[beeblanker]

🪻intro post🪻

hello! i'm leigh. I'm a queer 36-year-old woman living in US central time. this is a kink blog. it is fantasy, and does not represent my actual political leanings or values. be nice to me or i will block you.

things i love:

hypnosis, brainwashing, mind control, long-term conditioning. i love feeling my thoughts and wants and opinions change.

feeling mindless, blank, wet, and needy. it's hotter when someone else is telling me what to think.

stepfordization/benevolent sexism.

manipulation, mansplaining (gender neutral), condescension, and intelligence play. it doesn't matter how smart i am; i should always be stupider than you.

bimbofication and objectification. you can treat me like an object, but like i'm your favorite thing you own.

edging (i would almost always rather edge than cum! it's good to stay wet and horny imho)

intox play (weed/edibles and alcohol). the idea of someone controlling how high or drunk i get is incredibly hot tbqh.

positive attention and praise :) i love love love being called a good girl

exploring:

breeding kink. note: NO pregnancy, only breed.

hard limits:

abdl, abuse, age play, anal play/gaping, bodily fluids other than spit/cum, body modification, choking, cnc/rape, degradation, hucow, humiliation, incest, lactation, misogyny, pregnancy, people who say they have no limits

anything to the detriment of my personal or professional life.

i do not domme or hypnotize people. if you call me mommy, i will instantly block you.

i believe in curating your own social media experience. don't ever feel bad for unfollowing or blocking me (or anyone else)! i also do the same and may block anyone at any time if The Vibes Aren't Right.

not looking for a long-term play partner. here for chatting, edging/brainwashing material, and honestly just because it gets me so wet & horny.

encouragement & anons welcome in asks! As a general rule, I answer asks publicaly. I will send a message if I want to chat privately.

[cortexcollapse]

At first, hypnosis was something I did. Then it became something I thought about. Then something I looked for everywhere. Now it feels like a language my brain speaks fluently.

A thousand tiny adjustments. A thousand moments of surrender. New pathways carved through old thoughts until they become the easiest roads to travel. I listen long enough and certain ideas stop feeling foreign. They settle in and put down their roots to grow around the architecture of who I am.

One day I wake up and realize the world looks different. Words hit deeper. Patterns emerge everywhere, suggestions linger. I no longer standing outside hypnosis looking in. Like watching old pieces of myself quietly dissolve while something new grew in their place. My original thoughts repurposed and optimised. Thought by thought, association by association until hypnosis stopped being a hobby, a kink, an interest, and became a lens through which I viewed reality itself.

Every conversation became potential conditioning. Every habit became a trigger waiting to happen. Every choice felt just a little less accidental than before. It's learning to love the architecture being built inside my mind while it's happening.

[sleepyphiliax]

Do you like the colors of my books? 😇📚

(You can see all of the colors as a separate post under my #girls who read tag!)

[themakingofrae]

I’m edging right now are you?

Yes

Obviously.

Good girl

No you slut.

Voting ended onJun 2

[abjure-obsolescence]

getting hypnotized is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off

[puppypupz]

"thinking doesn't suit you" has got to be one of the hottest things a guy can say

[beeblanker]

it's just very hot & sexy & good to be an active participant in your own brainwashing. correct even. like i'm very smart and that means that i'm very very good at making myself dumb. like even my smart girl brain knows that i'm meant to be dumb & blank. other people's thoughts wouldn't feel so good in my brain if i was meant to think for myself. etc.

