of hint that helps them put together another pair in the house. If we can get our hands on a clue like that, then we’d have just one more pair to figure out before we know all of them. At this point I’m kind of putting all my faith in Amir because I know that, again, this just isn’t my comp.
Shelby wins HOH. I’m not that excited, I feel uneasy about this. I never trusted her from the start. Her nominations were pretty well thought out and fair of her. She put up two people who weren’t active and didn’t talk to her. The whisper competition was kinda hard, considering I am the worst at Tetris. My alliance is with Amir and Lase. Those two I trust a lot, and I feel like we can make it far into the game together
Q: How do you feel about Shelby nominating you?
A: Honestly it was an easy way out, personally I would think it would be easier to go after the new players but she probably wants to take out whoever she sees as competition
Soo Shelby just won. Good for her cuz i had a good feeling about mine but, turns out i had like half haha Im glad i didnt win though because I didn’t have to nominate someone i’m not sure about yet…. we’ll see how this veto goes ahh
Analysis of Newbies:
Alyssa: ???
Amir: One of the strongest social players however lacks the finesse needed for a long term game. Making alliances with everyone works well when competitors do not have sufficient time to communicate with each other. But in this game information is currency. People will talk and his game has the potential to be exposed. Prepare for this and ensure he does not take you down with him.
Brittany: Youngest player and mistaken as naive but is very savvy to the game. Possibly too trusting which can be exploited, however do not underestimate her as that is her greatest strength. Keep track of her response times because you are not the only person she is talking to.
Chris: His facade of dumb country boy is transparent, that coupled with his social skills make him a target. However he is a strong competitor who wants to go after the vets. The target he is painting on his own back makes him a valuable ally because he is a wall; in order to get to you, your adversaries must go through him first. However if he makes it far he will have a great argument to win so like a pawn he must be sacrificed at the correct moment.
Erin: ???
MJ: Cocky, has made little to no effort to get to know his fellow houseguest. Obviously skilled coming off of winning Survivor Tumblr. Take him out at the earliest opportunity.
Shareef: Vigilant player but that can often lead to paranoia. Strong strategic social player but can be too trusting in his allies, which has proven to be lethal. Needs to remember this is an individual game and the only person who wants to see you win is yourself.
Tehquin: Highly skilled social player. Keeps himself connected to any potential ally. This can be seen in his relationship with Shareef despite knowing Amir’s feelings towards him. Has a finesse in his exchanges that he is able to convince you to have his back without him saying he will have yours. Right now he is setting down roots for late game, the longer he is left to grow his reach, the harder it will be to uproot him.
I think I’m getting ahead of myself, my game is starting to look messy and nothing’s even happened yet lol.
I have a new alliance with Luke?
Tbqh I trust and share the most with Shareef atm. Obvs I keep some stuff from him but if there’s anyone that knows most about my game it’s him. I do think he trusts me a lot so yh. I decided to share my newfound Luke alliance with him.
I’m definitely going to try and handle all these bases properly right now, being in this many alliances this early is not smart at all I know, but we’ll keep it at this. I need to manage the Alyssa/Amir thing cos I feel like we’re a shady alliance that could break at any moment, I don’t talk as much to them as I do with Shareef or even Luke at this point, (even Britt who I’m not aligned with). Brb as I brainstorm a way to make us bond lmao.
So far I know two secret pairs now. I do think it’s been made into scorned with scorned, and newbs with newbs atm but who knows.
Regarding noms, don’t care for them since neither have talked to me really. But best interest atm is to get rid of MJ, I think he’s a smart ass probably and Steph being Luke’s partner COULD be useful, though potentially not if she doesn’t care. I reckon a lot of people don’t give two shits about their secret partner, moi included. I’ve like exposed mine to everyone lmao.
I need to rejuvenate conversations that died with some people too tbh, mostly those scorned ones. I don’t want to have not talked to them for ages and then they win hoh or something and I start scrambling like a fake ho.
Re: POV comp, I dont care if I win, I don’t think I’m necessarily in danger, but also I mean of course I’d love to win to guarantee safety. The outcome doesn’t bother me too much. We’ll see.
