sometimes quiet is violent

independent selective multimuse mun: andi/anduil [25+]   she/they

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Hello and welcome to my multimuse! I'm happy to interact, but first, please take a minute to review the following:

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[boyhaunt]

he's the worst man alive he's the love of my life he's covered in blood he's weird about god and he's a lot, he's not perfect, but most importantly he's bisexual

[mattsundaes-interact]

BENJAMIN "BENNY" MILLER

[goodnightmemes]

STARTERS FOR DARK & TOXIC SHIPS

Lines taken from various forms of media for that particular brand of dark ships.

❛ You don’t want me to have anything in my life that’s not you. ❜

❛ You think you’d be happy with someone else? No way. I’m it. ❜

❛ I’ve killed for you. Who else can say that? ❜

❛ I’ll kill the whole bloody lot of them until you and I are the only people left in this world. ❜

❛ What have we done to each other? What will we do? ❜

❛ But the horror, the horror was for love. ❜

❛ This love burns you, maims you, twists you inside out. ❜

❛ It is a monstrous love, and it makes monsters of us all. ❜

❛ You lied to me! You poisoned me! You told me you loved me! ❜

❛ I love you, and it’s killing me. ❜

“I hate you”  –  “No you don’t.” ❜

❛ You’re killing me slowly. ❜

❛ I love you so, I’ll eat you whole. ❜

❛ Sorry about the blood in your mouth, I wish it was mine. ❜

❛ Tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us. ❜

❛ Something ugly in you, you also saw in me. ❜

❛ You ruin anything you touch, and destroy anyone you love. ❜

❛ You are coming down with me, hand in unloveable hand. ❜

❛ You say that you love me but you act like you don’t. ❜

❛ Imagine our children, how fucked would they be? ❜

❛ Don’t you know I’m no good for you? ❜

❛ When it’s going good, it’s great. But when it’s bad, it’s awful. ❜

❛ Your temper’s just as bad as mine is. You’re the same as me. ❜

❛ I know this love will tear me to pieces. ❜

❛ I loved you enough. You just never believed it. ❜

❛ Why can’t you just let me go? ❜

❛ We have been each other’s prisoner for a very long time. ❜

❛ You said that you loved me with your knife pressed against my throat. ❜

❛ I’d probably still adore you will your hand around my neck. ❜

❛ Our love is a monster, plain and simple. ❜

❛ I loved you as Icarus loved the sun: too close, too much. ❜

❛ Loving you was the most exquisite form of self-destruction. ❜

❛ It terrifies me what I would do for you. ❜

❛ There’s a difference between really loving someone and loving the idea of them. ❜

❛ We weren’t ourselves when we fell in love, and when we became ourselves – surprise! – we were poison. ❜

❛ We complete each other in the nastiest, ugliest possible way. ❜

❛ I would never kill you. Not in a million years. What I can do - what I will do is hurt you, worse than I did before. ❜

❛ You make me feel, and I don’t like it. I want it to stop. Now. ❜

❛ You are the knife I turn inside myself: that is love. ❜

❛ I say I want you inside me and you split me open with a knife. ❜

❛ If you love me, you don’t love me in a way I understand. ❜

❛ We love with claws and teeth and the blood is just proof of how much. It’s feral. ❜

❛ There is something wrong with you that is also wrong with me. ❜

❛ Love isn’t soft, like those poets say. Love has teeth which bite and the wounds never close. ❜

❛ I need you to be a monster. Which is to say, I’m trying not to love you. ❜

❛ Kiss me. Kill me. Do something. ❜

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╰┈➤ DIALOGUE PROMPTS : Assorted a set of various original dialogue prompts !