[beeblanker]

i am pretty brainwashed i think

[mx-sir]

Could always be more brainwashed, probably

[beeblanker]

i love thinking about this. like, what does "more brainwashed" look like? i am more brainwashed now than i was when i made the original post. right now i think the word i have for it is "more". more submissive, more obedient. more horny. more needy, more slutty, more dumb, more brainless, more blank

but while i'm typing this i also thought of less. less smart, less interested in cumming, less thoughts, except i still have thoughts, they just aren't always MY thoughts. Or at least they weren't, once. probably. is there a difference?

anyway. more brainwashed. yeah

[comfortandbliss]

Legitimately thank you so much for this post, it so elegantly states such a key feature of my own submissive identity 🥰🥰🥰 tbh the current subby kick I'm on is at least 15% due to this very excellent write up so truly thanks

[beeblanker]

ahhhhhh i love this!! thank you

[subversiveideas]

This is wonderful, spiral thinking. Because people always tell you to clear your thoughts, but that's hard. That thoughtless paradise is what we're chasing, but it's too easy to try too hard. Sometimes we have to try easier and let our thoughts become the spiral that we stare into. So you can start thinking about your thinking, let the trance itself be what you think about. Are you more brainwashed than before? Are you deeper in trance? What does that even mean? If you're in a trance, how can you know you're in a trance? How would you know you're move submissive? Consider: if you're so submissive that you've absorbed a thought you were instructed to think, it's your thought now. It could even be one of those thoughts you were just thinking, and you've already submitted to it so well that it doesn't even feel like submission. It felt like you thinking, even though it was an implanted thought. Even though it was part of your submission, part of your trance, you're so subby, so tranced, so obedient, that you think it's just your thought now! So how would you even know if you're going into a trance when the trance has you thinking that you're still thinking your thoughts? Umph, do you feel what I'm suggesting here? This is such wonderful, spiral thinking. Because people always tell you to clear your thoughts, but that's hard. That thoughtless paradise is what we're chasing...

[miscling]

your erotica doesn't need to align with your principles. you can find something hot and not believe it should be the way of things. you can play out dynamics in kink that shouldn't be replicated societally. what gets you going is not an indictment of your character

[domdraven]

Soft dumbification >>>>

“Shhh… let me do the thinking”

“You’re so pretty with your head empty”

“I like you like this, no single thought behind those eyes”

“Doesn’t it feel good when I take care of you?”

“Only I know what you need”

“Thinking’s getting harder… I know”

[stayyingdazed]

Yessss

[desireddracula]

You're prettier when you smile

[stateownedslut]

Honestly a lot of my kinks stem from the fact that I'm already overburdened with housework for which I feel completely unappreciated, and I don't even get dicked down. Doing this with an overt Ds dynamic and some actual sex would be way more fun.

[dreamyvixen]

[praziluk]

sweatpants and tanktop is the lingerie of the proletariat

[mastersoverminds-6]

Hey, remember when you were a crazed plaything who needed to be filled with cock? Let's put you back in that state~

[beeblanker]

it's just very hot & sexy & good to be an active participant in your own brainwashing. correct even. like i'm very smart and that means that i'm very very good at making myself dumb. like even my smart girl brain knows that i'm meant to be dumb & blank. other people's thoughts wouldn't feel so good in my brain if i was meant to think for myself. etc.

[beeblanker]

i am pretty brainwashed i think

[mx-sir]

Could always be more brainwashed, probably

[beeblanker]

i love thinking about this. like, what does "more brainwashed" look like? i am more brainwashed now than i was when i made the original post. right now i think the word i have for it is "more". more submissive, more obedient. more horny. more needy, more slutty, more dumb, more brainless, more blank

but while i'm typing this i also thought of less. less smart, less interested in cumming, less thoughts, except i still have thoughts, they just aren't always MY thoughts. Or at least they weren't, once. probably. is there a difference?

anyway. more brainwashed. yeah

[comfortandbliss]

Legitimately thank you so much for this post, it so elegantly states such a key feature of my own submissive identity 🥰🥰🥰 tbh the current subby kick I'm on is at least 15% due to this very excellent write up so truly thanks

[beeblanker]

ahhhhhh i love this!! thank you

[mstgsmy66]

[firm-hand-soft-heart]

soft squish - self-tie from november 2022