Bela Talbot

. Abi Lugosi . " Were all going to hell Dean...might aswell enjoy the ride." -Bela Talbot.

[theoneswithoutpacks]

"If we weren't at this party and these people weren't here I would jump you right now" ((Teen Dean))

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“Mmm I bet.” Dean hummed, smiling at her. “Maybe we can find some place dark and secluded or an empty bedroom somewhere in the house.”

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Bela smirked in reply to Deans comment knowing well that they both knew party of that had never stopped them in the past. Sipping on the vodka and coke ehr shot him a look of just closing the gap between them she locked her arms around his neck unaware that almost the whole high school were at this particular party. Everyone who knew Dean and Bela knew that as a couple they were the furthest thing from afraid of a pda .

Nodding her head instantly as he suggested they go look for an empty bedroom somewhere she leaned in whispering in his ear, the fact she was slightly drunk rang out in her tone "Fuck yes" she smirked before gripping his hand and leading him up the stairs her cup of alcohol still in tact as they approached the stairs ignoring the people pushing and shoving in what looked to be an oddly small house , either that or it was just the hundreds of people the host had managed to cram in to give everyone a night to remember.

[survivingthedemonsinside-deacti]

Nightmares

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Hell had broken Bela in ways she never thought possible, the things she had seen and been through in the pit had shattered the hard exterior she had spent years building up. She was no longer the cold hearted bitch who’s only concern was we’re her next dollar was coming from , instead she was this broken mess finding it harder to get through every day due to the sleep deprivation and the nightmares that plagued her mind playing back her time in hell on a repetitive loop.

Forcing a small smile to her lips as Dean offered to stay up and drink with her she hugged her knees to her chest nodding her head slightly she uttered a low and hoarse “Thanks..” a word that she was sure Dean of all people didn’t even think was in her vocabulary. His words on how he had offered her tea because he figured that was what the English folk drank caused her to laugh feeling a little more at ease as he poured out the whiskey “I never was a big fan of tea, I guess there are a lot of English traditions I’m not apart of”

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       It was confusing to be with Bela right now. Last time Dean was with her she was this cold hearted bitch and now seeing the same face but such a soft face and heart made Dean think twice about who he was actually spending time with. In some part of him he missed the bitch of Bela, but now that he knew what Hell was like, he was not about to start bitching to her now about how mushy she has gotten.

       Dean gave a small hum and gave her a cup as he was already sipping from his. “I could of swarn you drank tea in your morning venom.” he tried to tease her, knowing that she did give a small laugh and that was something to say the least. Dean moved to sit beside her on the bed and sat back slightly on the headboard of the motel bed. He finished his cup in another sip and refilled it before he even spoke again.

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[beautifullydamagedx]

There was no denying that hell had broken Bela into a million pieces, ripping down the walls she had spent years building up to keep people out in less then a day. Frankly she had been terrified before she had even been dragged to hell knowing some of the horrors that would greet her in the pit and yet even her worst nightmares couldn't prepare her for what she would endure. Time didn't move like here on earth in hell meaning that despite it only being almost a year since the hell hounds had come to collect what she owed to her she had been down there for almost fifty years , she didn't understand how that time thing worked, truthfully she didn't care.

Bela knew that if anyone was going to understand in the pit it was Dean after all he had lived through it himself both of them making a deal for very different reasons and yet once they were dragged below none of that mattered . Hell didn't care why you sold your soul the only thing that mattered was you did. Everyone's experience in hell was different based on the life they led and the traumatic events surrounding it yet nothing could prepare Bela for the fact she found herself stuck in a loop being sexually assaulted by her father as if she were that thirteen year old broken little girl all over again.

She had to hand it to Dean he was really going above and beyond to cheer her up, gone were his snarky sarcastic comments she even recognised compassion in his eyes towards her something she never thought she would see and yet the reality of the situation was they were the only two people who knew exactly what had happened in hell even if neither of them really spoke of it they still had that connection. Taking the cup from him she lifted it to her lips taking a large sip of the strong whiskey praying that it would take the pain away or at least temporarily numb it. A small laugh escaped her lips as he teased her " I don't drink venom .... I'm more of a blood of the innocent girl" she joke unable to keep a straight face as she laughed . It was genuine and real something she hadn't been doing very much likely. Turning her head towards him as he sat on the bed next to her leaning against the headboard she gulped back the rest of her drink holding her glass out to him for more as she sighed softly " how do you do it...be ok...." she questioned her voice cracking with emotion.

