soft and unfulfilled .

A   SOLIS   ORTV   VSQUE   AD   OCCASVM  .

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sneezes  on  this  dusty  blog  .

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the good bloodsucc

        welcome to my crib , i am your host , bloodsucc

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❝ i am someone who did not die when i should have died. ❞

------------      there  is  something  about  cruelty  ,  about  desperation  that  simmers  in  the  flame  of  her  withering  soul  .  dying  is  a  violent  act  ,  a  wolf  eating  at  the  heart ’ s  tender  .  he  fills  his  blood  with  it  ,  he  plucks  the  bones  that  the  world  has  left  behind  and  she  can  see  it  ,  she  can  feel  that  soft  thing  he  calls  a  heart  so  insipidly  beating  beneath  that  murderous  chest  (  oh  ,  she  can  see  this  too  ,  that  insidious  want  for  things  cracked  and  spilled  )  .  the  dead  who  walk  have  been  too  intimate  with  lady  death  to  ignore  her  ,  she  makes  them  her  lover  and  they  cannot  seem  to  escape  ,  so  they  hunt  her  in  all  things  ugly  ,  all  things  monstrous  and  carnal  .  they  look  for  where  the  blood  spills  ,  they  touch  that  brutality  with  their  own  hands  ,  drinking  in  that  hunger  for  a  reclusive  kind  of  death  .  he  is  a  victim  of  his  own  survival  ,  and  how  terrible  her  lips  snag  into  a  tired  smile  as  she  hears  it  in  his  throat  .      ‘      and  where  lays  thy  gratitude  ,  that  quiet  little  thing  that  encumbers  thy  soul  ?      ’      these  eyes  ,  how  they  sit  upon  him  and  watch  so  carefully  this  reflection  of  hers  .  he  is  full  with  struggle  ,  full  with  a  dissonance  that  haunts  him  so  :  how  she  hates  this  mirror  that  stands  in  front  of  her  .  but  she  would  never  say  ,  she  would  never  speak  .  she  plays  her  part  well  on  this  stage  ,  she  wears  the  skin  of  an  iron  blooded  ,  hot  blooded  ,  cold  blooded  monster  .      ‘      thou  hast  not  found  it  ,  for  something  else  keeps  thee  here  instead  .      ’      her  gaze  leads  her  to  the  moon  beyond  them  ,  waning  and  waxing  at  its  leisure  ,  never  once  tasting  blood  .  there  is  something  difficult  about  this  ,  something  that  makes  her  all  too  pitying  of  that  pure  and  innocent  thing  .

   @fadeglory  ,  quotes  .

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ANNE CARSON SENTENCE PROMPTS

i.   quotes taken from various prose by anne carson. adjust as necessary.

❝  as long as you want, and all that you want.  ❞

❝  i am someone who did not die when i should have died.  ❞

❝  i remember exactly how i thought life would be.  ❞

❝  why are you so in love with things unbearable?  ❞

❝  i conversed with you in a dream.  ❞

❝  lie down and tell me about it.  ❞

❝  humans in love are terrible.  ❞

❝  desire is no light thing.  ❞

❝  your bitter heart heals my heart.  ❞

❝  gods are stubborn. so am i.  ❞

❝  memory is exhausting.  ❞

❝  anger is a bitter lock. but you can turn it.  ❞

❝  beauty of the heart and the mind are things that are cultivated.  ❞

❝  you cannot make me stop thinking.  ❞

❝  some conversations are not about what they’re about.  ❞

❝  but you know none of us is pure.  ❞

❝  there is something maddeningly attractive about the untranslatable.  ❞

❝  what chance do we have for a bit of attention?  ❞

❝  but dreams have ensavaged me.  ❞

❝  you are in pain, so what?  ❞

❝  love does not make me gentle or kind.  ❞

❝  my mind is burning.  ❞

❝  girls are cruelest to themselves.  ❞

❝  i wanted to know you.  ❞

❝  i do not want to be a person. i want to be unbearable.  ❞

❝  i will do anything to avoid boredom.  ❞

❝  i am interested in anger.  ❞

❝  not ashamed to say i loved him for his beauty. as i would again.  ❞

❝  this would be hard for you if you were weak, but you are not weak.  ❞

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I found my heart more carnal and sitting loose from God,

John Berryman, from Collected Poems; “Homage to Mistress Bradstreet,” (via violentwavesofemotion)

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* THE PRINCESS BEAUTY ,

BASIC  CONCEPTS .

dash  only  kiss  shot  from  ( many )  monogatari , 18 + ,  independent  ,  very  spotty  activity  ,  written  by  drusilla .

THINGS  PERTINENT  TO  THIS  CHARACTER .

i’m  not  comfortable  roleplaying  kiss  shot  as  shinobu .  there’s  quite  a  lot  of  ,  politely  said  ,  outdated  themes  in  monogatari  that  i  prefer  not  to  adhere  to  and  this  is  one  of  them .  long  story  short  ,  i’m  just  not  comfortable  with  the  relationship  between  araragi  and  shinobu  .  i  won’t  hate  anyone  if  they  do  enjoy  their  relationship  or  otherwise  ,  but  its  just  not  for  me .

i  am  a  -  ok  roleplaying  her  as  laura  or  kiss  shot  or  the  goddess .

kiss  -  shot  is  a  disaster  bisexual  in  love  with  deathtopia  and  has  unresolved  feelings  for  seishirō .  that’s  all .