[beautystrangle]

im am so grateful for canon spamton suffering

[ribbonwire]

i think the lesson to be learned from this is that automobile lobbyists don’t deserve human rights or consent

[scatman-award]

how dare you be autistic and hyperfixated on cars we will JUMP your ass

[beautystrangle]

#groomingvictimmoments

[beautystrangle]

im am so grateful for canon spamton suffering

[ribbonwire]

i think the lesson to be learned from this is that automobile lobbyists don’t deserve human rights or consent

[xalatath]

I like when you click a link and it turns purple its like youre bruising it

[flipchild]

[beautystrangle]

im am so grateful for canon spamton suffering

[beautystrangle]

" looove it. i am enthralled by the idea of spamton going to the last people he thought he could perhaps ask for help to and they just see it as an opportunity to get off. theyre certainly not gonna face any consequences from it since most people dont see spamton as a person in the first place so they practically hit the jackpot"

I think it could happen in the Defrag au? I love defrag and i love the messy poly ex situationship the addisons have with Spamton in that au, and for me its the perfect ground for some dub con or a full non con on both sides.

It could be Spamton repeating the circle of abuse he learned in the street with the addison by trying to offer something to them since they are letting him stay for free. Being desesperate to offer something of value bcs he is afraid of being kicked out, not realizing he is pushing boundaries.

It could be blue/yellow/orange tryingo to make Spamton feel better by forcibly shoving attention down his troath and treating like "White" again, making him feel dysphoric.

So on, so forth

ohhh i think ive seen some stuff of that au a long time ago.. and yeah theres def a lot of potential there. i feel like the addisons arent exactly equipped to properly receive someone like (post abandonment)spamton just going by their canon personalities XD and i love the idea of spamton instinctively thinking he needs to offer himself to maintain stability. its a fun idea.

+ ive kinda rotated the idea of "addison detransition" in my head for a while so thx for giving me an opportunity to talk about it. i think it works a bit differently from the standard detrans stuff because it has to do a lot more with how darkners work and their whole purpose shtick >_> so its an added layer of like. wanting spamton to go back to being a "standard addison" even if his existence was pure agony back then. go back to prioritizing lightner's needs and abandon the identity he carved out for himself. and in the process of all that he gets to be more palatable to his peers who liked him better when he was pitiable so isnt that nice...

[beautystrangle]

did you do your pfp your self?

nope!!! its made by the very talented @/skeletorz

[ribbonwire]

bigshot era spamton constantly leaving social gatherings and parties a sobbing mess the second he gets to private because he talks too much and people make fun of him for it or act like hes too weird, and he tries not to care but can’t help it. He’s lonely. He just wants people to like him around and think he’s successful. Even when he thinks people see him as cool, he doesn’t know that the second he’s gone he’s either forgotten or mocked.

Being one of the partygoers to see how he smiles and laughs and talks and talks, and deciding on yourself it’s time to shut him up. The way he talks on and on is infuriating, what right does he have to be so full of himself that he thinks people care what he has to say? Following him outside of a party into an alleyway and kicking him down. Hitting him repeatedly and breaking his jaw while he confusedly begs for it to stop, but he’s too small to fight back so he just drunkenly cries. Kicking him down and telling him he looks better this way. More beautiful. Everyone at the party wants to see him like this. Everyone he’s ever worked with. Saying even all of his customers want him like this. Hes meant to be used

Slipping something into one of his drinks and acting all interested in what he says while he talks, which he’s never gotten to experience before. He almost doesn’t trust it, but he’s so excited thinking he’s clicked so well with someone. Taking him when he passes out, just to tie his wrist to some kind of post so he’s easier to beat.

uuaa… how wonderful .. Dude you may just put me on to bs Spamton… ahh the idea of nobody liking him and he runs his mouth and acts overly confident and everyone hates him is soooo. Ok I need to get him in an unethical and undernegotiated bdsm dynamic nowww where it’s his main sense of intimate “affection”

aw jeez i really like the idea that he’s only pretty when he’s broken and battered… yup if you break his jaw it’ll swell up and he won’t be able to speak.. he should really just sit pretty..