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Dean’s fingers tangled in Bela’s hair as he tipped his jaw to deepen the kiss. He let out a soft growl in response to her question, “Almost every day of the week.” He teased, growling again as they kissed again and as she tugged on his bottom lip.

Dean couldn’t help, but snigger. “That’s my girl.” He hummed proudly, looking over at his girlfriend. “You’re not so innocent or even a good girl.” He murmured, winking at her.

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Bela couldn't help the soft hum that escaped her lips as Deans fingers tangled in her hair and he deepened the kiss, doing her own part by tugging on his bottom lip gently as she remained in place on his lap. Sure they were known for this sort of behaviour in school halls, classrooms, at lockers wherever the hell they could and yet she knew that if they hadn't of been sat in the classroom right now one or both of them would've lost an item of clothing by now. As Bela made a comment about their bio teacher twisting one of her perfectly curled tendrils around her finger as she got comfortable in her own desk.

Her comment made the whole room laugh and yet the only approval she needed was that of her boyfriend who was sat next to her proudly sniggering that's my girl . Smirking she turned her head towards him chewing on her lower lip "Oh you know how much of a not innocent or good girl I am baby..." she winked back. The teacher exhaled a large sigh of frustration rolling his eyes upwards as he yelled "Enough..now everyone open their books on page 20 before I lose my patience and miss Talbot you've just earned yourself a detention"

[beautifullydamagedx]

"Get out! Just get out!!""

“Jake…I.. ” she gulped swallowing the tears that burned her tear ducts as he yelled at her to get out “I just didn’t want you to get hurt”. Sure what Bela had done could be considered wrong after all she had practically invaded Jakes mind by using a spell to convince him not to go after the leviathans responsible for his fathers death but it was only because he was completely un prepared and now he had found the items she used to cast the spell he was piss e to say the least.

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“I was this close to get revenge for the thing that killed my father.” Tears burned Jake’s eyes. He hadn’t fully grieved the loss of his father and now seeing that Bela had kept him from getting revenge it hit him. “Just go Bela..”

[beautifullydamagedx]

Sighing loudly she shook her head "No you weren't.. you were going in blind Jake you have no idea what these things are capable of..." She knew how cut up he was by the death of his father and yet she hadn't done it to hurt him if anything she had done it because she loved him and couldn't bear to see anything happen to him. As he yelled at her to just go she bit down on her lower lip stepping closer to him "No...I'm not going , you don't mean that "

[beautifullydamagedx]

"Get out! Just get out!!""

"Jake...I.. " she gulped swallowing the tears that burned her tear ducts as he yelled at her to get out "I just didn't want you to get hurt". Sure what Bela had done could be considered wrong after all she had practically invaded Jakes mind by using a spell to convince him not to go after the leviathans responsible for his fathers death but it was only because he was completely un prepared and now he had found the items she used to cast the spell he was piss e to say the least.

[survivingthedemonsinside-deacti]

Nightmares

Ever since escaping hell Bela had been plagued with nightmares from the pit, nightmares that not only involved her getting sliced open and tortured on the rack but also involved the mental torture she engaged being forced to live her fathers sexual assault over and over again. The only person in the world who knew how she was feeling at that particular moment in time was Dean after being through hell himself and yet even at that she had been down there a lot longer then him meaning she was broken beyond belief a trait that Bela wasn’t used to showing. Shaking her head as he offered her warm tea she sighed softly her eyes locking on his vulnerability shining through as she uttered “Whiskey would probably be better…you don’t have to stay up with me you know….I’ll be fine…” that was the furthest thing from the truth.