❝ i can’t do this without you. ❞ ❝ i need you, don’t you get that ? ❞ ❝ can we get takeout on the way back ? i have no desire to cook tonight. ❞ ❝ get away from me ! ❞ ❝ well, that’s a new one. ❞ ❝ i have decided that i will no longer be thinking. not a single thought in this head, from this point onward. ❞ ❝ i know i sound like a broken record, but you need to hear it. ❞ ❝ do you have any idea what time it is ? i’ve been waiting for you ! ❞ ❝ i’m starting to wonder if the light at the end of the tunnel isn’t that great after all. maybe i should stay in the dark. ❞ ❝ i’m fine ! i’m perfectly fine ! ❞ ❝ i know you’re ignoring me, but i’m going to keep talking anyways. ❞ ❝ when i enter the room, i should have a theme song. ❞ ❝ sometimes i wonder why there isn’t a laugh track whenever you enter the room. ❞ ❝ my list of grievances would be about a mile long. ❞ ❝ what were you thinking ? you could have been hurt ! ❞ ❝ you know that you can always call me when you need me. ❞ ❝ i want to complain, but i don’t even have the energy. ❞ ❝ you know that movie trope of sticking food into the dvd player ? yeah, turns out it really is a bad idea. ❞ ❝ i never wanted to be like you. ❞ ❝ i didn’t ask to be stuck with you. ❞ ❝ stay out of my way. ❞ ❝ stay out of this. ❞ ❝ who did you insult this time ? ❞ ❝ i may have insulted the wrong person. ❞ ❝ i hate them. i hate them, with their voice, and their perfect hair, and their deep eyes, and … ❞ ❝ it’s a wonder you’ve made it this far. ❞ ❝ let’s play a game, shall we ? ❞ ❝ go back to the shadows you came from. ❞

❝ you look like a mess. ❞ ❝ what is it going to take for you to talk to me ? ❞ ❝ here, let me fix it for you. have you never tied a tie before ? ❞ ❝ i have an extra ticket. do you want to come with me ? ❞ ❝ i have to catch them before they leave on their flight ! ❞ ❝ i ran here to catch you before you left. i need to tell you something. ❞ ❝ this is the leap of faith. ❞ ❝ i need you to trust me. ❞ ❝ i don’t believe we’ve met. ❞ ❝ so, you must be the infamous [ name ] . ❞ ❝ here, let me hold you … it’s going to be alright. ❞ ❝ i’ve been doomscrolling for the past three hours. i need to get out. ❞ ❝ would you like to go on a walk with me ? ❞ ❝ when was the last time you took a moment to just breathe and be in the moment ? ❞ ❝ you’re not the person i remember. you’ve changed. ❞ ❝ who hurt you ? ❞ ❝ someone who’s eaten that much ice cream is clearly not okay. come on, talk to me. ❞ ❝ have you tried turning it off and turning it back on again ? ❞ ❝ i’m sorry i’m late. ❞ ❝ i’ll go with you, if you don’t want to be alone. ❞ ❝ wow, that’s terrible. here, you try it. ❞ ❝ you’re soaked ! what were you doing out there ? did you forget an umbrella ? come inside so we can dry you off … ❞ ❝ i could listen to you talk for hours. ❞

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starter call;

looking to maybe get back into writing, especially since blog is finally done. So here I am! Like the button, tell me the muse, and I'll get us going!

[hintons-a]

I think i know where [Pinter] is. JUSTIFIED, SEASON ONE, EPISODE THREE, “FIXER”

[beautifulxdissonance]

Look, apparently I’m kinda here but my blog is still A MESS.

Also there was a url change form riverrun to beautifulxdissonance! Thanks to the lovely @soulsinmotion

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yooooo construction is FINALLY completed! Check it out, start some things

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Headcanon/Development Questions

If asked today, would your muse say they were happy? How long have they been happy?

Your muse has to share something that’s hard for them to talk about. What is the biggest thing they don’t want to say aloud/admit? What makes it hard for them to say it?

Name one line in the sand your muse has. Tell us one way someone can go ‘too far’.

Is conflict something to be avoided at all costs, or does it sometimes have to happen?

Would your muse use the word ‘brave’, about themselves? Should they?

What’s one of the bravest things your muse has done? Did they consider it brave?

Your muse is trying to calm down/unwind after a long, bad day in a hotel room/out of state, away from family and friends and most of their things. What do they do?

What does kindness look like, to your muse?

Does your muse think an action has to be intentional and malicious, to be cruel?

What’s something they’ve mildly been afraid of before? Not a huge trauma, something small?

Can they leave their work at the door (disconnect from ‘work mode’ and enter ‘home mode’) or do they carry it with them wherever they go?

The last thing your muse has been annoyed about?

What’s something your muse has done, in canon or in a thread, that just makes you Love ThemTM?

What does your muse like about [character name]?

