I’m back and I’m better. Looking back at my old posts and my old life I realized….
In high school I was hated on and people slandered my name for two things: one was for things I never did but with all the assumptions and the shit talking people believed what they heard and it’s mainly all because of number two, I was already starting to live my best life. I started to go out a lot, talking to a lot of guys, hanging out with a lot of older people, people that are also my two best friends still btw. Since I was out there, posting my life, opened about my sexual fantasies people assumed that I was sleeping with every guy I talked to or dated, which is FALSE. Yeah I admit that I didn’t post a lot of sexual content, GIPHYS and stories that were very inappropriate but I wasn’t actually doing any of those things lol. Those were just “fantasies” . I only talked to so many different guys one after the other because a lot of guys stopped speaking to me or dropped me after they realized that I WASNT going to sleep with them or do these things that they wanted me to do🙄 so there goes that.
I got hate everyday talking about my body and my face. About how I’m fat, and how I’m ugly but I stayed positive through it all.
People also used to hate on the fact that I was going out all the time and dancing on guys at clubs. I’m sorry but what am I supposed to do at a club? Just stand there and be all boring or? Every one that hated on me for going out, for dressing the way I dressed in a daily aka crop tops and false lashes, do the exact same things now. I was also very selective on who I hung out with. I rarely hung out with people from my school or dated people from my school simply because I didn’t want to and that’s where the most hate came from. I remember whenever I would wear a crop top people would be like “ ew wtf where’s the rest of your shirt?” And with my lashes, “what’s on your eyes, you’re as fake as your eyelashes” . All these hate messages I used to get on a daily basis never affected me because I knew who I was& I knew what was right and what was wrong. I was just being me, being open and speaking about things that I wanted to speak about and post about my fun life and turn ups which I still do post about and I still voice my opinion everyday. I am still, living my best life
ANYWAYS, no one goes on here anymore and that was just a random vent because I was going through my old messsages and posts. If you made it this far, hey, how you doing? *joey voice
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