the abandoned blog of ‘sickwithwritersblock’

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[sickwithwritersblock]

working on my small poetry book

[sickwithwritersblock]

I don't know how it would happen. Maybe it would be something small that makes you snap. Or maybe you would see someone and think, why have her when I can have this? I don't know how it would happen. But every goddamn day, when your silence stretches just a little too long, I wonder if it will finally happen. If you'll give up on me.

"Why do you always ask me that?"

[sickwithwritersblock]

I can't imagine life without you. The air would feel wrong. It would hurt to breathe. A million years could pass and even after the air started to taste a little normal and breathing started to hurt a little less, my heart would still be broken in a way that time could never repair. You just don't get it: my mind is not always stuck on you but my heart is.

Thoughts on your suicide

[sickwithwritersblock]

It's easy to tell someone you love them when their lips are at the base of your neck.

excerpt from a book i'll never write

[sickwithwritersblock]

I decided against writing the book because who would want to read a book about depression that doesn't end in a happy ending. And I'm not confident enough to put myself out there. What do you think?

I disagree. Personally I like reading books that are realistic and honest. Real life hardly ever has a 'happy ending.' You'll never know if you never try, friend.

[sickwithwritersblock]

Don't forgive someone who hasn't apologized.

12:01 am

[sickwithwritersblock]

I wonder what it will feel like to see you again and not be able to touch you.

excerpt from a book i'll never write

[sickwithwritersblock]

Too often loneliness drives us into the arms of the wrong person. And sadly, we only realize that they're the wrong person when it's too late.

excerpt from a book i'll never write

[sickwithwritersblock]

No, I still look at you like you hung the moon. It's just that now you're not the only light I see.

excerpt from a book i'll never write

[sickwithwritersblock]

You know that feeling you get when you reread your favorite book? I want to feel like that forever.

excerpt from a book i'll never write

[sickwithwritersblock]

You were on this big, beautiful ship. But you jumped overboard in fear that it’d sink.

excerpt from a book I’ll never write (via sickwithwritersblock)

[olearypoetry]

[sickwithwritersblock]

Can you tell what the book Milk And Honey is about?

Gladly ♥️♥️♥️Milk and Honey is a book of poetry by a fellow tumblr writer. It is about love, loss, and revival. It has pieces about feminism, rape, betrayal, family issues... you name it. I STRONGLY recommend it. It is my favorite poetry book that ever was and it has probably saved my life.

[sickwithwritersblock]

someone said your name the other day and it didn't feel like someone was pouring acid on my insides. i think this is what it feels like to move on

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[sickwithwritersblock]

I’m only there when it’s convenient for you.

excerpt from a book i’ll never write

[sickwithwritersblock]

I am living now for the moment in the future when I get to wake up and not dread the days ahead of me.

excerpt from a book I’ll never write

[sickwithwritersblock]

I’m not homesick, but I sure wish this place felt more like home.

just stuff i think about