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clem-style-deactivated20191229

you will be great. keep going.

#text #04.22.19

trauma-blog

when no one talks to you, talk to yourself

demiiwhiffin

gemini // anne-marie

fairycosmos

i am literally so absent it’s like there’s nothing within me for anybody to love and there’s nothing at ALL for me to build off of, i think i’m just a void and i could live forever or die tomorrow and it wouldn’t make a single difference to anyone

skincarehoney

sorry i cant go out tonight my night cream is already on……….

scottishwinds

loviely

i keep getting hurt and hurting others, i don’t know how to stop feeling bad.

loviely

maybe things aren’t as bad as they seem

psilocyboi

Reporting live from the fucking gutter sis

yukariyakum0

fahdes

“Kindness is the language which the deaf can hear and the blind can see.” - Mark Twain

sometimes i look at you and i don’t see the person i love. i don’t feel like you’re the person i love. sometimes you completely change in my vision and you are not who i know you as. and it kills me. why, i can be looking right at you, and i can’t feel your warmth? it feels so cold. it feels so lonely. and i hate myself for feeling nothing. i don’t know why i do. and in the moment that i don’t feel you, i feel nothing for you but anger. jealousy. i feel vicious. unloved. like everything you have ever said to me was a lie in an instant. everything you’ve ever done. why? why? it hurts me so much, when i come to. i know who you are. please don’t leave me when i feel like i lose you. it’s everything to do with me and not you. i am so sorry now, but then i am not. tell me you love me when i feel like you don’t. remind me that my mind is wrong. it’s been so hard to ground myself. i want to feel warm again. i want to feel you.

#text #12.25.18