didnt make the 27 club

30 | name's unimportant | block me n fuck off | side blog for trash | genderfucky trans thing idfc what pronouns | drug addict | plural/system/multiple | mentally radical (crippled by mental illness) | ask me about my lovely genderfucky fiancee

[selfmedblves]

t4t couple that be like this

[bedroomcocaine]

i love having an emotional breakdown on molly it's so poggies /sarcasm

[bedroomcocaine]

doing copious amounts of coke and pretending everything is fine, the daily grind

[bedroomcocaine]

sometimes the razor starts to look reeeeeaaaal friendly... but i can't, lest it be a whole thing. because how dare i have a coping mechanism that makes other people feel bad. i wonder if they ever consider why they feel bad. maybe they should work on that.

[bedroomcocaine]

im never more tired waking up in the morning than when i have vivid dreams about shoving cocaine in my face, but we must persist...

[c0ca1neang3l]

oral drugs just wont do it for me like powders i loveee snorting shit

[homegrownlucielou]

[bedroomcocaine]

detoxing from alcohol but life currently dictates that i have to be functional so i lean on something else that i will inevitably also have to detox from

[bedroomcocaine]

Hi

Hello

[bedroomcocaine]

i love using the last of my funds to buy myself drugs as a birthday present and my partner hanging onto the baggies and dosing me out as if they were hers!!!!!!! luv it!!!!!

[screenshotsofdespair]

[bedroomcocaine]

it's fiending hours (it's always fiending hours)

[bedroomcocaine]

i think it's so funny, and im not mad at all that we run out the first day of the weekend i have time to myself. so funny. not mad at all. at all. im so normal and okay about this i dont feel like i want to tear into my skin at all. i feel fine and happy and okay. i feel normal that i cant enjoy myself with the things i want when i have time to myself im so fine and okay with this.

[lifechessphotography]

[tdopegirl]

#dope #tweaker

[d3monicas]

it's called a trap house cause you can't leave

artist statement below:

i'm challenging myself to draw art that's more personal to me. addiction is a struggle i face. a particularly bad bender caused me to have a near death experience, in which i legitimately thought i was going to die and saw the grim reaper waiting to take me. that was enough to scare me sober. i've been clean for some time now. for a while, addiction has robbed me of my creativity. the time i used to spend drawing was spent on parties and doing substances. but i'm ready to let that pain go, and let it coexist with my art.

[bedroomcocaine]

the doctor ordered i have eight lines of cope every hour on the hour or i'm bound to have a mental break