B - S I D E S

BEA. SHE/HER, BI. SCORPIO. 18+. header by nickie zimov. NO LIVE ORGANISM CAN CONTINUE TO EXIST SANELY UNDER CONDITIONS OF ABSOLUTE REALITY.

[boyonboy]

Jenny Holzer, Living: Someone wants to cut a hole in you … (Text: Living (1980-82), 1981).

[lifeinpoetry]

“I was carving my name into your side and you were calling me soft, calling me gentle. I do not think you were paying attention.”

— Trista Mateer, from “For the One Who Loved My Hands More than Anything Else,” The Dogs I Have Kissed

[godkissedme]

anne-catherine for balenciaga, ph inez and vinoodh, design by m/m paris

[5tarplayboy]

[likemonalisa]

Rebecca Black, 2025

[charaznablescanontoyota]

do you like fucked up houses? do you wanna build your own?

i've just released a 1.5 update of my gmless mapmaking game house, with some quality of life tweaks and a refreshed layout! purchasing it also now gets you a scp-flavored hack i wrote ages ago!

[disease]

FRANCIS BACON / "PAINTING" / 1946 [oil and pastel on linen | 6' 5 7/8" x 52"]

[kitschday]

Hallmark Valentine's Day card

[sludgewizard666]

if it sucks hit da bricks <- litany against sunk cost

take it easy but take it <- litany against burnout/apathy cycle

fuck it we ball <- litany against perfectionism

now say something beautiful and true <- litany against irony poisoning

[pepsimansthickjuicymeatyschlong]

some others i found in the notes

[sandersstudies]

“They’re just looking for attention.”

Oh, a human being is seeking a social response? Human being, the social animal wired to make and track social connection? A human desires the vital blood that permitted their species to survive for millennia? The human being who was born completely helpless and primed in every way by nature to seek attention and help from their community?

Wow that’s crazy. How embarrassing. Humiliating even. Should we isolate them from community? Should we call Wire Mother?

[cosmicanger]

Jean Paul Gaultier Spring 1999 Runway Museum Hellenic Statue Gown

[menandropes]

[apocryphics]

[iamwizzzzz]

[help-me-yes]

yes... ha ha ha... yes!

[girlsmoment]

Sinister Wisdom 14

[intactics-deactivated20250505]

tactics to remain intact ❔

keep a part of yourself reserved for yourself alone and build a relationship with the silence at the heart of your solitude. who you are before that silence is the closest thing you can get to an unobstructed view of yourself. the noisier it is in your head, the further away you are from the middle. take medication if it helps keep the volume down. remain in your body and listen to it. whatever the day disintegrates within you, make some attempt to reintegrate it each night. whatever emotion is shaking you like a rabbit in the jaws of a dog, go limp and wait for the dog to finish before you take action or speak rashly. keep all promises to yourself. eat and sleep and drink as well as you can. figure out what makes the integity of your self worse and quit doing it. show up every day to the job of taking care of yourself. forge close personal bonds with your peers, if you can locate some peers. dance.