吊り室の詩人

i work on things for a living.

[beargrant]

Streets of Blood Diamond

The streets are also ruled by kings.

That was the main principle of something a West fucktard would say or have in their mind -- as a strong, firm kind of thought that’ll stay deep inside of our mind.

It felt like yesterday when you little fuck were always around and pushed me more to do writing as a solution of my depression. That jheri curl is always spotting -- but hell, the last time I heard you’ve shaved it off (at least you learned).

 But when I holler at you, don’t front with what you do.

Because we gonna kick it up, because this is the git-up, all away from the streets we run like blood diamond.

[beargrant]

hello.

Kurupt: “You know the West Coast is back for all of you suckers!!!!”

[beargrant]

Postmortem

Everyone would find their own answer for a question at the end of their lives.

It's still amazing now that I think about it again. Those who'd usually fight when they're still alive will meet each other in the afterlife, and those who're long separated from one and another will also meet each other at the same time.

Now I don't know why I'm writing something like this myself, but I've felt even more reflective than I did like..last week? My birthday's in 3 days too, so someone can patch me up if it's a coincidence or not.

I hope not.

The only fear that I have before I die are meeting those that I've made hostile with through these last 9 months of nothing but pain that I have to go through. I've lost almost everyone because of what I’ve impulsively did, but I've learned that life still has to go on.

Most people have their own last wishes. There's surely a lot that I could think of for myself before I die.

I wish I could meet the person that really changed the way I live before I die, even for one last time. I've been friends with this person since..God knows how long now, but I've felt an even more stronger connection even when we were introduced to each other by a French-Man-That-I-Knew-And-Go-Way-Back-With.

Reminiscing the days that I've spent together with her makes me feel guilty of causing a problem that are still happening up until now between us. There's a lot of things that I wished I could've fixed without even hurting one and another. Ironically enough it all involves with words we've said and I happen to like a song by Skylar Grey with the same name, so it hits me home even more harder.

Though I do know for a fact that you didn't get to choose when're you going to get hurt. It just naturally happens, and the only thing that you'd get to choose from pain are picking who'd be able to do so.

Being hurt by someone who've taught me to love one and another even if I don't believe in love anymore is a choice that I'll never forget because I've learned more about myself after that. I'm still thinking that I'm not perfect enough and have a lot more to learn about myself.

I wish I could feel the same connection that I felt when I firstly met her.

Though I also do wish that I'd get to meet my “dead homies”, as so you may call it. I've cherished every single one of them even if I didn't get to meet them all in real life. I'm sure I'm still halfway learning about the answer to my own question.

@magical-girl-delaney

[ineed-myabsolution]

[beargrant]

I’m pretty sure this is dubbed.

[beargrant]

Though I don’t have anything to push on at feminism, but I’ve sure as hell been feeling like the most feminists have been fighting for nowadays are just gender purity, not the equality they’d usually boast about. 

Most people who understood how politics works would define feminism as an “ideology that’d fight for an equality to women, economic-wise, social-wise, etc etc”, though I’ll be damned if there’s gonna be a political party who’d do the otherwise.

[beargrant]

I actually got wrote on from a driven thought that I’m anti-Feminism and it was all because of what I said about democracy.

I literally have no point on opposing what other people think about their own ideology lately, so I don’t think I really am anti, at all. But if you’re one of those people who’re tyrannical enough (even if you didn’t understood democracy at all) on repressing Freedom of Speech because it went another way other than how you think about the world, then fuck you.

[kyotakumrau]

Q. Besides the music, what did you put most efforts in?

“Kendo” (Die)

“Life” (Toshiya)

“Not getting angry” (Kyo)

“Construction of my veranda” (Shinya)

“Picture” (Kaoru)

[beargrant]

>not getting angry

classic kyo

[beargrant]

Short thoughts

While I primarily aren’t a dead believer on Horoscopes, but most of the readings that I’ve seen are pretty much true and I’m still awed re-reading them all.

The fact that Virgo can easily be impressed with a Scorpio, though. Hits damn home.

[whitterings]

Hold me fucking tight Let my lips caress your skin Tell me I’m worth it.

[best-of-memes]

[beargrant]

This is surprisingly accurate

[poetryriot]

Poetry Riot / Prose Riot Prompt (Week Sixty-One) - Do you know how heaven tastes?