Ahh for the drugging him situation.. sooooo freaking tasty are you kidding me… aww poor thing thinking he finally has a friend…. How wonderful.

[ribbonwire]

Hello my strangled beauty… once again you are on the freaking point.. it’s sooooo wonderful to think of how starved for positive attention and connection he must have been at every step of his life.. AHHH you are soo right about how the fact he considered swatch a good friend shows how needy he is.

Awww there’s always been something inherently wrong with him that makes everyone want to stay away <333 but now he has a friend who tells him exactly how he’s the most beautiful and lovable!!! For a lovely loveless wretch like him, he’s just gonna have to take what he can get. Ajhdjsjhajs sooo compelling to imagine that like. Even in the bs era he’s still vulnerable.

ahhh now this is making me think about how like irl celebrity and rich people have like crazyyyy interpersonal drama,. For example, The local rich neighborhood in my area has people where it’s an open secret that they rape /have raped people… the teenagers break into each other’s houses for the thrill..

so I’m imagining Spamton finally gets into the mansion and starts trying to ingratiate himself with the upper echelons.. and they’re all rotten and two faced, and when his new best friend starts beating him and touching him, and treating it like a casual and normal thing, he has nobody to turn to. It’s an open secret that his new friend is a little bit creepy and takes what they want, and honestly? It’s been a lot calmer now that they have a new toy and he has a best friend who’ll keep him out of trouble (break his spirit and isolate him further so he stops bothering everyone.)

I realize I may have just created benefactor mini mode.. awww he can’t ever catch a break.

[ribbonwire]

Ooo Lala! How wonderful. Yup he can just keep thinking this is the price everyone pays<3 it’s not like it would even be useful to him to know otherwise. What is he going to do? lol. no matter what he’s always the smallest fish in his pond…. When he gets bigger the other fish match it. Awww poor thing keeps biting off more than he can chew. He shot for the moon to get molested by the stars <333 wkjdjdjskjs.

it would be really awesome if he develops a phobia of medication from being drugged, then later when he really needs to take something he he won’t. Or it’s force fed to him. Awww awww decades later I need to have puppet spamton thrashing and sobbing as he’s injected with tranquilizer in a psych ward

[ribbonwire]

bigshot era spamton constantly leaving social gatherings and parties a sobbing mess the second he gets to private because he talks too much and people make fun of him for it or act like hes too weird, and he tries not to care but can’t help it. He’s lonely. He just wants people to like him around and think he’s successful. Even when he thinks people see him as cool, he doesn’t know that the second he’s gone he’s either forgotten or mocked.

Being one of the partygoers to see how he smiles and laughs and talks and talks, and deciding on yourself it’s time to shut him up. The way he talks on and on is infuriating, what right does he have to be so full of himself that he thinks people care what he has to say? Following him outside of a party into an alleyway and kicking him down. Hitting him repeatedly and breaking his jaw while he confusedly begs for it to stop, but he’s too small to fight back so he just drunkenly cries. Kicking him down and telling him he looks better this way. More beautiful. Everyone at the party wants to see him like this. Everyone he’s ever worked with. Saying even all of his customers want him like this. Hes meant to be used

Slipping something into one of his drinks and acting all interested in what he says while he talks, which he’s never gotten to experience before. He almost doesn’t trust it, but he’s so excited thinking he’s clicked so well with someone. Taking him when he passes out, just to tie his wrist to some kind of post so he’s easier to beat.

uuaa… how wonderful .. Dude you may just put me on to bs Spamton… ahh the idea of nobody liking him and he runs his mouth and acts overly confident and everyone hates him is soooo. Ok I need to get him in an unethical and undernegotiated bdsm dynamic nowww where it’s his main sense of intimate “affection”

aw jeez i really like the idea that he’s only pretty when he’s broken and battered… yup if you break his jaw it’ll swell up and he won’t be able to speak.. he should really just sit pretty..