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       Dean knew what it was like. He had been to Hell and back too and he had to deal with the nightmares. He was not the one to talk about his feelings, but he did feel for Bela and want to somehow help ease her. Dean shook his head, “I will stay up with you. I am also not letting you drink all my whiskey by yourself.”

       Dean stated as he moved to get into the small cooler that he always carried around and got out a big glass bottle. He then moved towards the counter to get to plastic cups. Pouring her a cup and himself a cup. “I offered tea cause I figured that’s what you English folks like to drink.”

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[beautifullydamagedx]

Hell had broken Bela in ways she never thought possible, the things she had seen and been through in the pit had shattered the hard exterior she had spent years building up. She was no longer the cold hearted bitch who's only concern was we're her next dollar was coming from , instead she was this broken mess finding it harder to get through every day due to the sleep deprivation and the nightmares that plagued her mind playing back her time in hell on a repetitive loop.

Forcing a small smile to her lips as Dean offered to stay up and drink with her she hugged her knees to her chest nodding her head slightly she uttered a low and hoarse "Thanks.." a word that she was sure Dean of all people didn't even think was in her vocabulary. His words on how he had offered her tea because he figured that was what the English folk drank caused her to laugh feeling a little more at ease as he poured out the whiskey "I never was a big fan of tea, I guess there are a lot of English traditions I'm not apart of"

[beautifullydamagedx]

“I refuse to leave you alone!”

Bela crouched on the floor her head in her hands as she broke down in tears, it had taken a lot for Bela to open up to someone and now that she had she couldn't help but be haunted by the memories of her part, shaking her head. "Just leave me Sam... go" she sobbed.

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Found Crying/Crying Starter Pack

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Found Crying:

“I-It’s nothing, I’m okay.” “Please just leave me alone!..” “I can’t c-control it..” “Ho-Hold me, please..” “Get out! Just get out!!” “I-I miss ___ so much..” “Ar-Are you even gonna say anything?!” “Do you love me anymore?..” “I-I’m sorry, this is embarrassing..” “You did this..” “I-I’m okay, give me a minute..”

Crying:

“What’s wrong? Are you okay?” “I refuse to leave you alone!” “It’s okay, ssshhh..” “Let me hold you, I’ll fix it.” “If i leave will it make you feel better?!” “I know you miss ___, i know you do..” “…I’m.. Sorry..” “I.. Don’t know..” “It’s okay, take all the time you need.” “I’m so sorry, ___, I’ll make it better, i promise!..” “Come here, it’ll all be alright.”

[beautifullydamagedx]

//Dont wanna let you down but I am hellbound

When you feel my heat look into my eyes its were my demons hide its were my demons hide , dont get too close its dark inside//

[beautifullydamagedx]

🎃 “Halloween is basically an excuse for you to walk the streets in lingerie –and I love every second of it.”

She couldn’t help the smirk that fell across her lips as Dean commented on her Halloween costume, she was a demon the last thing she cared about was Halloween and yet dressing up as a playboy bunny in sexy lingerie and fishnet stockings was really just another way of her getting to Dean. “ Oh really? So I’m guessing you like my outfit?” She smirked twirling one of her perfectly curled tendrils around her finger as her gaze fell on him shooting him a look of seduction.

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Dean smirked at her and shook his head that’s what he planned on doing. “We are on the same page as always Bela, thought we’d have a few drinks before we did any damage to the place or anyone in it.” Dean told her as he nodded a bit. “Oh you do huh, you know we could skip this whole thing and go do it in the back of the impala.” Dean’s green eyes twinkled in the bar light they weren’t black all the time just when he needed them to be. “I guarantee you if you keep chewing on your bottom lip like that the only place you will be is in the back of the impala with me fucking you hard and fast.” Dean whispered near her ear as she took a drink of her drink Dean had gotten for her. “Not really, I just come here now and then.” Dean told her smiling, Dean could tell Bela was getting more and more pissed off at the chick in front of him in the slutty nurse costume which was much more slutty then Bela’s only Bela wore her costume better. “Yeah my girlfriend is a little possessive I”d run now if I were you.” Dean told the girl with a smirk on his face. 