What is their pain tolerance like - and if it’s high, how did it get to be that way?

Would they stop to help if someone needed help, in the street?

What’s something about the way your muse ‘helps’ that might be different from how someone else would help? What in particular about their style of ‘help’ is different/unusual? 

If their neighbour was sick and asked them to do some small household task, does your muse do the household task and leave or do they Offer More?

What’s a fail-safe gift for your muse?

Tell us about a small, passing relationship your muse has with someone in their everyday life. Are they on a first name basis with their barista? What about the busdriver?

If your muse was evicted from their home with no warning, today, where would they go? What would they do?

How important are apologies, to your muse? Do they have to be aloud?

Name something your muse regrets. 

Do they take hard decisions as a dare? Does your muse think “kill this person or you’re [letting bad thing happen]” is a dare (Do It Or You’re A Coward)? If they do think it’s a dare, do they do it? 

What’s something your muse isn’t proud of, about themselves?

[beautifulxdissonance]

Look, apparently I’m kinda here but my blog is still A MESS.

Also there was a url change form riverrun to beautifulxdissonance! Thanks to the lovely @soulsinmotion

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construction;

pls to be ignoring the mess while i revamp this place ;)

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oh gods i need a new theme and like, one of those google docs for multimuses and ugh. where does one even find those things. gondor calls for aid, my folx. 

[chaoticmusing]

rp-memes-atyourservice :

Touch my muse. Be descriptive or simple, tender or violent, fond or hateful - anything goes.

[beautifulxdissonance]

Guess who’s back, back again. Andi’s back back, tell a friend.

So sorry for the hiatus, but I think I’m back! I’m gonna overhaul my blog a bit tomorrow when my computer isn’t dead, to try to get back into this, so if you’re wanting to write, let me know!

[beautifulxdissonance]

Kuchiki Byakuya studied the Lieutenant as she worked from his spot sitting under a favorite cherry blossom tree. He noticed when Kyoraku approached, closing his eyes and willing the other man to leave.

“Kyoraku-san. I expected you to be busy with your new duties.”

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soulsinmotion​:

He felt irritation like a small prick in the back of his mind–brief and easy to ignore. Aizen’s smile didn’t drop when Kuchiki finally made his appearance. In fact, it ticked just a bit higher at the offer of a drink.

“Why yes, thank you,” he said, and stepped inside. “I see you still have manners after all this time. I was worried the customs of this low-level town would get in your head.”

Ah yes, that was more like the Aizen he remembered. Sickly sweet, he had described him as once, but poisonous as a viper. Byakuya had the human housekeeper invite Aizen in, though it irritated him to do so, and led him to his office. 

“I haven’t forgotten my upbringing. Even this low-level town can get some high-level visitors, such as yourself.” He poured them both some blood from a decanter, holding out the crystal glass to Aizen to take, raising his own after Aizen had. “To your health.”

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@riiverrun​

Byakuya Kuchiki was an interesting character. Formerly the Master of Seireitei, Japan, he was now the Master of a small town called Mystic Falls in the States. However, though Mystic Falls be small, it was also very…intriguing. Enough to grab Aizen’s attention, anyway. Home of the Ripper of Monterey and his explosive brother Damon, and a frequent destination of the notorious Klaus and Elijah Mikaelson, this sleepy town was not all it seemed.

It was not hard to find Kuchiki, perched up in his estate like a king. Aizen sauntered up to the door and knocked three times, checked his watch, and then slid his hand into his pocket. A member of the camerilla answered the door, and he smiled.

“I’m looking for Byakuya Kuchiki,” he said in a honeyed voice. The other Master probably already sensed his presence, but it was only polite to ask. “Is he home?”

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Byakuya had sensed the other Master’s presence as he approached, and pinpointed the sick feeling it gave him. He hadn’t felt that energy in years, longer than the months that he’d taken over Mystic Falls. And now, Sosuke Aizen had come to call. 

He sauntered down to the hall as he was called, making the man wait. It was rude, perhaps, and a slight against the other Master. But Byakuya felt the man could wait even the littlest bit. 

“Thank you, Maria. You may go now,” he murmured to the member of the camarilla. She glanced between Byakuya and Aizen, and made herself scarce. “Aizen. It’s been too long. Would you care for a drink, while you tell me your business here?”