Ahh for the drugging him situation.. sooooo freaking tasty are you kidding me… aww poor thing thinking he finally has a friend…. How wonderful.

[ribbonwire]

Hello my strangled beauty… once again you are on the freaking point.. it’s sooooo wonderful to think of how starved for positive attention and connection he must have been at every step of his life.. AHHH you are soo right about how the fact he considered swatch a good friend shows how needy he is.

Awww there’s always been something inherently wrong with him that makes everyone want to stay away <333 but now he has a friend who tells him exactly how he’s the most beautiful and lovable!!! For a lovely loveless wretch like him, he’s just gonna have to take what he can get. Ajhdjsjhajs sooo compelling to imagine that like. Even in the bs era he’s still vulnerable.

ahhh now this is making me think about how like irl celebrity and rich people have like crazyyyy interpersonal drama,. For example, The local rich neighborhood in my area has people where it’s an open secret that they rape /have raped people… the teenagers break into each other’s houses for the thrill..

so I’m imagining Spamton finally gets into the mansion and starts trying to ingratiate himself with the upper echelons.. and they’re all rotten and two faced, and when his new best friend starts beating him and touching him, and treating it like a casual and normal thing, he has nobody to turn to. It’s an open secret that his new friend is a little bit creepy and takes what they want, and honestly? It’s been a lot calmer now that they have a new toy and he has a best friend who’ll keep him out of trouble (break his spirit and isolate him further so he stops bothering everyone.)

I realize I may have just created benefactor mini mode.. awww he can’t ever catch a break.

[scatman-award]

Didn't spamton like Canonically go through this or am I illiterate

[ribbonwire]

bigshot era spamton constantly leaving social gatherings and parties a sobbing mess the second he gets to private because he talks too much and people make fun of him for it or act like hes too weird, and he tries not to care but can’t help it. He’s lonely. He just wants people to like him around and think he’s successful. Even when he thinks people see him as cool, he doesn’t know that the second he’s gone he’s either forgotten or mocked.

Being one of the partygoers to see how he smiles and laughs and talks and talks, and deciding on yourself it’s time to shut him up. The way he talks on and on is infuriating, what right does he have to be so full of himself that he thinks people care what he has to say? Following him outside of a party into an alleyway and kicking him down. Hitting him repeatedly and breaking his jaw while he confusedly begs for it to stop, but he’s too small to fight back so he just drunkenly cries. Kicking him down and telling him he looks better this way. More beautiful. Everyone at the party wants to see him like this. Everyone he’s ever worked with. Saying even all of his customers want him like this. Hes meant to be used

Slipping something into one of his drinks and acting all interested in what he says while he talks, which he’s never gotten to experience before. He almost doesn’t trust it, but he’s so excited thinking he’s clicked so well with someone. Taking him when he passes out, just to tie his wrist to some kind of post so he’s easier to beat.

uuaa… how wonderful .. Dude you may just put me on to bs Spamton… ahh the idea of nobody liking him and he runs his mouth and acts overly confident and everyone hates him is soooo. Ok I need to get him in an unethical and undernegotiated bdsm dynamic nowww where it’s his main sense of intimate “affection”

aw jeez i really like the idea that he’s only pretty when he’s broken and battered… yup if you break his jaw it’ll swell up and he won’t be able to speak.. he should really just sit pretty..

Ahh for the drugging him situation.. sooooo freaking tasty are you kidding me… aww poor thing thinking he finally has a friend…. How wonderful.

[ribbonwire]

Hello my strangled beauty… once again you are on the freaking point.. it’s sooooo wonderful to think of how starved for positive attention and connection he must have been at every step of his life.. AHHH you are soo right about how the fact he considered swatch a good friend shows how needy he is.

