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presenting princess audrey cordelia roselyn of auroria, heir to the throne of the aurorian monarchy. currently living between new york, paris and auroria.

by nosta, she / her. 24. more info to come.

beautye

audrey rose , original portrayal , plucked from descendants and based on the gossip girl universe . by nosta .

#pls support my dumb ass 🥺

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Harry’s acoustic rendition of Cherry for Vogue - 13/11

#PLAYLIST ).#FT. BEN.

Ben playfully calling Auds “sleeping beauty” because she’s a messy sleeper and her getting all huffy each time but after they break up she really misses it

#i like to think I’m clever af #😌

When harry st//yles sang ‘there is a piece of you in how i dress’ it reminds me of auds dressing up in blue shades when dating ben because he dressed a lot in blue and she thought the media would love them color matching, and it were always formal style clothes (designer dresses and skirts, blazers, cardigans etc) and even after they break up, when she starts to explore other fashion trends and colors, she still likes to dress in pastel and baby blues sometimes ❤️

#i love baudrey as a platonic bffs exes thing bye

Descend//ants really made two of its “antagonists” ( uma and auds ) woc hUH...

#i think about this a lot

vhsmeme

* born blue prompts

born blue is a novel by han nolan. tw: suicidal ideation.

‘ five, six days. i lost track. ’

‘ didn’t scare me. ’

‘ i’ll take good care of you, sweetheart. ’

‘ you look real pale. ’

‘ could i call them and let them know you’re here, safe, with us? ’

‘ don’t you trust me? ’

‘ you act like you don’t care if you live or die, sometimes. but i care. ’

‘ someone could really hurt you. ’

‘ just keep your eyes open. ’

‘ that must be your motto. ’

‘ you don’t want to get too friendly with them. ’

‘ go on! leave! leave me alone! ’

‘ you’ll be sorry. ’

‘ i bet you need something to eat. ’

‘ you sick? ’

‘ but you said the cops were sniffing around. ’

‘ you feeling all right, baby? ’

‘ let’s go, now. ’

‘ what time is it? where are you? ’

‘ you don’t let anyone care about you. ’

‘ won’t hurt to listen. ’

‘ this is the right place. ’

‘ that’s the way it’s going to be, okay? ’

‘ so get out. ’

‘ don’t sweat it. ’

‘ yeah? and how come? ’

‘ they’re tranquilizers. ’

‘ you broke your fever. that’s good. ’

‘ in this house we let each other know where we’re going to be so no one worries about us. ’

‘ this is my home. i’ve come back home. ’

‘ you did that on purpose! ’

‘ i can’t talk to you. ’

‘ you can’t learn well if your body isn’t fed right and you don’t get enough sleep. ’

‘ shouldn’t you be in a hospital or something? ’

‘ where is your home? ’

‘ you don’t, that’s your problem. ’

‘ and whether my life is big or small, at least i know it will be honest and good and full of the people i love and who love me. i don’t need anything else. ’

‘ do you try to hurt me on purpose? is that it? ’

‘ it’s like you want to fight all the time. ’

‘ i don’t care. do what you want. ’

‘ so, who’s taking care of you? ’

‘ i got places to go. ’

‘ do you ever think even a minute ahead? ’

beautye

audrey rose , original portrayal , plucked from descendants and based on the gossip girl universe . by nosta .

#sp

@naivetm : ❝You’re really brave.❞

Manicured fingers remain curled into tight fists ( she used to bite her fingernails as a child, until her tutors snapped that disgusting habit out of her by force ), Audrey stands in front of the floor length mirror, and she’s dressed in dark blues tonight, and it’s as if nothing had happened ( nothing has happened – if she tells herself that enough times, surely it’ll become true ). you look stunning ! – the girls whisper behind her back, Audrey has become an expert at deciphering when a smile is fake ( pot and kettle and all that ), and a part of her wishes to tear hair and skin off the people who keep murmuring over and over and over. Perhaps what scares her the most about that is that such a thought doesn’t even feel that terrifying any longer.

you’re a ticking time bomb – sooner or later, you were bound to go off.

“ it’s not bravery, ” smoothing the skirts of her gown, Audrey glances at Allie through the reflection in the mirror ( fairies have a glow of beauty in them that cannot be defined by human standards, one Audrey has always envied ), and when she speaks again, her chin is high – she feels the books piled atop her head again when she walks, she hasn’t felt that in a while, “ I am not about to hide and let anyone whisper behind my back like I am a lowlife criminal, ” she keeps her fingers curled, if she doesn’t, she’ll start gnawing at her nails again, “ thank you. you are the only one who still wants to be around me. ”

#naivetm #verse : descendants.#post d3?#tysm for the ask love!!

@lucarus : ❝I know you’re only mean because people were mean to you but is this really what you want?❞

Lipstick line shoots out of her lower lip, uneven and smudging the side of her chin ( curse words are swallowed immediately, body tenses as if she’d been slapped across the face – Audrey does not like when things are out of place: a strand of hair, a wing of eyeliner, a person ). her manicured hand curls into a fist, the other lowers the lipstick tube and through her reflection in the mirror that now looks ruined by the imperfections of her makeup, she glances at the starlet with icy glare.

“ I don’t know what you’re talking about – I am not being mean to them, ” last words are spat out with emphasis, through gritted line of pearly teeth, and she takes a small paper towel to wipe off the smudge of coral from her skin – her frame remains tensed, her body clad in designer Valentino, an exclusive piece just for the night, is frozen in front of the mirror as if she’d spotted a terrifying sight – the small stain of lipstick is gone within a second, yet Audrey feels as if it’s still there, taunting her.

“ nobody was ‘mean’ to me – and even if they were, what’s it to you? you’re just here because hollywood loves a pretty american tragedy, ” all pretenses of charming politeness are thrown out the window whenever she feels her confidence threatened ( her grandmother would say there is nothing as excruciatingly painful as wearing a crown upon your head and trying to look everybody in the eye ). however, Audrey doesn’t feel like furthering the conversation – it would be going deeper into the why she’s so tense and anxious tonight, and why the mocking stain of dark coral remains imprinted upon her mind like a ghost, a reminder of failure that cannot be afforded, “ I just want this night to be perfect. and it means too much to ben for me to allow anyone to ruin it with their petty talk, either ways. ”

#lucarus #verse : main.#auds and lu need to become friends :(#ily !!

beautye

audrey rose , original portrayal , plucked from descendants and based on the gossip girl universe . by nosta .

#sp #im gonna write on Saturday i promise!!!#i just dont have my laptop rn!!

thickdickgrayson

olivia baker in 1x04 “lose yourself”

#VISAGE ).

clarkegriffinblake

I just don’t want to risk losing you…

#FT. BEN.#VISAGE ).

I might use samantha logan as audrey’s fc just because i wanna detach from descendants a bit and her being of irish and trinidadian descent fits very well with my personal headcanons ❤️

#she has that aesthetic also in all American!!!

I intend to write a meta about leah and audrey and how the emotional pressure she puts on audrey as heir to the throne following the death of her mom ( more on this to come but aurora has passed in my audrey’s main timeline ) stems from the stigma she’s endured being a woc ruling a predominantly white country !! Even as queen consort leah has suffered it a lot!!

#i intend to keep leah a woc as she was in desc #because i want to explore that part of audrey’s life #being of mixed race as a royal and having to endure the stigma of of it #ask to tag