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Where is your whimsy, what happened to the joy in your heart, find a little love and put it in your pocket and all that? Those boys are in love, and I do believe that. And nothing will ever break me, I was shipping Destiel when Obama was in his first term.
The way I just had a first date/hang with possibly the coolest guy I have ever met... And acted like a literal insane person.
Like we're talking he's cute, he's funny, he's nice, respectful, we have so many similar interests, he's got the good politics, we don't clash religion wise, we talked for like 3-4 hrs and I was dying, like I want this man.
But I chose to have this first meeting at 1am after a full 8hr class then 8hr shift. And today was so genuinely horrifyingly bad at class, I cried for about 30% of the day.
And yet I went to meet this guy I have been texting for less than 24 hrs. And I fucking bomb, like a crazy person. And so at the end I'm feeling anxious about being too much and exhausted and I kinda just shut down.
I'm trying to be positive bc he said he wants to go on a real date, hopefully I get prescribed a horse strength sedative to chill me out by then.
Hung out with my best friend and she pointed out that this level of overthinking is also insane so I'm just gonna chill out
The way I just had a first date/hang with possibly the coolest guy I have ever met... And acted like a literal insane person.
Like we're talking he's cute, he's funny, he's nice, respectful, we have so many similar interests, he's got the good politics, we don't clash religion wise, we talked for like 3-4 hrs and I was dying, like I want this man.
But I chose to have this first meeting at 1am after a full 8hr class then 8hr shift. And today was so genuinely horrifyingly bad at class, I cried for about 30% of the day.
And yet I went to meet this guy I have been texting for less than 24 hrs. And I fucking bomb, like a crazy person. And so at the end I'm feeling anxious about being too much and exhausted and I kinda just shut down.
I'm trying to be positive bc he said he wants to go on a real date, hopefully I get prescribed a horse strength sedative to chill me out by then.
The way I just had a first date/hang with possibly the coolest guy I have ever met... And acted like a literal insane person.
Merthur｜Fable
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This took me a really long and hard time to finish, and I honestly don’t know what else to say except I really hope you enjoy it🥲
Absolutely beautiful
I truly have to get this out somewhere, whether anyone sees it or cares.
I'm dealing with a really stressful family situation where I have to be the one to make things happen and handle all the hard choices. And because of the situation that happened I missed an important final for class and had to call out of work, so I got written up.
So now I'm grieving and my life plans have been up ended. And while the rest of my family are getting to just grieve, I'm grieving and also trying to figure out the next steps to fix the problems that happened because of me needing to take that time to handle this situation and make those big decisions.
And I am completely alone, my parents have each other, and my brother is off with his friends, and I am completely alone with all of this. And I am feeling so much but my feelings have to come secondary because big choices have to be made and sacrifices needed to happen and there was literally no one else to do any of that.
My plans went from being set and the end goal I was moving towards was in sight to now I have no idea what's going to happen and how I'm going to fix my life.
And while I'm having to think of every logistical thing for everyone else, there is not one person doing that for me. And I can't even be mad at them really because the grief is big and the feelings are big and this has always been my role so why would they even consider how it's affecting me.
Anyway, that was my rant. I'm so frustrated and exhausted and there is no end for that in sight, and I will make things work the way I always have and always will, but in this moment I can't see how.
Let's play a game.
It's called: I'm Smart and You're Dumb.
Not sold yet?
Okay so here's how you play. 3 players, 3 rounds.
Round 1: I ask 2 questions that I know the answer to, and 1 question I don't have the answer for.
Round 2: You ask 1 question that you know the answer to, and 2 questions you don't have answers for
Round 3: The 3rd player asks 3 questions they have no answer for.
Who wants to play?
NOEL REPLACES AI 2026
I WILL VOTE FOR YOU
MWAHAHAHA I drink less water, I am much sexier and 10x as delusional ai simply cannot compare
Between the 2 of us we could easily replace generative AI and chatgpt.
My googling skills are legendary, I love nothing more than compiling data and creating summaries. My advice is top tier, because I possess human critical thinking skills. I also would like to appropriate some of the more evil sides to it, like unethical data collection, but exclusively for either Robin Hood purposes, or personal vengeance.
You could do all the creative stuff that people actually want, and gather their joy and inspiration from. I think you should also be allowed to do some evil, but I leave the specifics to your discretion.
The only thing I lack is physical hours in the day, but once we up the daily hours to something more reasonable, like 42 rather than 24, I'm on it.
We both deserve to be evil!! We can just be one another's eunuch advisors back and forth and spread misinformation!!
Yes!! Spreading misinformation and stealing data, but in a cool hot way!!
NOEL REPLACES AI 2026
I WILL VOTE FOR YOU
MWAHAHAHA I drink less water, I am much sexier and 10x as delusional ai simply cannot compare
Between the 2 of us we could easily replace generative AI and chatgpt.
My googling skills are legendary, I love nothing more than compiling data and creating summaries. My advice is top tier, because I possess human critical thinking skills. I also would like to appropriate some of the more evil sides to it, like unethical data collection, but exclusively for either Robin Hood purposes, or personal vengeance.
You could do all the creative stuff that people actually want, and gather their joy and inspiration from. I think you should also be allowed to do some evil, but I leave the specifics to your discretion.
The only thing I lack is physical hours in the day, but once we up the daily hours to something more reasonable, like 42 rather than 24, I'm on it.
I know a lot of people are shipping HJ and LaVonte, and I super get that, but personally I would love it if they stay platonic.
Like hear me out... They are together, like married/partners but are still fully platonic. I love their dynamic and do think they are in love, but not necessarily in a romantic or sexual way.