Re: Whisper challenge, hmmmn, I have a feeling maybe Shelby might have won it, or Luke. If I develop the thing with Luke more I might be able to figure out if he won, I’ll see. Or it’s someone I havent really talked to.
Mission rn is to keep my current alliances afloat and stay under the radar while being prominent too///~
p.s are these getting longer? :p i wonder how much i would be writing if i was actually nominated or hoh or something. why can’t i write this much when i’m doing a lab report?!?!
So today I talked with Lase, just to begin planting the seed that I want to work with her so that if she’s even pulled into the Homewrecker alliance I’m one of the members she trusts most. During the conversation she told me that she believes Shelby and Laure are working together, which is something that Amir and I have discussed before too. At this point, I believe it until I see a reason for me not to. I still think I’m set up in a pretty safe spot headed into this veto competition, even though I know I’ve said things about Laure to Shelby before. If one of the noms doesn’t win, I don’t see the noms changing. And if one of the noms does win, I don’t see myself going up. For now, I just need to watch my mouth around Shelby and make it seem like I have zero suspicions about anything. I want to still be someone she talks to, even if it is just for this first week.
This week has been a pretty good one. Although Shelby winning Head of Household was not my first choice, she didn’t nominate me and I’m grateful for that. I’ve gotten a chance to talk to the majority of the house with the exception of MJ, Laure, Ally, Erin, and Alyssa. I’m also in an alliance with TQ and Amir, we call ourselves “The Holy Trinity”. We also have another alliance of us and also Shareef, and we call ourselves the “Homewreckers”, because we’re gonna destroy the house come the next HOH.
I was surprised to know that I actually won the Power of Veto competition, because I felt confident during the first HOH and the Whisper Competition and I lost both of those, so I didn’t really know what to think going into the POV. I decided not to use the Power of Veto, which sucks because literally minutes after I submitted my decision, Steph came and tried to campaign for me to use it on her. I feel a little bad about it because she didn’t get to plead her case before I made up my mind. I probably would’ve made the same decision regardless, but still.
1- I felt great when Shelby won HOH cause I’ve talked to her a couple times and I was pretty sure I was safe
2- Her nominations were ok, but she nominated my secret partner so I wasn’t too thrilled, but at least it wasn’t me
3- I really want to play the whisper competition cause I’m bompin at Tetris but I got so caught up in other things I didn’t get to play
4- I haven’t formed any strong alliances, however I feel like I’m not really on anyways radar, and I have talked to quite a few people and found common ground with them
i fucked up omg
i need some damage control wow
and i need to think through shit wow
ok but really
i am playing the MESSIEST GAME AND THE GAME HASNT EVEN STARTED, CAN WE GO BACK TO DAY 1
(will probs elaborate later if needed)
Now I know I said I would do a Vocaroo, but honestly I don’t really have VERY much to talk about.
Shelby winning HoH was perfect for me since we’re on really cool terms, and her nominations are very fair as well. I haven’t talked to either of them so I’m not quite too sure where I stand with them either.
I didn’t do that damn whisper competition because I hate that Tetris game. If my life doesn’t depend on it, I’m not gonna do it if I don’t like it, even if its for a secret power. If I’m social enough I can figure everything out on my own.
I haven’t formed any alliances as of yet, I’m really trying to play a low key game this time around. I think once someone who is a staple in the chat gets put up or goes home, then the game will really pick up, and I’m excited to see that happen!
actual summary cos im re-evaluating my life:
dont care who goes honest to god, they’re both shit, voting for whoever’s gonna have least votes. neither will actually have my back if they stay so i give zero fucks.
trust trust trust, i dont trust any soul esp now. like even shareef is starting to look a bit sketch. i need to reevautate my trust cycle. one thing’s sure i’m sketched out by tq, amir, and ally out of ppl i’m meant to be ‘working together’ with. then there’s the chris, roy, shelby, laure, l'shei, erin crowd that i dont talk to or trust anyway. throw steph and mj in there while youre at it.
rn alyssa i trust only cos she seems to not be doing anything, she could just be really good at pretending she doesnt know what she’s doing but honestly i think she’s hopeless. then there’s the trio i trust the most RIGHT NOW although it could change, luke, britt, shareef.
but i really need to think long and hard cos i’m missing something for sure!
