Independant/Indie AU roleplay blog for Grimdark!Dirk Strider.
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♡ - *** Minors DNI *** I'm too old to be playing with kids and I'm not interested. I don't comb through my followers, but when I respond to someone I check their blog first. If you don't have something indicating 18+ on there, I'm just straight up blocking you.
♡ - Will rp outside fandom, with OCs, non-mutuals, not very selective. You can literally respond to anything he posts, send asks on/off anon, tag him, whatever. I try to give a chance to everyone, but I'm also an adult with a 9-5 job and (albeit childless) a family, so grace me with the BOTD if I don't respond right away.
♡ - All interactions are depicted as online unless the characters have planned to meet.
♡ - I don't do greetings posts. I don't respond to them, I don't make them. Don't think this means we can't rp together! I just end up missing them a lot of the time so I've stopped trying. Just pop in my Ask for a quick notice.
♡ - I prefer short form rp. Unless it's a plot predetermined, I have no energy for lit.
♡ - If you need me to know something ooc, tell me. You can DM me or message me on discord. DM me or send me an ask for that.
♡ - There are a lot of triggers with this muse!! You should be aware of them!!
Triggers include:
> References to a past heavy drug usage/addiction
> Emetophobia (It's not vomit, it's ink, but it's coming out of his mouth)
> Religious undertones (it's eldritch, not anything real, but he treats it with this weird superiority thing where it could probably trigger someone with religious trauma)
> Gaslighting / Manipulation (Rare this would happen to the point it's a trigger, but he's known to do this)
It's like a morning cigarette. You stand on the porch, overlooking the city, and somehow that moment of calm bubbles up your insecurities to deal with. It's not like I'm looking for answers or to change anyone. This is simply my blog where I come to write my feelings. I don't have the same issue of isolation anymore. This blog is just a ghost town, and in turn it's probably the safest space to air out my chest.
I suppose the goodness in not suffering from isolation is when upchucking my disorganized thoughts onto some digital blog is over I do have a few people I could speak with on varying levels of confidentiality. There can be alleviation. I guess old habits die hard. Maybe I need to work things out with myself before I attempt to burden others. Softens their blow. Makes Dirk more palatable for the masses. Because fuck him if he shows too much emotion.
Remember in 2010 when Taio Cruz said "I throw my hands up in the air sometimes"? I appreciated his restraint. You can't just throw your hands up in the air whenever. There's a time and a place, and that time was 2010, and the place was the club.
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