Apple of my Eye

Vivian. Beebean. Sophmore. University of California, Davis

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la primavera

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You have no idea how much I adore you. Thank you for being there for me with all of your patience, love, and silly humor. When I was afraid to feel vulnerable again, you’ve given me the assurance to move confidently into the world with zest and love, love for you and for everyone. 

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venus flytrap of women 

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I’ve noticed that when I began to feel insecurity creeping in

I can’t focus.

truth is that we’re all human,

and this happens,

but how do I shake it off.

perhaps, sleep will help. 

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Thank you Cheri Ann Renee for these beautiful photos!! 

<3 

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Such a beauty, inside and out <3

:3

(And yes we were very hungry that day)

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All the love from your friends and family. Rest in peace, grandma.

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And for the first time in forever, I feel so free. I don't want to go back to the past.

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Oh man, coming home I retreat into a hole of unproductivity. And I don't want to crawl out. Maybe once my internship starts I'll start feeling motivated to get more done. Or make more plans with others. You'd think with more time I'd go out more but usually I convert to movie mode.

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Nobody wants it all.

image / twitter / facebook / patreon

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This morning, I received a text from my mom letting me know that my dad wishes me good luck on my final tomorrow. "Thanks (:" I replied. Just a few minutes earlier, I scrolled through facebook and my cousin posted a pic of my grandma in her youthful years. Peering closer, the caption hit me like a brick. My dad lost his mom this morning. Dad, I am so so sorry for your loss. She was a difficult woman but you loved her. You loved her in the best way you knew how. I wasn't as close to her but her presence will be remembered and honored. May she rest in peace.

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My friend and I bought a card and these two miniature toy cars for our physics specialist. He deserves so much. Not only did he have morning office hours each day but he extended his office hours during the afternoons. Additionally the way he pays attention to our responses to check for understanding is just exceptional. I learned so much from him and I cannot thank him enough for all that he’s done and I speak on behalf of all the students. Now you ask, why toy cars? We did a unit on linear momentum once and I remember that he didn’t have a model for a demonstration. We hope that he can put these toy cars to good use to teach Newton’s laws. (: 

Thanks Chad! 

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This picture is basically the summary of my entire life.

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This police hating propaganda is getting out of hand. If you sincerely believe to “fuck the police” then you are ignorant. While a few have clearly taken advantage of their position and demonstrated acts of injustice, the rest of the officers should not be grouped into this group of officers that have broken the law. Not all officers are evil! There are many who want to serve and protect who are just as equally disgusted by these dishonorable officers as you are. By hating on the people who have sworn to make sure you are safe, you create a divide that is dangerous for either side. Push away the police and you agree to criminals running loose. And the good officers have no other choice but to watch the people they serve turn their backs on them with unjustified hate. Punish those who have done wrong to the fullest extent of the law. Fight for justice to be served to those who have taken advantage of the system but do not fight against those whose only criminal involvement is due to shared occupation. Do not fight against all police.

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Exhausted

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