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Haven't done a text post in about 5 years but god it feels lighter. Reading things back, I was truly in a dark place. I'm not saying I don't have negative thoughts about myself or tough days, but jeez I'm so grateful to myself and the people around me. I'm in a much better place and I haven't felt quite like that in a long time.

Life is good most of the time.

#Spotify

Can't talk to friends because my problems aren't big enough. Can't talk to family because they won't understand. Can't talk to work because they'll judge me. Can't talk to doctors because it's a waste of time. I'm a waste of time. I don't matter and nobody needs me

I will literally never be happy

I feel so sick with anxiety and I haven't slept all night

I posted my boobs and Instagram was like... No you cannot.

I'm worthless and disgusting ✌️✌️

I've eaten too much food and my brain is just like "go and be sick" and I tried and I can't so like where do we go from here. I wanna hurt myself for the first time in a long time and I like don't know what to do

I need to go to therapy for literally just Joshua related trauma. Like no one really gets what happened and I now feel like I can't actually talk to anyone about it because it was 5 years ago and I should be "over it". But there's a lot of things that I really just repressed. Occasionally stuff comes up I completely forgot about and I just repressed. I don't even know how to make that go away

I do feel disconnected w the world. Trapped and wanting to escape

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these are actually nice ASKs

romanticdykee

1. selfie

2. what would you name your future kids?

3. do you miss anyone?

4. what are you looking forward to?

5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?

6. is it hard for you to get over someone?

7. what was your life like last year?

8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?

9. who did you last see in person?

10. are you good at hiding your feelings?

11. are you listening to music right now?

12. what is something you want right now?

13. how do you feel right now?

14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?

15. personality description

16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?

17. opinion on insecurities.

18. do you miss how thing were a year ago?

19. have you ever been to New York?

20. what is your favourite song at the moment?

21. age and birthday?

22. description of crush.

23. fear(s)

24. height

25. role model

26. idol(s)

27. things i hate

28. i’ll love you if…

29. favourite film(s)

30. favourite tv show(s)

31. 3 random facts

32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?

33. something you want to learn

34. most embarrassing moment

35. favourite subject

36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?

37. favourite actor/actress

38. favourite comedian(s)

39. favourite sport(s)

40. favourite memory

41. relationship status

42. favourite book(s)

43. favourite song ever

44. age you get mistaken for

45. how you found out about your idol

46. what my last text message says

47. turn ons

48. turn offs

49. where i want to be right now

50. favourite picture of your idol

51. starsign

52. something i’m talented at

53. 5 things that make me happy

54. something thats worrying me at the moment

55. tumblr friends

56. favourite food(s)

57. favourite animal(s)

58. description of my best friend

59. why i joined tumblr

60. ask me anything you want

This is hard but we'll get through it

I hope the prettiest girl in the world was good and had a perfect day.

It was an okay day. I'm just prepping for being on my own for a while

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larmanso

Well don't expect them to stop. I can't let a perfect girl like you go without being praised.

🙈🙈🙈 blushing over here

itslatingirl

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