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"Great minds think alike" she smirked nodding in agreement as he spoke about how he thought they would have a few drinks before they done any damage, truthfully they didn't get out very much so when they did even if they had planned to cause chaos in this very bar later right now she was rather content with having a couple of drinks with Dean. As he spoke about how they could skip this whole thing and go do it in the back seat of the impala she smirked shooting him a flirtatious look noticing how his piercing green eyes twinkled in the bar light. Swallowing the mouthful of vodka and coke she had in her mouth as she felt his lips against her ear whispering about how if she kept chewing on her lip he would soon be fucking her in the back seat of the impala hard and fast. If there was one thing Bela was good at apart from killing it had to be flirting she knew exactly what to do to drive Dean crazy every single time and her chewing on her bottom lip was one of her favourites "Hmmmm I wouldn't say no to a hot and hard quickie in the back of the impala after these drinks" she winked.

It had been so long since they were out in a public place like a bar that she had almost forgotten how god damn annoying it was when these girls threw themselves at Dean right under her nose, she wasn't going to lie she could definetly see what it was they were attracted to, Dean was always a charming lady's man and as a demon that only got stronger and more flirtatious yet it wasn't that she didn't trust him because she did with everything she had she just hated seeing another girl flirting with him because he was hers just as he had reacted to the bartender agreeing with him about Bela being hot she found herself reacting even worse to the slutty blonde nurse before them. Gritting her teeth slightly as the blonde reached an arm out and brushed her hand against Deans arm gently , clearly excited that he had answered her. "Right... girlfriend? I guess that's a no for the drunken sex then?" The stranger questioned looking Bela up and down before going back to Dean.

Scoffing loudly Bela stood up her eyes on the blonde as she stepped closer, lifting her fist she punched her in the face before snarling " Incase you didn't get the message he's not interested now get out of here before I end you were you stand " her eyes flashed black for a second getting her message across before reverting back to normal.

[survivingthedemonsinside-deacti]

"I'm starting to think that maybe there is no God..."

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       ❝Ohh, you are right. There will be no God once this case is over and I get my hands on your neck.❞ Dean stated rather roughly, though he only glared over at Bela. Knowing very well that her skills would benefit this case and save lives even if her stealthy hands were all over it.

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[beautifullydamagedx]

Smirking slightly she narrowed her eyes on him rolling them as she scoffed slightly "Oh please you need me and we both know it so how about you drop the hero complex and we get this case over with so we can go our separate ways and never speak again..." she snarked sarcastically, clearly as frustrated by him as he was by her.

[survivingthedemonsinside-deacti]

"It's been getting harder to sleep.."

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       Dean could sympathize for her, but he was not very good at really showing his compassion. Unless he was having sex or killing something. Dean sighed and moved to run a hand down his face, clearly exhausted himself, but he would stay up with her until she could fall back asleep.

       ❝I can go and get some warm tea if ya need, but all comfort food I have is beer and Whiskey.❞

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[beautifullydamagedx]

Ever since escaping hell Bela had been plagued with nightmares from the pit, nightmares that not only involved her getting sliced open and tortured on the rack but also involved the mental torture she engaged being forced to live her fathers sexual assault over and over again. The only person in the world who knew how she was feeling at that particular moment in time was Dean after being through hell himself and yet even at that she had been down there a lot longer then him meaning she was broken beyond belief a trait that Bela wasn't used to showing. Shaking her head as he offered her warm tea she sighed softly her eyes locking on his vulnerability shining through as she uttered "Whiskey would probably be better...you don't have to stay up with me you know....I'll be fine..." that was the furthest thing from the truth.

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🎃 “Halloween is basically an excuse for you to walk the streets in lingerie –and I love every second of it.”

She couldn’t help the smirk that fell across her lips as Dean commented on her Halloween costume, she was a demon the last thing she cared about was Halloween and yet dressing up as a playboy bunny in sexy lingerie and fishnet stockings was really just another way of her getting to Dean. “ Oh really? So I’m guessing you like my outfit?” She smirked twirling one of her perfectly curled tendrils around her finger as her gaze fell on him shooting him a look of seduction.

