Just being me.

Equestrian. Standardbred. Eventing. Fun and trails. Australian. Bazz and Pandora.

[breakingxdown]

And repeat

[be-equine]

I hope you're okay. Have a nice day/night. 💕

Wow this was a long time. Thanks to who ever said this.

[be-equine]

Guess who is a fuck up. Me. I am in the lowest of lows in society now. I goddam fucking cheated on my boyfriend of 5 and a half years. He was going to propose to me. Everything i have been working towards for 5 and a half fucking years I fucked up. I just became an asshole. After all the people i judged for cheating. AND PROMISING I WILL NEVER BE LIKE THAT AND I FUCKING DID IT.

[prettylittledepressedgirl]

[sickwithwritersblock]

You were on this big, beautiful ship. But you jumped overboard in fear that it’d sink.

excerpt from a book I’ll never write (via sickwithwritersblock)

[depressedgirl83]

After all this time being in pain, it really is.

[hxppy-pillx]

Things that give me anxiety

• being late. • things I said five minutes ago. • things I said five years ago. • people touching me. • being around a ton of people. • being yelled at. • wondering if people are talking about me. • every action I do. • and just about everything else.

[be-equine]

All except people touching me. I love people touching me... but i get anxious at wanting that..

[hxppy-pillx]

Things that give me anxiety

• being late. • things I said five minutes ago. • things I said five years ago. • people touching me. • being around a ton of people. • being yelled at. • wondering if people are talking about me. • every action I do. • and just about everything else.

[lilsevv]

[lie-smile-repeat]

Haha yeah

[depressedgirl83]

[be-equine]

Reblog forever

[depressedgirl83]

[be-equine]

Me @ myself: but if you push everyone away, then you'll be alone and that's not good either

Also me: yeah, but at least I can't fuck everything up again. I'll be unhappy, but it won't get worse

[prone-to-suicidal-tendencies]

[manixc]

I hate how I don’t get it. I hate how much I try and still don’t get it. It’s like I don’t have the ability to be good enough. Like I won’t ever be…

(via ssleepless-nights)

[destinyrush]

Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie: “Black Lives Matter is doing something really important.”

Nigerian novelist and short story writer Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie is sharing her thoughts on the striking difference between how Black people are seen in Nigeria and America and the importance of the Black Lives Matter movement on Channel 4 News.

Full video

#BlackLivesMatter

[eddardsnow]

Shanghai Swans’ Jessica Springsteen & Vindicat W