world’s normalest guy @beebmo - Tumblr Blog

hello and welcome to my blog....... my name is brody i am 20 and a guy. here is a list of my sideblogs that you may look at now

ocs - art - selfship - yttd - dailykeiji

thank you for your time enjoy your stay 👍️

made a post on twitter a bit ago about how i keep having people assume that i am autistic and immediately had a friend dm me to go "YOU AREN'T DIAGNOSED?" does everyone know these things but me... 💔

#she said it was so obvious to her she never bothered to ask.....#i think i may be autistic.#brody.txt

fuwungi

Happy pride month!! Reminder that trans rights are human rights & theres no LGBT without the T 🏳️‍🌈🫂🏳️‍⚧️

#yayy #reblog

beebmo

I FINISHED HIS SPRITE FINALLY it took me so long dear god... he is finally real... i made him a little report card because i'd seen some others do it with their ocs and thought it looked fun :) full sprite under the cut so he doesn't obliterate everyone's dashboards

#reblogging him because i'm still proud of myself. look at my boy #reblog

I FINISHED HIS SPRITE FINALLY it took me so long dear god... he is finally real... i made him a little report card because i'd seen some others do it with their ocs and thought it looked fun :) full sprite under the cut so he doesn't obliterate everyone's dashboards

#ignore the symbol and kanji in the back being shouma's i could not be bothered to change it. too complicated...#the hundred line #thllda #the hundred line oc #oc #i am so proud of myself i honestly kind of can't believe i drew this. i am improving my art with the power of hundred line #if you have seen me post about this guy before you may notice that his name is different here #this i because i changed it recently... i thought his old name was a bit silly sounding to be honest #and i wanted to make him feel less like just a self insert and more like an oc. 👍#my art.png

it feels wrong having a different icon for once i had that chibi eito one for like a year. i might change it back next month it feels like my brand at this point... that's me

#i am chibi eito. can you all picture me as chibi eito in your head forever #brody.txt

happy pride month i am not proud of myself or the fact that i am trans at all but i am changing my icon to transgender eito anyway because i want to be more prideful... there's not really anything i like about being trans but it is a part of me that i have to accept if i am going to keep living so i need to get over my shame. there's nothing wrong with me being transgender... i am a man even if it's hard to believe sometimes and thats cool i like being a man. i think eito should be a trans man too

#typing this makes me feel icky i don't like saying things like this but it's true #i just wish i was on t... i think i would feel less shame and hatred for myself if i actually looked like a man #eito aotsuki also doesn't quite look like a man though so i should just tell myself i look like Eito when i am upset #brody.txt

clayxbread

just realized as im posting this that i draw this angle a lot whateverrrrrrrr. we yes WE love violent women

for @beebmo okay sorry for the tag but this is for you yay okay bye

beebmo

NOZOMIIIIIIIII WAAAHH THIS IS SO COOL THANK YOU SO MUCH...!!!! evil women.... ❤️

#SUCH NICE COLORING #i love her expression... what a kind and well adjusted young lady i am sure she has no issues whatsoever #so coooool........#do not apologize for tagging me i love getting tagged in things and i love your art #i love this thank you so much #thllda swap au #reblog

not at all finished yet but everyone look at this sprite i've been making of my oc

#i'm really proud of how it's turning out... i showed my brother and he said it looks really accurate Yay #my art.png

i'm trying to make myself feel better by playing a game i really like (story of seasons trio of towns) but my vision is kind of blurry from crying really hard earlier so it's hard for me to focus on my 3ds screen. this sucks i just want to farm....

#i hate crying i feel bad while doing it and i don't even feel better afterwards it just makes me feel tired...#brody.txt

theres a lot of things i want to say to you, but i know nothing i say can change anything in your real life..,,, but i just want you to know that you'll always have at least one person in your corner who believes in you and is hoping for your happiness. from the bottom of my heart, i hope that one day you'll be able to live the kind of life you want to live, and be a bit kinder to yourself

that's very sweet, thank you. i hope i can do this too, though it's hard for me to imagine

#i don't really know what to say but i really do appreciate this ask. thank you #ask #clayxbread #brody.txt

i want to believe there is hope for me and that i can still live a happy life while trans but it's hard for me to believe this because i don't feel like the 'correct' type of trans person for this. there are trans people who are able to love themselves and being trans and then there is me. i am too self hating and it doesn't feel like it will get better because many of the things i hate the most are things i can't change

#and the thought of accepting the things i hate makes me want to throw up

it is so unfair that i have to live like this it's unfair you're just brought into the world a certain way against your will i hate that i was ever born. why does gender dysphoria even exist i don't want to be like this. i can't stand anything about myself and i especially cannot stand my genitals and i hate it because that's the most difficult things to change. do i really have to wait forever to go through an expensive painful surgery just to feel okay in my body? it's not even what i really want i want to be cis. and what if i just can't ever get it do i just have to be disgusted with myself forever. what if i do get it and something bad happens during surgery and i end up just as miserable. what if it's fine and i'm still just not happy. i shouldn't have to do any of this when cis people are just born with a body they feel content in i don't think i am strong enough to be transgender i can't do this

#i hate feeling like a freak even in my own community. why does it seem like everyone is comfortable with their genitals except for me #i'm so tired of trans men being associated with vaginas i'm so tired of people assuming we're all bottoms and submissive #i can't fucking take it. i can't take it. i don't want to be trans i hate everything about it #i feel disgusting. is it even possible for someone like me to be happy am i ever going to live the life i want #dysphoria tw

oh okay i am going to kill myself

You’re not too old to go to college. You’re not too old to do anything. Youre very young and you still have your whole life to do these things. I mean this in the kindest way possible, nobody cares about what age you do these things. But if you’re scared about judgement, do online school. It sounds like your caretakers aren’t doing much to advocate for you so you should try to do what you can to research these things on your own. But don’t let your age discourage you from trying. You’re not too old to do anything that you want to do.

thank you... i know i'm not technically 'too old' to go to college, but i also know most people who go are usually just graduating high school. and i never really get to do the things i want to do so i know i won't be able to go now and if i ever do it'll be years from now so thinking about how i'll end up being way older than a lot of the people there makes me feel like a bit of a loser... i don't know. i always miss out on the 'normal' teen and young adult experiences it makes me feel pathetic

online school doesn't sound very appealing to me i think every aspect of my life being online is driving me a little insane but i might look into it anyway... thank you for the ask

#i still feel too stupid to go i don't know what i'm supposed to do about that #i know i need to get my ged. i've been told i should go to night classes but it all just makes me feel like such an idiot #and it's just yet another thing i know won't be happening any time soon because i can never improve my life ever #ask #anon #brody.txt

it's so pretty outside right now...

#these photos don't really do it justice my tablet camera is really bad. but it's really nice #brody.txt

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