There also is the player dynamic, which I think would be so fucking funny, of Lou and Ally just casually playing it up as like:
"This is my partner, my business partner.... We've also been married for 50 years"
It could have been initially for tax benefits and then they just liked the dynamic and it turned into this bizarre thing they got going on now.
Maybe I'm projecting, but I just love their dynamic so far, and to me it reads like that relationship you have where it's more than friendship but doesn't turn into a romantic relationship, but in a way where they're both on the same page about it.
How can being trans be bad if Ally Beardsley?
I crave a Bagginshield elopement.
Thorin and Bilbo running out of Erebor and into the forest below, hand in hand as they giggle like little boys. They wear only their finest, comfortable travel clothes patched by their loved ones hidden beneath wool cloaks.
The morning air is chilly, grass slippery from dew, but Thorin can tell by the birdsong its going to be a beautifully warm day. Bilbo can smell it on the breeze.
They stop their dancing chase through the woods only once. Thorin bends to pick a flower up from the grass, tucks it behind Bilbo's ear. The kiss that followed was all consuming, so much so they almost forgot their quest. Blushing shyly, they resume their happy hurry.
Bilbo thinks of a happy song, one he hadn't heard in years. He hums it as their journey slows, facing a rocky slope down. Thorin guides his every step downward, ready to hold out a hand to support Bilbo. To his delight, Thorin knows the song too. He hums right along, his hands warm on Bilbo's hands.
They meet Bard on a shallow shore. Hidden beneath the graceful slope of a willow tree, the three convene.
Bard stands in the lake, the water lapping gently at his ankles. Bilbo stands with his bare feet in the grass. Thorin doesn't know it yet- he won't know it for a few decades, but- he stands about a mile above the next biggest mithril vein in all of Arda.
Words weren't enough. Even so, Bilbo and Thorin spoke from the heart.
So much so that Bard found himself sniffling, choking his tears back to not interrupt the moment. He fondly thought of his late wife, silently wished he could say the same things to her once more. When it was his turn to speak, his time to make their promise binding under the eyes of the Valar, he knew he needn't do so. That any creature, living or dead or immortal could see the bond between the two.
Even still, Bard proudly pronounced them married.
(The moment Dís finds out she misses their wedding, she grabs the both of them by their ears and gives them a good chewing out.)
(Four weeks of festivals and feasts happen. Everyone has to go up a few clothes sizes after making merry for so long.)
(Bilbo and Thorin live happily ever after.)
You thought you could just copy a direct transcript from the extended ending scene of Battle of Five Armies, and no one would notice?
Y'all spend so much time hating on JKR and the HP franchise, and obsessing over not watching it, when you should be spending your time watching Misfits & Magic and obsessing over the beautiful universe Aabria Iyengar created and cultivated. You wanna take focus from HP? How about a 2 season masterpiece, with additional Adventuring Party content as well.
Do you like wizard schools where the rules seem arbitrary and the faculty is ineffectual? What about weird and quirky magical nonsense?
Do you like stories that center characters of color? How about queer characters? How about characters who deal with financial insecurity, homelessness, and mental health struggles?
Do you like funny stories? Stories to make you cry? Stories with an interesting storyline and satisfying character growth? What about a story with the perfect balance of humor and angst?
If you like fun stories, with characters that feel like real people, doing magic and being friends, and if you loved HP and want a new story about wizards doing cool shit to obsess over, watch Misfits & Magic.
I start my class on Monday that will give me the qualifications to get the job in the new city far far away that will let me be away from my life now and start over and finally start transitioning and oh my god I'm so scared.
I have to do good in it, I need this to work so bad. I need to get away and this is my ticket out.
If hard work can get me out, I'm getting out.
I wish it was possible to be a cis non-binary person.
Alcoholism is weird because when you're having fun and hanging out drinking with friends or family, no one bats an eye. When you have a glass of wine with dinner, it's totally fine. When you do shots at a party and can hold your liquor better than all the guys, it's cool.
But when you skip out of doing things you used to love, or spending time with important people in your life, just to prioritize getting home and drinking yourself unconscious...
And so you try to quit, you relapse, you try to quit, you relapse, you try to quit, and you relapse, and this goes on for years and years.
You get sober for the longest you ever have. You get past withdrawals, past the irritation, past the stomach problems and the headaches. You start feeling good, brighter, cleaner, more energy. Days turn to weeks, into months, and you feel so proud of yourself.
You have to tell people, it comes up. You're offered a glass of red with dinner, your friends want to pregame, you try to be casual, but the implications of deliberate sobriety are clear.
Suddenly your friends get weird about inviting you to things where people will be drinking, and you know it's meant in kindness but it just feels like they don't trust you to handle yourself.
Your family get annoyed that you don't drink socially because clearly its a judgment of their drinking habits and it's just selfish of you. Wine with dinner isn't really even drinking so they don't know why you can't make an exception.
Events that further your ambitions often happen when people are sitting around casually drinking, and not drinking just makes you seem a little less trustworthy, more judgemental, less of a team player.
You feel as though it would be so much easier if you just started socially drinking again. It just makes things so much more convenient. Your friends and family feel like you've gotten over your qualms and have reentered normal adult society. It's so much nicer when you aren't an alcoholic, you just thought you were. There was never a need to be so dramatic about it, it's really not a big deal.
And then something stressful happens at work, or you have a fight with a loved one, or you make a mistake that makes you feel like you just need a little extra comfort, and you could be doing something so much worse, and you've been so good it clearly isn't a problem anymore, and you've grown so much since you binge drank last, you've got a real handle on it now.
It's not a big deal.
Tequila is supposed to be the wild liquor, and so far I have had it twice.
The first time... I do not remember.
The second time I spent 4 hours, until about 2:30am deep cleaning the kitchen.
