Light Up Your Own World

a spoonful of smiles and a handful of happiness

[beyondstyx]

[animatedtext]

[thegoodvybe]

[sadkyoto]

[thirst]

x

[477]

[pglang]

due to personal reasons i need a hug

[ulibeanzz]

me crossing the street on a bad day: ohhh nooo ;) please, car, don’t hit me ;)))

[be-thelight]

I'm so

Fucking

Sad

[sighborgs]

discourse topic of the night: mini m&ms are objectively better than normal m&ms.

[colourofoctober]

“Allow cookies to cool for 10-15 minutes”

[dieannne]

about grief

[wordsof-mine]

“there’s not another name, or another person. not another heart, or another laugh. another smile, or another’s tears. another’s hand, another’s eyes, another’s soul. there’s not another.”

— twelve days since (13/11/18)

[memes-to-show-my-therapist]

Someone who probably genuinely cares about me: how are you doing?

Me in my head: i’m so sad and i hurt so much and i really truly don’t know what to do anymore

Me irl:

[memes-to-show-my-therapist]

[memes-to-show-my-therapist]

[anniespositivity]

No, darling, people are not staring at you or talking about how you look. They are not judging you or making jokes about the way you walk. They do no think you are weird or that you look stupid. All of this is in your head. When people look at you, they just look. Maybe they admire you for your beautiful smile, your shiny hair or your clothing style. But all those things that you feel, those things that make you feel unbelievably anxious and uncomfortable, are not true. I know how hard it is to walk around public places and feel everyone’s eyes on you but 99% of the time, it is just your mind playing tricks on you. You are good enough the way you are, my love. And you will soon get to the point where you can be free - free of the fear what others may think. One day you will love the person you are, you will shine in all those different colours and you will finally be your true self. Trust me, you are going to find freedom. I am rooting for you.

[meaningfulsuggestion]

Although it doesn’t change the gravity with which you feel pain now, you will heal. You will smile. You will breathe softly, and tread gently. You will be happy.