plus my game is so messy rn i’m trying to take a vacation from the group chat. and think before i send msgs.
as far as im concerned there’s a big alliance, and i have a feeling someone in the alliance (if not more than one) is working me and thinks they have me so as long as i know to not share my suspicions with the wrong people rn i could be kept safe as i try to weed it out.
paranoia and nothing’s even happened yet, how fab. i think paranoia will be a pitfall for my game play, i’m being aware that i need to calm down a lil before msging ppl so they dont see me as a frivolous player. working on my fi lol.
well i guess this isnt a summary after all lol. (p.s. no i semi-sorted out the other thing so will not be elaborating)
DR 1: I’m really excited about the cast so far. There are a lot of new people I haven’t played with before and a couple that I’ve played with in the past. Steph is in this game and I know that she’s a comp beast since we played together in psborabora. I’m not sure if I’m leaning to working with her for the first half of the game or trying to get rid of her as soon as possible. We haven’t spoken as of yet so that makes me nervous as to if she plans on targeting me in this game. Shelby is also in this game and I know or her from what I’ve seen on Tumblr. Based on what I’ve seen I’m really not her biggest fan, so I don’t see myself being willing to work with her. She’s probably one of the first people that I want out in the game. I’m paired up with Ally for the secret partners twist, but we haven’t talked as much as I would like to. Seeing as she is my partner in hoping that we can work together in the future. I don’t have any plans on going to the final two with her right now, because that game has barely started and I have to see where things fall, but j do want to work with her going forward.
DR 2: The HOH this week is really easy. I’ve done this comp before and Im really confident in my ability to win it. However, it’s the first week and I don’t want to make myself an easy target or appear as a threat this early on in the game. I’ve started talking to Shareef and I realllllllllly like him. Even though it’s early on in the game I feel like I’m beginning to trust him and definitely want to work with him for as long as possible. If he won HOH, I know I’d be safe but I’m kind of hoping he throws the comp as well. He’s a great social player and a lot of people like him, so it’s really not necessary for him to win anything right now. He’s my closest ally in the game right now, and him making himself a target right now wouldn’t be good for my game.
DR 3: Shelby’s HOH this week. At first I was super nervous about that, but after talking to her I’m really starting to like her???? She’s really nice, which obviously is to be expected, because everyone is nice the first week of the game but she seems like the type of person I’d like to with. Shareef also likes her, which is great because he wants to work with her too. Of course, Shareef is my number one, but if we both have side deals with Shelby, I could see it working in our favour. Since she’s won the first HOH, we know she’s not going to be the type of player to throw competitions and we could easily use her to take out our targets, without making us look like big threats.
TQ is annoying. Production is annoying. Shelby is a ####fake. And the only people I like are Lase and Laure :’) my own secret pair didn’t even respond to my message what kind of lame ass BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!
So last night after the announcement that someone had already earned the secret power for guessing all of the secret pairs, I was stunned and crushed. Amir and I had been working so hard to figure the pairs out, diving the house up so that no one suspected that either one of us would know them all. We were one more known pair away from having it all figured out when the announcement was made and I was feeling so pissed… WHEN AMIR TELLS ME HE GOT IT! Now I’m feeling super fucking secure in my partnership with him. I don’t know what it is, but I’m glad that one of us claimed it. Now, even though I was going to fight to keep MJ in the house, I know that he needs to leave this week or he could start telling people that he thinks Amir’s the one who earned the power, since MJ is the last person Amir got to disclose who their partner was. If MJ goes home this week then Amir and I are good. I just have to make sure that I stay close to Amir and keep reminding him that going forward he and I are a duo that *has* to go far together.
https://youtu.be/zwzk64cflvM
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0DK0ku3Mq7H
So….. I’m just laying low at the moment…. going to be one of those basic bitches that falls in line and goes with the majority. Even if it means evicting MJ.
I think Shelby is the biggest threat here just because she’s hosted and played so many games, but unlike other Big Brother games I’m not going after the threat. I’d like to work with the threat, with hopes someone else will eventually take her out. I have no alliances, but I think the people that talk to me are cool with me… idk. I just don’t know man.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=prRLmYCKrZY&feature=youtu.be
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