Holy crap, what a turn out!

gypsy-charlatan

ajttk

verbalassuage

attempttovent

authorjoyroyal

lzlabs

tidewinds

taylorbrookelove

cruxymox

aneveningtheory

anagramgirl

anything-tomakeyousmile

mostlyblame

teacup12

nickypage (multiple entries)

gunsgomeowbechez

redwoodwriting

dreaming-with-empty-eyes

chaosrose

ess-breeshantay

ingonyama70

undertheheart

muodollisesti

pcsteak23

myowninfliction

loveletterstogeography

spaceofminute

writermanguy

randomlyjay

dragonsorphan

shaneestumbler

kimbeyerjohnson

scroll-of-my-soul

samjeez

mak-toob

snuffyart

jadeonn

anteunity

fato-profugus

ahellofagooduniversenextdoor

frayedsanity13

lostwond-ers

palimpsesticpoetry

inultraviolet

ungrat3ful

diananysus

themusingstranger

itlldoagain

automaticwriter

fakesurprise

j-writes-his-thoughts

merseawaves

purplemonkeysexgod69

pomegranatepithos

smilescamefrombaringfangs

lineann

these-w0rds-are-all-i-have

pinaut

freneticfeels

my-fickle-muse

thewonderlovely

parchment-and-ink

smilescamefrombaringfangs

thewonderlovely

dustseeker

aubriestar

sporadicalbits

hangingoninquietdesparation

azukilynn

burningheavenly

anagramgirl

incompleteexpressions

californiacougar

life-in-eminor

stovenguard

rawartworks

Thank you to everyone that participated! A new prompt will be up shortly.

[beargrant]

Y’all fine enough. I had fun. :)

[purplemonkeysexgod69]

3 Easy Steps To Find Out If You're Truly In Love

1. masturbate, vigorously. blow your load. if you still want to text him/her/they after, then there’s a 50/50 chance you’re truly in love. if you just want to take a nap, then there is 0% chance that you’re truly in love.

2. do they make you want to kill them? it could be love, it could be hate, it really depends on the circumstances. just don’t do anything illegal. unless it’s drugs, then it’s okay if you eat the leftover birthday cake.

3. when you’re hungry do you think about this person and it makes the hunger go away. no? then you should date a sandwich, preferably pastrami.

4. your first mistake was reading the title. your third mistake was reading the rest of it.

5. suckers

[beargrant]

i read your opinion about the charity thing, and i hope that i understood the whole thing wrong... you said that markiplier is the only one who get the qualification "good person". have you ever searched how much pewdiepie raised for the charity whit his fans? FUCKING 3 MILLION DOLLARS, AND YOU STILL SAY HE DOESN'T DESERVE THE TITLE "GOOD PERSON". THATS MORE MONEY YOU WILL EVER EVEN PROBAPLY GET IN YOUR LIFE OR RISE FOR THE CHARITY! peace of shit....

Woah.

Alright, here’s a response.

How many charities he has done? Sure Pewds gave a shy amount of $3,000 to a hospital (I forgot what it is, you can clarify me on that one), but that’s not a sufficient amount of money if you count it with how many you have in your pockets or if you only have done it twice. The last time Mark did a wide-scaled livestream is for DBS Alliance, and he raised $75,000. 

You count that much money with the amount of cash he raised on his past charity livestreams. 

And I never said that I hate it when you’s call him “good guy”, but the context it was going were pretty much a motivation for me to write that post. 

Sure, he’s probably a good guy if he have built a pavement of charity works before, but he’s not eloquently one if he only done it twice.

Cool yet?

(Also, I’ve mentioned that I’m not trying to flame, so don’t call me a piece of shit.)

[best-of-memes]

Texting Your Ex: Expectations Vs. Reaiity ( Gallery )

http://firstmemes.net/1592240-14211594

[beargrant]

Just you with charity works.

This issue has been bothering me for a while. 

Now why would you even rate someone as a “good” person if they’ve only done approximately 2 charity fundraising works before? The only one who’d match with that qualification is Markiplier. He has done a lot more than utter charity fundraisers that you can even rate him as a “good, kind” person.

[beargrant]

Where Ya At

I swear I remember watching a movie called Aftermath on Animax before and I haven’t even found a single word about it on the internet after that.

[zombielovejuice2]

Visit Original Link

The One That Knocks -Evan Jennings

[zombielovejuice-deactivated2020]

Some more of my recording stuffs

[beargrant]

tfw failed meth transaction made the dealer mad.