Crazy Beautiful Life

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[bdblu-blog]

Havent spoken to my roommate all day

Why am I so okay with that? Oh I know, because she's a bitch and I'm done with her games 

[d-raconium]

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[bdblu-blog]

Hi, I'm back

I really struggled the first week back to school. 

My roommate was being terrible, I missed my family, my bed, and my boyfriend. I missed being at home with people who actually liked me. I missed my friends. I missed laying in bed. I missed looking in the mirror, and not getting instant dissatisfaction. I strained my hip flexor, so I couldn't go work out. (They aren't lying when they say exercise releases endorphins.) I cried a lot and I felt depressed. I was starting to think I was. 

But now all of a sudden things have been going right for no reason at all. So right, and I am so happy. I've gotten an internship for the summer (Yay!), I've (almost) gotten a job, and a got a bid from Phi Mu, the sorority I've been eyeing the all of last semester. I've gotten happier. Genuinely happier. I've gotten more confident. I've met girls on my hall. I've had fun going downtown. It's just been really, incredibly good. 

And for that I'm thankful. 

[spiritualinspiration2]

[ravageyourmind]

[stellar-blue-deactivated-deacti]

“I have this strange feeling that I’m not myself anymore. It’s hard to put into words, but I guess it’s like I was fast asleep, and someone came, disassembled me, and hurriedly put me back together again. That sort of feeling.”

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um what

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