i'm all about that hard life, honey

20 no minors! no men.

[beatmebutch]

ⓘ heath . 20 . he/she . butch . lesbian

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[musikerhaende]

someone should repeatedly bash my head into a ceramic sink until i go limp in their grip.

[st1txhs]

i think my ideal dynamic is constantly sobbing and shaking in pain while you're doing the cruel things to me we've fantasized about for so long but it's exponentially worse actually going through it so i'm in a perpetual state of slight panic and fear of you but that's also something we sexualized and romanticized so realistically i'm right where i want to be

[freeusebait]

The dive bar bathroom: Rated Top 10 Place to get raped by a beautiful woman in

[messedupdoggirl]

This is perfect and exactly what I've been thinking about oh my god.

Woman who's friends with the owner and has one of those gas station style outdoor restrooms, the kind that's still attached to the building, just with no interior entrance. It's been fully soundproofed and she has a habit of convincing drunk girls to step out with her, yk, as a 'safety precaution'. With her connections she could even have the camera feed on that side of the building cut, in case a desire to take one home ever arose.

Imagining myself in one of their shoes, not fully recognizing the danger of the situation, thinking I'm doing a good thing by accompanying this nice girl so nothing bad happens to her. Only to be dragged in, door locked behind me, and forced to endure whatever hell she wants to see me go through.

[messedupdoggirl]

Actually being kidnapped after years of fantasizing about it, having all of my expectations shattered, my trust betrayed, and being scared out of my mind. Begging to be let go and being told this is what I wanted, this is what I asked for.

My captor went through the effort of snooping through all of my socials to gather enough info to be able to take me in the first place, so of course she knew, I was stupid and I ignored all of the signs.

She knew exactly how to drag me in, exactly what to say, exactly how to act, everything fine tuned to lure me into her grasp so I'd never see the sun without her permission again.

Knowing deep down that it's my fault, and promising myself that ill find a way out. Only to be slowly broken in over the course of a few weeks, or maybe a few months. I'll stare in the mirror one day and find myself in the exact position I fantasized being in so long ago. Dead eyed, collared, bound, bruised beyond comprehension, desperate for any ounce of attention, smiling, knowing I've finally found my place.

[xsoftxhavenx]

soft intox vibes

things like "goooood job sweetie, omg youc an finish that bottle for me can;t you? its okay if you can't, will you at least try?"

and "i know you're feeeeling sooooo fucked up, love, but one more will feel soooo good, i just want you to feel so so good for me <3"

[primordialpissing]

[beatmebutch]

not into petplay but it would be really hot if i was forced into it. having to sleep in a cage. beaten when i disobey. gagged and muzzled permanently because i'm too proud to bark or whine or pant. only allowed to piss and shit outside. hands bound in mitts so i can only eat and drink with my mouth from dog bowls. getting slipped something in my food before guests come around because im 'easily excitable' when there's strangers. drugged to docility and unable to beg for help, in the only occasion i can finally be made to beg.

[infectiouspiss]

restrained summer fun. tied up summer fun. bound and gagged summer fun.

[redsel]

[messedupdoggirl]

You could drop a pill in my drink right in front of me and id drink it making full eye contact the entire time with the widest smile on my face

[s4pphicyearning]

i think i need to be held down by the throat.. nails ever so slightly poking into the sides of my neck.. a reminder of whos in charge..

[industria1doll]

i wanna be chained to a radiator in some girl's basement, but in this economy the best i can hope for is locked in a musty closet

[beatmebutch]

secure me to the ceiling cuffs and dig the knife into my back, let me hear my own pained and tormented screams before you even get past the first letter of your name. let me feel you work burning scars into my skin until you get sick of my pleading and shut me up with a big ballgag. let me associate my whimpers and groans of unwanted pain with my moans and purrs of absolute pleasure. let me sag and hang suspended from my wrists when it becomes all too much, and let me regain consciousness and fall into despair when i realise it's not over yet. but if i could ask of you to fulfil one thing, it's to not let me go until you're done branding yourself into me.

[beatmebutch]

make me out of it with drinks and bring me back with electric shocks

[beatmebutch]

keep me pliant with pussy and alcohol and im yours

[beatmebutch]

passing out and waking up in a lightheaded daze smothered in a pair of fat tits, when?