Aren't these the moments we live for

[beasyou-are]

When I saw my psychiatrist 7 weeks ago and he prescribed the sleep med, he also said to start going to bed an hour later because it was taking me an hour to fall asleep.

Tomorrow I can report to him that it is still taking me an hour to fall asleep most nights AND I’m now waking up almost an hour later and getting ready slower so I’m late-ish to work most days 🫡 we have flexible start times so it doesn’t really matter but I don’t like getting home at 5! I like leaving at 4!

[beasyou-are]

I woke up at 2 am to use the bathroom and saw that I had an email wi th an update on my social security card replacement. Then I fell back to sleep and had a long dream about not being approved for the replacement due to a $1,000 traffic ticket that was unpaid. So that was a stressful dream.

Anyway the notification was just that my card replacement was approved

[beasyou-are]

I’ve been having a pinching sensation slightly under my belly button when I like move/bend my abdomen or sit up 😬😬😬

[greelin]

everything hurts my feelings. like not really but also yeah actually

[beasyou-are]

C’s alarm went off at like 5:15 this morning and I woke up and snuggled him and fell back to sleep and woke up at like 5:50 and he was gone! He must have been so silent leaving lol

[beasyou-are]

Apparently this whole interaction did not happen this morning 😂 C said when his alarm went off he kissed my cheek and I woke up and rolled over and said “what about my lips?” So he kissed my lips and I fell back to sleep.

I was like awwww you kissed my cheek and he was like “you were asleep”

[razzmothazz]

still caring about internet friends you lost touch with years ago is so embarrassing. yeah i had a deam we met up irl recently. the last time we spoke was maybe 7-8 years ago. i still wear the laces we randomly decided was a sign of our friendship. i dont know what any of your socials are or if youre even active on any. sometimes i see someones art resemble yours and i wonder for hours. do you still go by that name you chose? whenever i see it i wonder if its you. we couldve passed each other in this vastness a thousand times and not have a clue.

[razzmothazz]

we were lonely kids having fun together. do you remember?

[beasyou-are]

Dinner tonight is a few bites of crackers because I’ve been super nauseous since 3 pm 🫡

[beasyou-are]

Feeling weak and nauseous and lightheaded

[beasyou-are]

Our food pantry got a big donation of formula and soup from another pantry that a staff member coordinated that was associated with her church……. Which is an LDS church. So obviously I’m in the ex-mo subreddit 😂

(Also they provide “free” food with “an easy” sign up process with a bishop but you can also pay for like, emergency stockpiles of no perishable food?)

[beasyou-are]

I normally have like 25 tabs open on my work computer and currently I have an extra 20-30 cause I’m doing research on school safety kits for the daycare (requested by my pal)

[stricatul]

I can't fix you. But i can sit beside you. Listen to everything, and stay until it doesn't feel so heavy anymore.

[beasyou-are]

I really like I Knew It, I Knew You and listen to it every time it comes on and also it makes me so sad because I lost my best friend of 20 years and I don’t think we will make our way back to each other

[beasyou-are]

My tea is here and it’s so yummy! I wasn’t sure I would like it because I’m picky about tea flavor (normally skip it altogether) but this is gooood

[beasyou-are]

There’s a ton of new-ish books out that I want to read and I have to work????

[beasyou-are]

Yesterday I learned from Facebook that Gilmore Girls is leaving Netflix June 30 and while I have not watched either Gilmore Girls or Netflix in years, I am aghast!!!

(It’s probably been 10 years since I’ve watched GG. My mom pay for Netflix and I keep offering to cancel it and she’s like nah it’s fine. I do think they used it for a sports ball game a few months ago though!)

[beasyou-are]

I’m a little upset that my therapist didn’t tell me until the very end of my session today that she’s on vacation next week. Last week she was discombobulated because she got the date wrong for a school event for one of her kids (she thought it was last Tuesday but it was actually today) and she didn’t realize it until like 2 hours before the event started. So it makes sense that she would forget but she usually gives me a heads up! Or if she doesn’t it’s because it’s a known holiday and I ask about it a few weeks ahead of time. It’s just not a great time to be blindsided by it

[beasyou-are]

I started my work morning with a scam call to my personal cell phone so I reported it to my former state because they used state info to get my number (I was a licensed developmental therapist there and they claimed there’s a new benefits program run through DPH so they should know what’s happening!)