Awww there’s always been something inherently wrong with him that makes everyone want to stay away <333 but now he has a friend who tells him exactly how he’s the most beautiful and lovable!!! For a lovely loveless wretch like him, he’s just gonna have to take what he can get. Ajhdjsjhajs sooo compelling to imagine that like. Even in the bs era he’s still vulnerable.

ahhh now this is making me think about how like irl celebrity and rich people have like crazyyyy interpersonal drama,. For example, The local rich neighborhood in my area has people where it’s an open secret that they rape /have raped people… the teenagers break into each other’s houses for the thrill..

so I’m imagining Spamton finally gets into the mansion and starts trying to ingratiate himself with the upper echelons.. and they’re all rotten and two faced, and when his new best friend starts beating him and touching him, and treating it like a casual and normal thing, he has nobody to turn to. It’s an open secret that his new friend is a little bit creepy and takes what they want, and honestly? It’s been a lot calmer now that they have a new toy and he has a best friend who’ll keep him out of trouble (break his spirit and isolate him further so he stops bothering everyone.)

I realize I may have just created benefactor mini mode.. awww he can’t ever catch a break.

[ribbonwire]

sigh. I <3 it when he is vulnerable and unawares.

[ribbonwire]

prev. “Which is almost always”

yeah.<3 I am thinking of my new mutuals art of him sleeping on the bus. Is anyone gonna help him put on a show..

[ribbonwire]

sigh. I <3 it when he is vulnerable and unawares.

[ribbonwire]

bigshot era spamton constantly leaving social gatherings and parties a sobbing mess the second he gets to private because he talks too much and people make fun of him for it or act like hes too weird, and he tries not to care but can’t help it. He’s lonely. He just wants people to like him around and think he’s successful. Even when he thinks people see him as cool, he doesn’t know that the second he’s gone he’s either forgotten or mocked.

Being one of the partygoers to see how he smiles and laughs and talks and talks, and deciding on yourself it’s time to shut him up. The way he talks on and on is infuriating, what right does he have to be so full of himself that he thinks people care what he has to say? Following him outside of a party into an alleyway and kicking him down. Hitting him repeatedly and breaking his jaw while he confusedly begs for it to stop, but he’s too small to fight back so he just drunkenly cries. Kicking him down and telling him he looks better this way. More beautiful. Everyone at the party wants to see him like this. Everyone he’s ever worked with. Saying even all of his customers want him like this. Hes meant to be used

Slipping something into one of his drinks and acting all interested in what he says while he talks, which he’s never gotten to experience before. He almost doesn’t trust it, but he’s so excited thinking he’s clicked so well with someone. Taking him when he passes out, just to tie his wrist to some kind of post so he’s easier to beat.

uuaa… how wonderful .. Dude you may just put me on to bs Spamton… ahh the idea of nobody liking him and he runs his mouth and acts overly confident and everyone hates him is soooo. Ok I need to get him in an unethical and undernegotiated bdsm dynamic nowww where it’s his main sense of intimate “affection”

aw jeez i really like the idea that he’s only pretty when he’s broken and battered… yup if you break his jaw it’ll swell up and he won’t be able to speak.. he should really just sit pretty..

Ahh for the drugging him situation.. sooooo freaking tasty are you kidding me… aww poor thing thinking he finally has a friend…. How wonderful.

[beautystrangle]

id rather not put it in the tags of my rb however i must let it be known that the last art i reblogged of him just now fills me with unbridled lust

[eggwishing]

from last year on twitter

[beautystrangle]

Somethin somethin, the addisons gangraping Spamton-

Who said that?

looove it. i am enthralled by the idea of spamton going to the last people he thought he could perhaps ask for help to and they just see it as an opportunity to get off. theyre certainly not gonna face any consequences from it since most people dont see spamton as a person in the first place so they practically hit the jackpot