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Esdeekid at Paris fashion week !!
I’m still not over dis look sorry,,,,(also looking for moots!!)
preciate this pic bro thanks. been gone and i feel better after seeing this. gang shit
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Analysis: Hixor - Too Erratic
Context and Realease
•Genre: Hip-Hop / Rap
•Realease Date: September 18, 2025
Too Erratic doesn’t aim to be a profound song; it wants to be an aesthetic one. The song’s "vibe" is completely erratic, just as the title suggests; it’s cars, getaways, money, women—all delivered in a fast, harsh, and seamless way. Everything happens in a constant state of chaos. Amidst so much flex with Ferraris and Rolexes, none of it is innovative—it’s generic, but it works within the aesthetic being sold.
But then he says: “Growing up rough lad me life's been traumatic." This is a quick glimpse of reality before he dives back into the euphoria of drugs and money. It shatters the aesthetic for a split second and exposes something real: he’s not just flexing; he’s anesthetizing himself from the past. This makes the song—which was intended to be purely aesthetic—carry an underlying depth. He uses terms like skirt, dash, flying, nascars, creating a sense that he’s always running from something—whether it’s the feds, the past, or himself.
Metaphor and Political Impact
The beat has seconds of "rest" while he declares himself outside the norm metaphorically: “I’m black, but albino.” This isn’t literal; it’s a metaphor—a way of saying he feels displaced.
Now, with “Free Palestine… fuck all the israelis”—he steps out of the aesthetic and enters raw political positioning. It’s not elaborate; it’s a direct provocation to the monotony of "party music" to ensure the listener finishes the track impacted, whether by agreement or shock. It’s not deep; it’s direct, simple, and provocative. This part is what generates "engagement." In a song that seems to be "just a vibe," he drops a heavy opinion. This pulls the song out of the lifestyle bubble and into the bubble of discussion.
The Delivery: Aesthetic Curation and State of Mind
It is a work of aesthetic curation. He took all the "cool" and "dangerous" elements of today and packed them into (1:57) of pure adrenaline. The lyrics aren’t deep or original; the value lies in the energy and the imagery—it’s music to feel the vibe, not to analyze like poetry. The song doesn’t seek depth, but it ends up revealing layers even without trying.
The song doesn’t try to tell a story with a beginning, middle, and end. The goal is to create a state of mind. The title "Too Erratic" justifies the lyrical structure: it’s fast, uncontrolled, with fragments being thrown at you; a succession of images (getaways, drugs, women, cars) that simulate the adrenaline of a life on the edge.
The Union Between Lyrics and Beat
The value of this track lies in the perfect union between lyrics and sound. The beat itself is repetitive, hypnotic, and coarse, serving as the engine for the getaway he describes in the lyrics. This beat is what "holds" the chaos of the lyrics and delivers what it promises: a sensory experience of urgency. The song doesn’t seek to be the most original in its genre, but rather the most faithful to its own proposal. It delivers an impeccable aesthetic that communicates exactly what the artist lives or wishes to project.
Personal Opinion
In my perception, Too Erratic is aesthetically great. It delivers surface, moves beyond it and briefly taps into something psychological, and ends with great technical execution. It’s one of the best purposefully aesthetic songs I’ve analyzed so far. Everything happens in an uncontrolled and generic way, but it’s executed so well that I don’t see it very often.
The song shows the life he leads in a romanticized yet realistic way when he lets "traumas" slip between the words, as if they escaped his control—which is what he seeks, in a way, with these drugs and the flexing. Flexing isn’t just vanity; it’s a defense mechanism to "muffle" the trauma. The song itself is surgical, and the beat is intense.
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Analysis: Bipolar — Hixor
Context and Release
• Genre: Scouse Rap / Psych / Hip - Hop
• Release Date: December 4, 2025
At first glance, Bipolar might seem like a shallow, perhaps even melancholic track. While the title initially suggests something clinical, generic, or purely gloomy, Hixor’s music presents a deeper meaning: a state of bipolarity between the chaos of the underground and the ambition of personal focus.
The Duality of Two Worlds
The term here is not a diagnosis, but a metaphor for duality—the balance (or the lack thereof) between two distinct universes:
• The Underground Chaos: Represented by the "gaff," the drugs (Kush, Molly, Gelato), and raw experiences on the streets of Liverpool. This is the self-destructive and raw side that pulses through the track's gritty rhythm.
• Ambition and Focus: On the other side, the desire to "stack guap" and "buy property." Hixor makes it clear that he refuses to return to the poverty he fought so hard to escape. This is his visionary, truthful, and aspirational side.
Self-Affirmation and the "Blessing" of Success
Hixor uses the song as a constant exercise in self-affirmation. He labels himself as the "most stylish," describing financial moves and the pursuit of the next check with unshakable confidence.
An interesting point is how he quotes phrases that seem to have been said by others, such as "Hixor, you’re a blessing" or "Hix, you’re a prodigy." These external voices validate his transition. He sets a clear boundary: if the conversation isn't about money, don't even call him. This reinforces his main mantra: "Can’t go back to the poverty."
The Persona vs. The Individual
The relationship with women in the track also feeds this duality. He boasts about having several women around him, dismissing or summoning them at will, yet he admits a bitter detail: they love the "persona," not him. This deepens the metaphor of bipolarity; he understands that the "stylish Rockstar" is a necessary product to reach the top, while the "real Hixor" continues to deal with the chaos and the echoes of his mind.
Sonic Survival
The music reflects this division within its own anatomy:
• The Beat: An electronic beat with a psych aesthetic smothers the epic “trumpets” of the intro (which last only 3/4 seconds, like a brief moment of lucidity) before the "grime" kicks in and remains until the end. It brings a sense of confusion: two voices in a single mind, a psychedelic mess.
• The Vocals: The use of layering creates the impression of two voices coexisting—a vocal shadow that represents a constant internal murmur, a frequency that many don't even notice, but is always there.
Personal Opinion
In my opinion, Bipolar is a profound song that speaks about itself in a "sad" way, attempting to disguise that melancholy with the persona the artist sells. It is a track that delivers exactly the metaphor the name promises.
In the end, it is the sound of a mind that never stops; the organized chaos of someone who uses their own mental confusion as fuel. Bipolar isn't about instability—it's about surviving between two worlds that never reconcile.
i fucking love hixor🧘🏼♀️
Another one of my millions of sketches, but I have a good feeling about this one 🙈🙈 (I really want to finish it )
the prettiest ever my god <3
here’s where i got that ss from <33 his voice argh