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“Well she’s mine touch her and I’ll kill you.” Dean told the bastard behind the bar he was always having to tell dudes how Bela was his, and then show them  not to touch her in his way, which usually meant kicking the shit outta them or in this case just kill them but he knew it was too early to have their fun he hadn’t even bought Bela a drink yet. “So love what will it be tonight what do you want to drink?” Dean asked the demon with a grin. “I’ll have a whiskey and whatever the lady wants you’ll get her.” Dean told the other as he waited for the drinks then threw some money on the bar when they were done. He led the way to a table and sat down with Bela looking around before sipping on his whiskey. “So what are we going to do here, you want to just sit around for a while, I want to kill the bartender, but I will wait till later, maybe when he takes the trash out.” Dean told her with a grin. 

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Bela couldn't help the smirk that played on her lips as Dean threatened the bar tender , hearing him call her his was so hot and was frankly almost enough for her to ditch this whole plan and drag him right to the back seat of the impala. Frankly she knew exactly how he felt she found herself constantly warning girls or beating the shit out of them to assure they never looked at her man again, it was something she had to deal with due to Dean being so hot and charming and yet he was hers, if her glares and threatening glances didn't tell them that the large purple bruises on his neck would. Ordering a vodka and coke she lifted it instantly from the bar and followed him towards the empty table that sat in the middle of the crowded bar giving them a great view of everyone in sight.

Taking a seat next to him she grinned her eyes locking on his as he spoke about killing the bartender "Sounds like a plan to me, let's just watch and have a couple of drinks before we strike, I find the fact you want to kill the bartender really hot you know..." she laughed chewing on her lower lip slightly before lifting her glass to her lips and taking a sip allowing herself a silent second to roam the crowded room and examine the people they were surrounded by yet just as she did a tall slim blonde girl dressed in a costume almost as slutty as hers made her way towards Dean , standing in front of him she looked him up and down before grinning " So? You come here often" she winked blantly checking him out right in front of her which caused her to scoff loudly rolling her eyes she snapped placing her hand on his leg "You know we're else he comes often? My bed, now get your skank self away from my boyfriend before I break your neck!" She snarled.

[beautifullydamagedx]

Hey guys I'm really sorry I've been away , my power was gone for a few days after the storm and then thI wifi is was down. Thankfully the hurricane was nothing like we had all expected or at least my town didn't get it too bad. I know who I Owe :D

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Cuddle + Platonic touch meme❂ Your muse just had a nightmare and needs cuddles to fall asleep again 

He’d woken up the second he’d heard Bela scream. In an instant he sat up, facing her. His hand reached out carefully to let her know he was there, giving her a moment to realize it was him and that she was physically okay. Then he pulled her into his arms, holding her close and pressing his lips to her forehead. “It’s okay. We’re okay. I’m here.” He murmured, rubbing a hand up and down her back.

[beautifullydamagedx]

It had been a little after 2am when Bela found herself tossing and turning in the bed next to Adam. Nightmares weren't s regular thing for her or at least they weren't before she had been in hell due to the fact she remembered every thing from hell and was able to push it to the back of her mind with the help of Adam. Together she felt like they could take on the world, she felt safe when she was with him some would say he was like her comfort blanket, or more importantly her comfort blanket she had fallen in love with which unfortunately was the reason for her current agitating nightmare state.

By the time she had fallen into a deep sleep visions of Lucifer digging his hand into Adams chest and pulling out his heart filled her mind as she shot up in the bed, still asleep she found herself screaming out loud as tears slid down her cheeks and she broke down piece by piece, they were fugitives on the the run from hell and despite the fact they tried with everything they had to live a normal life they both knew that sooner or later their past was going to come back to haunt her. Feeling the hand rub against her back as he shushed her calmly promising that he was here and it was ok her eyes shot open as she attempted to steady her breathing, turning her head towards him relief filled her as she nuzzled her head into his shoulder settling into his arms she whispered "He killed you.. he killed you right in front of me and I couldn't do a thing" she was both devastated and disappointed in herself.